Michael, Leona & I were having fun at a picnic in the backyard when Michael kept staring at me.

Suesie: What?

Michael: Nothing.

Suesie: Michael, tell me.

Michael: You're just so beautiful. You blossom even more everyday.

I blushed and looked down at Leona.

Leona: What?

Suesie: Your father thinks I'm pretty.

Michael chuckled.

Michael: That's an understatement baby.

Leona: Daddy!

Michael: Yes sweetheart?

Leona: Please stop. Mommy's getting in her mood again.

I giggled.

Suesie: Leona..

She crossed her arms.

Leona: See?

I bit my lip and stood up.

Suesie: You don't like to see Mommy happy?

Leona: I love it when you are happy but not in this mood. The eyes.. The way you talk.. The sounds..

She shuddered and I looked at her confused.

Suesie: What sounds?

Leona: Late at night, I hear you giggling and then I loud creaking noise.

I was red in the face and walked away from her.

Leona: Why did she leave?

Michael: She's embarrassed.

Leona: Why? Actually no. She should be.

Michael: Why? That's the way we express our love for each other.

Leona: But it's loud! And I hate it!

Michael: One day, you'll learn to love it.. But that's after you're married.

Leona: Yeah, right.

Meanwhile, I was upstairs in the bathroom. I was so embarrassed by what she said. That was Michael and I having sex! She knows our stares and language.. She just doesn't know it yet. God this is so embarrassing. How often do we do this that she knows our looks and hints? Okay so we did that on Monday.. Sunday's are excluded.. Hmm.. I don't know for sure on some Saturdays.. Okay.. Most Saturday's.. Not on Wednesdays. Ugh. This is wrecking my head!

I do ghost ed and decided that we had to stop doing this for a while. I know Michael wants another baby but I remember what I said. What if I can't have red anymore children anyway? It's sad. Very sad, but it might be true. I can't find out though. One child and Leona's it. I went down the stairs and outside again. I sat down beside Leona and she was looking down.

Suesie: What's wrong NaNa?

Leona: I'm sorry. I didn't mean to embarrass you.

Suesie: Its okay baby.

I hugged her and we continued to have the picnic.

Leona: Well, I'm done here. Can I go?

Michael: Clean up your mess.

Leona: Thanks daddy.

She kissed his cheek and picked up her mess before hurrying inside.

Suesie: Our daughter.

Michael: Yeah.

He sighed. He kept looking at me and I felt his stare.

Suesie: What?

Michael: I want another baby..

Suesie: I know this Mike.

Michael: Please? I really want another baby.

I sighed and looked at my hands. Michael's hand grabbed mine.

Michael: Come on.

Suesie: I can't right now. I have too much going on.

Michael: Just one more. I promise.

I stared at him. I knew he was lying. He knew he was lying.

Suesie: Lets face it. You want more than two kids.

Michael: But I'm sick of hearing you feeling pleasure and towards the end you shout, pull out! pull out! I want a baby.

Suesie: You already have two of them.

Michael: Baby please.

Suesie: Its my body Michael. I carry the baby, you just donate the sperm.

Michael: So?

Suesie: So, that means my decision is final. I don't want another baby right now.

Michael: A boy and a girl. That's all I'm asking for.

Suesie: A boy, and two girls or two girls and one boy?

He paused.

Michael: That's the same thing..

I nodded.

Suesie: Exactly.

Michael: You're predicting two girls?

Suesie: And a boy.. But not necessarily..

He grinned and kissed me passionately.

Michael: I Love You.

Suesie: I Love You too.

I stood up and got ready to leave again.

Michael: Where are you going?

Suesie: Inside, where else?

Michael: Come here. I have something for you.

Suesie: You catch up because I'm not stopping.

Michael: Then you're not getting your gift.

I shrugged.

Michael: You're making a mistake. A big mistake.

Suesie: I think not.

Michael: Lets make a bet. If I'm right, you give me what I want.

Suesie: A baby?

Michael: You are so smart.

Suesie: I'll think about it. What about if I win?

Michael: You get what you want.

Suesie: Fine. No cheating.

Michael: No faking.

Suesie: Alright. But come here.

Michael: Fine.

He came to me on his knees and I was so upset because he was acting like a child.

Suesie: Michael, walk like you have legs.

Michael: I do have legs.

Suesie: Exactly. Now use them.

Michael: I am.

He said as he picked one of his legs up and then pulled something out of his pocket.

Michael: Sue. I want to make you happy again and protect you from everything harmful. I want you to have your dream and be a Princess for a day and become a Queen the same day.

He opened the box.

Michael: Please. I know I've asked you twice already but.. Marry me again. Please?

I was smiling and I nodded.

Suesie: Yes. I'll marry you again!

Michael: Thank God! I Love You so much baby.

Suesie: I Love You too.

Michael: I just have one question.

Suesie: What?

Michael: Who won?

I cut my eyes at him and then rolled my eyes.

Suesie: You did.

I mumbled.

Michael: I'm sorry what?

Suesie: You did.

Michael: I did what? I can't hear you.

Suesie: You won! Okay?

Michael: That's my girl! Come on!

Suesie: Where are we going?

Michael: To celebrate!

Suesie: Getting married again is not a matter where you can celebrate.

Michael: It is when you are doing it better than the first!

Suesie: I'll get Leona.

Michael: No. Leona can't be with us right now.

Suesie: Why?

Michael: We're having our own celebration.

Suesie: Oh my..

I did not mean to look down. He was grinning.

Suesie: I don't feel too good.

I said as I stumbled. Michael caught me and held me close.

Michael: Would you like to lay down?

I eyed him as I continued to play sick.

Suesie: Sure..

I said stretching the word.

Michael: Here.. There you go.

Michael said as he moved the sheets so that I could lay down.. The problem was that he laid me down on the bed and hovered over me as he smiled. His eyes almost had me and after he moved my hair behind my ear, I turned from him and closed my eyes.

Michael: You must really be sick.

Yep. You guessed it.

Michael: I'll take care of Leona for the rest of the day.

Michael went away and I heard the door close. I waited and then turned. He was gone but something looked different.. I can't put my finger on what it was but something was definitely different in here. I got up and walked around the room. I got in the shower and when I came out, something else was different.. Aha! The closet was originally open but it was closed when Michael left and now it's open again! Oh no.. I looked behind me and thank God nobody was there. But when I turned around to walk forward, I bumped into something and screamed.

Suesie: MICHAEL! PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! PLEASE! MICHAEL! MICHAEL!

They shushed me and I looked at them. Leona began to knock on the door.

Leona: Mommy what's wrong?

Michael: Its just me baby, it's just me.

I looked down and covered my face as I began to calm myself down but I was crying. He held me close and rubbed my back, which got his hands wet. He hummed to me after assuring Leona that I was okay.

Suesie: Don't scare me like that.

Michael: I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry.

I groaned and pulled at his jacket.

Suesie: You're such an idiot! Why would you do that to me?

Michael: I'm sorry baby, it was an accident.

He stayed calm. We had been through this every year for five years. He knew the drill. First, I cry. Then I yell at him. And now.. Now I become-.

Suesie: I thought you were him.. I was so scarred.

I said as I sat down on the bed. Michael came from behind me and held me.... Vulnerable.

Michael: I know baby. I know.

He said as he kissed my head. I sat still and then I snapped. Now, I fight him.

Suesie: You know what, get off. Just get the hell off me! I don't want to be touched by you!

Michael's grip tightened and I tried to force him off of me. I forgot that I only had my towel on at this point.

Michael: Baby, baby please calm down for me. Just re-relax baby. B-baby! Please!

This is where I break down and cry again.

Suesie: I swear I could just see him.. I just.. I.. I saw him. The blade, the knife.

I said as I was crying. Michael put his chin on my head as his hands ran up and down my arms.

Michael: Its okay baby. It's alright.

Now he gets the silent treatment for five minutes.. or less.

Michael: You know, you're such a strong woman. What's even better is that you're my woman. You're beautiful and I treasure you. You are my love and my life. I'd die for you. If any harm ever comes your way, you know I'll be there to save you. And I owe you a lot beca-.

Suesie: Just shut up.

Michael: Alright.

Suesie: Seriously, you talk way too much. Shut your mouth.

I smiled. This is the part where I become sweet again.

Michael: Of course baby.. Anything you say.

He knows exactly what to say.. This is that part where every couple would turn and look at the other one and hover over them.. Which I did.

Suesie: Shut your mouth.

I said softer.

Michael: You got it baby.

I kissed him passionately and ended up on my back.

Michael: You know, you look beautiful from this view.

Suesie: Don't I look it from every view?

Michael: I don't know. I don't believe I've seen every angle yet.

Suesie: You realise that I'm only in a towel right?

Michael: Which paints the perfect picture.

Leona's Voice began to echo in my head as Michael began to kiss my neck. I let out a breath and tried to push him away but he held me down.

Suesie: Leona..

I managed to whisper.

Michael: What about her?

I moaned softly and tried to speak.

Suesie: Stop..

Michael: Why?

He said as his hand moved down the side of my body and was almost to my thy.

Suesie: Mike, stop.

He looked me in the eyes and through the lust in my eyes, he could see that I meant what I said.

Michael: Alright.

He said as he got up quickly and sighed. He looked at me from the corner of his eye and bit his lip, then quickly got up to leave.

Suesie: Where are going?

Michael: To take Leona to the park.

Suesie: Let me get dressed.

Michael: No, you're sick. Remember?

Cold as ice is how I felt his words come at me. Is he really upset over sex? I can care less. I shrugged as I heard Leona talking to Michael.

Leona: Daddy, what's wrong with mommy?

Michael: Mommy's sick baby. Would you like to spend the night over Uncle Jermaine's house?

She twisted her face.

Michael: Aunt Rebbie?

She smiled and nodded.

Leona: Yes!

Michael: What do you say?

Leona: Yes daddy.

Michael: Or?

Leona: Yes sir.

Michael: That's my girl! Let's go.

They left after a while and I decided to walk around for a little bit. I put on the pajamas LaToya got me for my birthday and I was looking at it in the mirror like..

Suesie: What in the.. This is not me.. This is too.. Hell no.

I was about to take it off but then I thought, what if I just get lazy for a day and put pajamas on over it? So I did. Michael came home sooner than I thought and caught me singing to Diana Ross's I Heard A Love Song (But You Never Made A Sound) and her other song called Stone Liberty. He came in clapping and scarred me.

Suesie: You're back..

Michael: You were wonderful baby! I knew you could sing.

Suesie: Where's Leona?

Michael: At Rebbie's.

Suesie: When are you going to pick her up?

Michael: Tomorrow.

Suesie: She's spending the night?

Michael: Well she definitely hates Jermaine..

I laughed.

Michael: But, you want to sing for me?

I looked down and bit my lip.

Suesie: No.

Michael: Come on baby.

Suesie: What did I say?

Michael: I'll sing with you.

Suesie: Michael, what did I just say? No means no.

He pulled me close to him faster than I could process what happened to me. And when I did, I looked up at him and his lips locked with mine in a passionate manner. When he stopped kissing me, we were out of breath.

Michael: Give?

Suesie: No.

Michael: Sing for me.

Suesie: No.

Michael: You really wanna press my buttons, don't you?

Suesie: I just want you off me.

Michael: Oh.. So you want me off your body?

I nodded. I landed on something soft and in a flash, someone was on me kissing my neck.

Suesie: Mike.

Michael: Baby we have to get you out this wet rag! It's so flawful and shouldn't be on a flawless body.

I tried to stop him but found him shirtless before my eyes. Then me gripping onto my pajama shirt. Although Michael's hands were already roaming my body, I wanted to keep my pajamas on and see if I can stop him. I know! I started to cry fake tears, but it looked real.

Michael: What's wrong baby?

I cried harder.. I need a reason.

Michael: Its okay. Daddy can make you feel all better.

He knows exactly what he's doing. He knows I like the Mommy, Daddy talk.

Suesie: Mommy's sad.

Michael: Why is mommy sad?

Suesie: Memories! Mommy sees memories!

He knew I was lying.. I don't know how he does it.

Michael: Does Mommy want Daddy to make her feel better?

Suesie: No.

Michael: No? What does Mommy want?

He began to talk to me like I was his child.

Suesie: Mommy wants to sleep.

I turned over and closed my eyes. I felt myself sitting up and when I opened my eyes, I was on Michael's lap. He began fiddling with my shirt and I tried to stop him.

Suesie: Michael stop!

Michael: Why?

Suesie: I want to keep my clothes on.

Michael: Are you scared?

He chuckled.

Suesie: Don't bet on it.

Michael: Aw, my little Suzanne's scared.

He knows I hate that.. Being doubted.

Suesie: I swear Mike, I'm not afraid!

Michael: Oh really? I don't believe you.

I ripped my shirt off and threw it across the room.

Suesie: Boom.

He just stared at me.. I completely forgot I had the gift from LaToya on. I bit my lip and covered my face.

Suesie: Oh God.. I completely forgot I had this on.

Michael: Whoah, when did you get this?

Michael said as he looked at me.

Suesie: LaToya got it for me.. I don't like it. I meant to take it off but-.

Michael: No no, keep it on.. I love it.. You look extra sexy in it.

I blushed and then my expression changed when I felt it.. Him.. My goodness.. I moved a little and bit my lip as I tried to get out of his grip. I felt a kiss on my neck and let out a small moan.. It was unexpected so I couldn't stop it. He kept doing that until I pushed him off of me.

Michael: Oh geez.. My pants are wet now. I'll just take them off until they dry.

He thought he was being slick with that comment.. He knows where that came from.. Better yet, who.. He took his pants off and sat me.on his lap again.

Suesie: You think you're slick, don't you?

Michael: I don't have a clue as to what you're talking about.

Suesie: Oh come on! Taking Leona away from here, trying to do me, the Mommy, Daddy talk and now the wet pants? Get serious!

Michael: Okay.

He grinned. Bad choice of words.