I woke up the next morning with my head pounding and my stomach hurting. I felt nauseous and I thought 'Oh God, not today baby..' I sat up and my head started hurting even worst. I heard faint voices coming from downstairs but it it head hurt like I just came from a party. I stood up and held my stomach as I began to walk out of the room. I felt my stomach turning really bad and I ran to the bathroom. I threw up and it felt like I was there for hours hovering over the toilet. I heard someone coming up the stairs as I let my head rest on the toilet seat.

Rebbie: Oh my gosh! Suzanne are you alright?

I hissed at her volume because of my headache.

Suesie: No..

I just barely said. I heard talking again but it was muffled and the room suddenly became darker. I don't remember anything else but I do know that I woke up in a bed. I opened my eyes sat up again. I walked downstairs and into the kitchen to get some water until I saw him.. Michael looked at me before I could walk away.

Michael: You're awake..

Suesie: I'll be upstairs..

Michael came after me and grabbed my arm but I tried to snatch it back.. It didn't work because it only pulled me closer to him.

Michael: No, don't walk away from me Suzanne. I want to talk about this.. About us and our future together..

He said taking my hand into his.. My body started to scream for him to hold me but my stubborn ways wouldn't allow myself to give in. I looked away from him and he placed his hand on my cheek, making me look at him.

Suesie: Don't touch me..

I said as I pushed him back away from me. Michael looked down and sighed.

Michael: You know I Love You, right?

Suesie: I guess.. But whatever you're planning to do, it's not going to work on me this time.. No kisses, hugs, intimacy, or anything can change my mind and let you win again!

I said then I started to storm up the stairs to the bedroom I was in. I tried to lock the door but he was right behind me.

Michael: Suzanne, I don't want to hurt you so I suggest that you back away from the door.

Suesie: You're not my father and you can't tell me what to do!

Michael: Suzanne please..

I slid down the door and then he started to push the door open which made me slide on the floor. I tried to keep it closed but he was too strong. He came in and hovered over me for a while then sat down beside me. I got up and laid on the bed, taking over the whole thing. Michael sighed and started to whisper things.

Michael: You know how much you put me through just for you love? Do you know that you hurt me almost everyday somehow? Do you know why I am still here standing by you and still picking you up? It's because I Love You more than anything that I can describe because my love for you is indescribable.

Michael said standing up and looking at me with tears streaming down his face. It hurt me so bad to see him like that, so I turned away from him. Michael laid down on the bed beside me and wrapped his arm around my waist. I tried to move his arm off of me but he just tightened his grip.

Suesie: If you don't let me go right now, we are going to have it out!

I said sitting up but I was pulled back down. Michael hovered over me and kissed me like never before.. I wanted to push him away so bad that I resisted the kiss and started hitting him but he refused to let me go. I got tired of hitting him and then I let him kiss me. A tear of his fell on my face and I began to feel his emotions. I started to cry but then I tried to push him away again. Michael locked our hands together and held me down. When Michael finally stopped kissing me, he waited for my reaction.. He was ready for anything and everything. It took everything in me not to slap him because I didn't want him to win.

Michael: If it'll make you feel better, just do it.

Suesie: No.. I am tired of having this go on between us.. That doesn't mean that you won though. I just think it would be so wrong to slap you.

I stood up and walked towards the window. I looked out the window and saw children playing, birds traveling, and the light frost on the ground. I heard a voice right into my ear that gave me a chill down my spine.. A good chill.

Michael: That will be our child one day.. Out there playing with the other children.

Suesie: Don't try and change the subject..

Michael: I'm not.. I'm just looking into our future for the greater good.

Suesie: You can be a real Applehead sometimes, you know that?

Michael: And can be a real Angel sometimes when you wanna be.

Michael said wrapping his arms around me and once again, I tried to push him away.. I knew that I was getting weaker and weaker but I can't show it.. Not now. I turned around to face him and he almost kissed me but I put my hand up which made him kiss my hand. I looked at him dead into his eyes and spoke..

Suesie: You know sometimes, just sometimes, I don't know why I even married you..

Michael was hurt and that was exactly what I wanted him to feel. But he overpowered my darkness with light.

Michael: Because you love me.

Suesie: How do you know that? How do know that I'm not planning a divorce or leaving you?

Michael grabbed my hand and sat me down on the bed.

Michael: If you did, why would you have my child? Why would you suffer being almost murdered, getting married, and being alone? Why would you do all of that, just to leave me? And if you were planning on leaving, you wouldn't be here talking to me.

Suesie: You think you know so much.

I said crossing my arms and looking to the side. Michael pushed me back onto the bed so that my back was on it and locked our hands together as he hovered over me.

Michael: Why do you refuse to let me love you? Why won't you allow me to make love to you? Why won't you let me hold you or even touch you? Why do you refuse to let me be the man that I was raised to be?

I looked up at him with annoyed and angry eyes.

Suesie: Ask your sister.

Michael got closer to my face and I turned my head.

Suesie: Don't kiss me.

Michael nuzzled my neck once and whispered in my ear.

Michael: That's alright, I'll just make you moan.

Suesie: Mi-ike..

I said holding back a moan. Michael kept on kissing my neck and I was trying to fight it.

Suesie: L-let me go!

I said holding back another moan. Michael laid his body on top of mine to keep me down and to keep me from squirming.

Suesie: Stop it! We're n-not at home!

Michael: I know this..

He mumbled against my neck which made me feel the vibration. My eyes rolled to the back of my head and I bit my lip to keep quiet. A faint whimper managed to make it way out and I crossed my legs. Michael looked down at me and chuckled lightly at my facial expression. He slowly bent down and kissed my lips. I was tense at first, then I let all of my air out and started to breathe heavily. I opened my eyes and tried to move again but I failed.

Suesie: Get off me.

Michael: Try to move me.

Suesie: Michael, get off me!

I said trying to push my arms off the bed.

Michael: You can't get my weight off you.. Can you?

Suesie: Does it look like I can Michael?

Michael looked at me and scanned my body then smiled.

Michael: I don't know, can you?

Suesie: If you don't let me go right now, I will wait until my arms wake up to get you back.

Michael made a painful expression with a smile then he bit his lip.

Michael: So feisty. Why not do it while they're still numb?

Suesie: Because I want to feel how hard I slap you..

Michael let me go as he walked away chuckling. I sat up and rubbed my wrists. I stood up as Michael kneeled down and pulled me close.

Michael: Daddy loves you..

He whispered to my stomach. I tried my hardest not to smile so I looked away.

Suesie: Right..

I sighed as I sat back down on the bed. Michael climbed over to me and held me from behind.

Michael: Suzanne, please forgive me. I miss my babies. My sweethearts. My darlings.

He said between each kiss. I was quiet for a while and then I grinned as I got off of the bed. I walked towards the door and stopped when Michael shouted after me.

Michael: Hey! You never gave me an answer!

I looked down and smiled.

Suesie: I'll think about it.

I walked out of the room and went down the stairs. As soon as I got to the bottom, I froze. I started to have a silent tantrum and then I went the downstairs restroom. I locked the door behind me and looked at myself in the mirror.. God, I'm ugly.