Michael called the place for a job and he's finally starting today! it's been four days since our little bedroom fiasco and I'm still thinking about it. I don't know why, but every time Michael & I make love and he tries to get me pregnant, I always feel the same.. Nothing changes.. I never throw up, I never have mood swings, my hormones are never all over the place, and I don't eat more than usual.. I plan on going to the doctor today to see why this is happening to me.. I hope it's just a phase where I don't have kids.. I kissed Michael goodbye and watched him walk away. He looks so handsome in his black suit. I love Michael so much, he doesn't know..

I got in our vehicle and went my appointment. I walked inside of the office and filled out my information, then I sat down waiting for my name to be called..

Lady: Suzanne Braxton?

She said after twenty minutes..

Suesie: I am Mrs. Jackson now.

Lady: Come on back please..

She led me to a room and told me to sit on the table.

Lady: The doctor will be right with you.

I nodded and she left me in there alone.. I started to get bored.. No people.. No one to talk to.. Nothing to do.. Not a sound.. Just me..

Doctor: Hello, I'm doctor Handler.. How may I help you today Ms. Braxton.

Suesie: I'm married now. It's Jackson and I'm having trouble producing.. My husband and I try to have a baby all the time but I don't produce..

Doctor Handler wrote down some things on a note pad.

Doctor: How long have you been trying?

Suesie: Since we've been married.. Almost a month..

Doctor: Do you get any symptoms of pregnancy after your affiliations?

Suesie: No I don't.. I just feel the same. Nothing new.

Doctor: Alright. I will be back with some test results.

The doctor disappeared and came back after an hour.

Doctor: Ms. Braxton-. I mean Mrs. Jackson.. I have prescribed some medicine for you. This should boost your fertility levels so that you may produce a child. Take one by mouth daily. If you have any questions or concerns please call my office. Thank you and I will see you in a month.

I nodded as Doctor Handler left the room. I took the medicine and went back home.. It's almost eleven o'clock.. I got time. I'll start taking my medicine tomorrow. Just in case.. I watched some television until two o'clock and then I called a few people.. After I was done, it was already four o'clock. I got up and began to cook dinner for Michael. Michael was home before I knew it and I was finishing the food.

Michael: Mm.. Baby, what smells so good?

Michael said kissing me hello.

Suesie: Take a wild guess..

Michael beamed.

Michael: You made my favorite food, didn't you baby?

Suesie: Maybe I did and maybe I didn't.

Michael: I Love You so much Suzanne.

Suesie: I Love You more..

Michael shook his head.

Michael: Let's not get into that again.

Suesie: Alright.. Oh and before I forget, I went to the doctor today about baby issues.. The doctor gave me these pills to take for this month.

Michael nodded.

Michael: What are they for?

Suesie: To boost my fertility level so that we can have a baby.

Michael's smile widened. Michael slowly walked up to me and grinned.

Michael: Did you take them yet?

Suesie: I'll start tomorrow.

Michael: Tomorrow. Tomorrow.. Okay.. I can live with that.

Michael said smiling.. I turned around walk away when I felt a slap on my butt once again.. I turned around and glared at Michael.

Suesie: We already talked about this....

Michael: Yes we did.. Let's talk again but let's scream this time.

What the..

Suesie: Damn it Michael, you did that to me! I told you that I don't like you slapping my ass! Don't touch it either!

Michael gave me a disappointed look.

Michael: Don't use those nasty words! You know I hate that! And can I look at it?

Suesie: Looking makes you touch it. Touching it makes you slap it. Slapping equals teasing and making love.. You do the math.

Michael: So that's a yes.

I glared at him once more and walked away from him.

Suesie: Dinner is ready! I'm going to bed..

Michael: Already?

Suesie: Yes. I'm tired.

Michael: Aww baby I was just having fun with you!

Suesie: Yeah, well now I'm tired. Good night.

I said closing the bedroom door and slipping into bed.