The next day, a spark of energy flew throughout my body and I got up early that morning. I didn't know what it was but I just began to clean the house. I didn't eat, talk or go anywhere after I was done. I just looked around for more things to do. I did the laundry and looked at myself in the mirror. I noticed that I was looking dull and I decided to do something with myself. I took a shower -A real one- and curled my hair after I washed it. I picked out that red, black and white dress that I had received on my birthday. The one that Michael loves so much. I put on my red earrings and white heals. I figured that since I wasn't going anywhere, why not be a child again and play dress up.

I went downstairs and began to cook. I cooked a lot of food and I set it out on the dinning table. I looked at it and sighed. I covered up the food and went around the house. I began to make up dances once I changed my clothes, straightened my hair and turned on some music. I wanted to do something to take my mind off of everything. I kept dancing and I began to laugh. I turned the music down some and began to paint again once I changed my clothes once again. I painted my paradise. It was very beautiful. Birds in the sky, the sun setting, the blue ocean, the green trees, the mixture of sand and grass beneath my feet and two lovers on that place with a child to be expected.

I smiled as I remembered how happy I used to be with my mother and in High School. When Michael & I met and didn't fight a lot. When I met LaToya and the rest of her family. When accidentally mistakes Michael as her boyfriend and when she told Michael how I felt about him. When everything was alright and when I was elated. I was walking upstairs to put up my paints and then I decided to change clothes again for the last very time that day. I put on my clothes that I used to wear in High School and curled my hair again. I kept looking in the mirror at myself and I felt young again. Like I was still the mindless teenage girl in High School who had just met her soulmate.

I took it off since it was a little tight and I slipped on the nightgown I wore the night Michael & I got married. I remembered everything from that night and I began to get jittery all over just thinking about it. I started giggling and I laughed. I loved remembering everything good in my life. I stood up when I heard the front door open. I peeked out and saw Janet.. But I didn't give her a key.. I started coming down the stairs and then I saw LaToya. That explains how Janet got in. I smiled and spoke.

Suesie: Hello LaToya & Janet! How are you?

Janet: We have a surprise for you.

Suesie: You do?

I smiled and Janet nodded.

Janet: We do, so stay right there.

Suesie: Alright.. Oh, hold on. I'll be right back.

I went back up the stairs and went to the bathroom.

LaToya: Suzanne! Come down here!

I laughed slightly and started coming down. I stopped in the middle of the stairs.

Suesie: Alright, alright! I'm coming.. What is it that you wa-..

I cut myself off when I saw a man.. A man I didn't recognize but at the same time, I did.

Suesie: W-who is this?

He came closer to the stairs and I backed up.

Michael: Baby, it's me.. Michael.

I shook my head.

Suesie: No. You can't be.. My husband doesn't look like you.

Michael: He sounds like me though. The only thing different is my nose and my skin. It's completely yellow. Other than that, I'm still the same Michael that you met it High School and married.

A tear slipped out and I looked at LaToya & Janet. They nodded. I looked back down at Michael and I noticed that he was closer than before. Actually, a lot closer. I scurried up the stairs and Michael followed.

Michael: Suzanne! Please listen to me, I'm still your man. The one you love and the one you married.

Suesie: You can't be him.. You don't look like him.

Michael sighed and thought about a way to convince me. He stood up straight and began speaking to me.

Michael: Take a picture and compare me to it. I also have the same voice as him.

Suesie: True.. But what if you don't match?

Michael looked down.

Michael: If I don't match then let me prove it to you.

Suesie: Where's LaToya & Janet?

Michael: They left a while ago. When I came after you..

Suesie: You won't trick me?

Michael: Why would I do that?

He said playfully.

Suesie: That's how you are.. If you are who you say you are..

Michael: I am.

Suesie: Fine.. But if you don't match up, I'm calling the police.

I unlocked the door and slowly opened it. Michael smiled once he saw me and I held the picture up to him face.

Same eyes..
Same lips..
Same voice..
Same hair..
Same skin.. In a way..

I wasn't entirely convinced. So I shook my head.

Michael: What's wrong?

Suesie: No.. You can't be him.

Michael: Why not? I was born August 29th to Katherine and Joseph Jackson. I have seven other siblings and I can name them all by youngest to oldest. Janet is the baby and Rebbie is the oldest. Joseph opened up Princeton University's High School for the smartest kids in America and that's where I met you. We have been married for quite a while and had a bad start but now we have a chance to fix it.. We have been trying to have a baby for a while but you've given up. I messed up and now I'm back home.. So tell me. If I'm not the man that I claim to be, then why was I able to tell my whole life story?

I was silent for a long time before I shook my head.

Suesie: That's it, I'm calling the police.

I turned to walk away but he turned me back around and kissed me passionately. I remembered this kiss and I melted in it.. I couldn't push him away even if I wanted to.. I'm not saying that I didn't want to push him away but I'm not saying that I did. Does that make any sense? He slowly parted from me and looked down at me. I looked at him and hugged him as I began crying after a time. I missed him so much. Michael carried me to the bedroom and calmed me down. I started saying things to him through my tears and I'm surprised that he understood everything.

Michael: It's okay baby.. It's alright.

Suesie: I missed you so much. I thought that you were dead. I promise that I'll be nice. I will do anything for you.

Michael held me close and kissed my head. He shook his head 'No' and kissed my lips tenderly but quickly. I looked at him and he shook his head 'No' again.

Michael: I don't want you to do that. I just want to hold you and make love to you. I want to spend time with you and kiss you. I want to have what we can together and be happy forever. You don't have to do everything I say.

I smiled at him and kissed him quickly before he got into his mood.. Actually, I think that would be a good idea right now. But then again, now is not the right time.. At least I don't think so.. I don't even know..

Michael: What are you thinking about?

Suesie: What are you talking about?

Michael: You were just in deep thought.

Suesie: Yeah..

Michael: And so I asked you what you were thinking about.

Suesie: If I tell you, you have to promise me something.

Michael: Alright.

Suesie: Don't make a pass at me.

Michael pouted.

Michael: It's gonna be hard but I guess I can try.

Suesie: Okay.. I was debating on whether or not that it was the appropriate time to have sex with you but I didn't think it was and so I kept thinking about it. Now I say it's not.

Michael looked at me with a look that said 'wow.. that's just.. wow.'

Michael: Okay.. That was um.. Do want ice cream?

Suesie: Seriously?

Michael: What?

Suesie: Never mind.. Yeah, what flavor?

Michael: Strawberry.

Suesie: Yes! You know I Love strawberries!

Michael: That's why I got it for you.

Suesie: Why are you.. Oh! And I made dinner. I have to heat it up again but it's downstairs.

Michael: Sounds great.

Suesie: You get the ice cream and I'll get the dinner.

Michael winked at me and raced downstairs faster than Road Runner. I took my time getting down the steps and Michael was waiting for me once I got down there. He was smiling at me and I started to heat up his plate. I went back upstairs and laid it on the bed. Michael followed me with the ice cream and just looked at me.

Michael: You're not gonna eat anything?

Suesie: No. I'm not hungry.

Michael: Have eaten anything today?

Suesie: No.

Michael: Yesterday?

Suesie: No.. Why?

Michael: Baby, you need to eat.

Suesie: I don't want to eat. I'm not hungry.

Michael: But I don't want you to get sick. You need to eat something baby..

Suesie: Michael, look. I appreciate the fact that you care about me but I'm just not hungry.

Michael: If you take one bite of my food, I'll leave you alone about it.

Suesie: No. I'd rather not.

Michael: Baby..

Michael said lowering his voice.. Lord knows it's my weakness.

Suesie: What?

Michael: Please? For me..

Suesie: No.. Michael please! Just stop it! I don't want to eat and I don't need to eat.

Michael: You said you'd do anything for me..

Suesie: And you said you didn't want that. You only wanted to hold me, kiss me, have what we can together, be happy together and make love to me..

Michael: And how can I make love to you if you have an empty stomach?

Suesie: That's what a baby's for. To fill it and to enhance the love of the parents.

Michael: Right, but babies eat too. Are you going to starve our child?

Suesie: Michael, I'm not pregnant..

Michael: Not yet. But you will be.

Suesie: I'm 19 and you're 20. We have time.. Why rush? I still want to finish school and go to college.

Michael: But I really want a baby with you. Parenthood couldn't come fast enough.

Suesie: When we finish college and you get a good paying job, then we can talk about children. But right now, I want to do what I can before the. I never had a chance to actually be a child and now that I'm all grown up, I want to go and do what grown ups do.

Michael: Which is?

Suesie: What LaToya, Rebbie and Janet do.

Michael: Janet is 14.. She's a teenager.

Suesie: And she misses you. Think of it. You can spend time with Janet while I hang out with our other two sisters occasionally.

Michael: Grown ups make love too, you know..

Suesie: I'm still a teenager and I can relate to Janet.. Right?

Michael: So am I, but we relate more.

Suesie: See! I told you. That's why she misses you more than anything.

Michael: And I miss you every time you leave me alone somewhere. That's why I follow you. I just want to be with you all the time.

Suesie: I don't know about all the time.. But most of the time is good.

Michael: You know what, we're together right now and I want to do something..

Suesie: Which is?

Michael grinned and I covered my face.

Suesie: Oh God, Michael! I am married to a freak!

I laughed.

Michael: I mean, I haven't seen you in a month and a half or touched you in three or four. And you said after the two weeks are over, two months would have to go by before I could touch you again.

Suesie: I kept my word too. You're holding me right now.

Michael looked down at us and let me go. He sighed and fell backwards onto the bed.

Michael: But I wanna make love to you tonight. I haven't seen you in a long time, I let you get away from me, I made my everything sad and I need you.

Suesie: You need me?

I asked in an uninterested tone.

Michael: Yes.. Only you can satisfy me. I Love You baby..

Suesie: And you want a baby.

Michael: Oh, I already have my baby.

Michael said getting up and coming over to me.

Suesie: Then you should be satisfied with just holding me.

Michael leaned in close to my ear and began to speak in that low tone that I love.

Michael: But you just turn me on. The mere sight of you just makes me wanna love you.

Suesie: I know that.. Shoot.. You got sick of just looking at me one time that you just lock me in the bathroom with you and took over.

Michael chuckled..

Michael: But you loved it.

Suesie: I was paralyzed for two days and couldn't speak for three!

Michael: But I also put a baby there..

Suesie: I was in so much pain..

Michael: I'm sorry that I wasn't gentle with you baby..

Suesie: Why do you keep calling me that?

Michael: What?

Suesie: You keep calling me 'baby'.. You almost never call me anything else..

Michael: What do you want me to do?

Suesie: Think of something different, maybe?

Michael: Sweetheart?

Suesie: Something different every time.

Michael: I'll try my best.

Suesie: Okay.

Michael: Can I call you 'baby' when we make love?

Suesie: I guess..

Michael: I'm good..

Suesie: I think I know why..

Michael: Why what?

Suesie: Why you keep calling me that.

Michael: Tell me.

Suesie: Since we don't have a baby, you keep using that to hopefully get me in the mood one day and get me pregnant.

Michael: That makes sense.. But no.

Suesie: No?

Michael: Its because I love to baby you. Since I never had that from my father as a child, I'm giving it to you.

Suesie: Wow.. No love?

Michael shook his head.

Michael: None. That's why we have trouble getting along.

Suesie: I'm sorry baby.. I didn't know.

Michael smiled.

Michael: You just did it!

Suesie: Did what hun?

Michael: You called me 'Baby'!

Suesie: It was for a good reason!

Michael: Alright, alright Suzanne. Don't get yourself all worked up about it.

Suesie: I won't.

I said as I poked his nose. Michael kissed my forehead and took my hands into his as he sat down on the bed.

Michael: Please?

Suesie: What?

Michael raised his eyebrows and bit his bottom lip.

Michael: Please..

Suesie: Mike..

Michael smiled as his hands rubbed my hips and thys.

Michael: You're getting weaker!

Suesie: No I'm not!

Michael: Yes you are!

Suesie: Prove it!

I said crossing my arms.

Michael: You just called me Mike and you only call me that when you want some good lovin'..

Suesie: Goodness, Michael.. That is not the only time I call you that.

I said putting my hand over my face.

Michael: I beg to differ.

Suesie: Oh sure..

Michael pulled me down and onto his lap. He grinned and pulled me closer to his face.

Michael: Now tell me something different.. I dare you.

Suesie: Or what?

Michael: If you do, you'll have to suffer.

Suesie: Okay.. And if I don't?

Michael: Then I just might let you go.

Suesie: Although I still agree with myself.. You're right.

Michael laid me on my back and hovered over me.

Michael: I told you.

Michael's hands locked with mine and he began to kiss me.

Suesie: I said no.. Michael..

I said between kisses.

Michael: Please baby.. Just one more night of being adults..

He said into my ear.

Suesie: Believe it or not, I'm not ready for this yet..

Michael: Why not? Its because of what I look like, isn't it?

Suesie: No.. Michael I just can't have sex with you right now.

Michael: You want me and I know it.. What ever happened to 'I'll do anything'?

Suesie: You said no. Otherwise I would've been yours a while ago.

Michael grinned.

Michael: And now I have complete control over you.

Suesie: No you don't.

Michael: Try to move.

I tried to get away from him but I couldn't..

Michael: See?

Suesie: Oh please. I could get away if I really tried.

Michael: So you want me to take you?

Michael smiled.

Suesie: No.. I want you to let me go.

Michael shook his head and leaned down.

Michael: I don't think so..

Just then, Michael kissed me.

Suesie: Michael.. Michael, stop.

I said between the kiss. Michael just kept going. I don't think I should've curled my hair.. Or wore this nightgown.. Michael lifted up my gown and everything else fell into place. I tried to stop him but he wouldn't let me. Him and his controlling ways..

Suesie: Mike.. Michael stop..

Michael looked up at me and I knew that he was in his zone.

Michael: Why? Baby, I'm just getting started..

Suesie: But I don't want to do this with you right now..

Michael: Just once.. For tonight.. I really need to have you..

Suesie: You have me, but not in the way you want me. At least not right now.

Michael slipped my underwear off, even after I crossed my legs. He has his ways..

Michael: Tonight is special.. I can't wait until you want to do this.

Suesie: Mike.. Please.

Michael leaned in close to my ear and whispered something to me in the low voice.

Michael: Baby.. Let me make love to you tonight.. Show you how much I missed you..

He purposely rubbed my ear with his nose and my toes curled.

Suesie: M-Mike..

Michael: Please.. Baby please..

He basically had me already I could barely resist him.

Suesie: No.

I said weakly.

Michael: I need you to say yes.. I have big problem and you're the only one who can fix it. I've had it for long time..

Michael said and put emphasis on the word long. Michael started kissing my neck and touching me. He couldn't take it anymore after ten seconds. Michael groaned in frustration and then look me into my halfway open eyes.

Michael: I can't take this! I've gotta love you. Right now.

Before I could stop him, Michael had already started. It was very unexpected for me, so I screamed.

Suesie: MICHAEL!