I woke up the next morning feeling great and elated. Michael & I had a great night last night. I looked to my right to see Michael laying there with the covers off of him and I smiled. Part of his body was still on mine and his arm reached to the other side of me. I carefully moved his arm so that I could get up and sat up. I looked down at myself and thought about how I looked. I felt a hand touch my back and snapped me out of my thoughts. I looked back at Michael and smiled. Even as he dreams, he still needs me.
I grabbed my sleepwear and slid it back on. I walked to the bathroom and closed the door, then locked it. I didn't do anything but stand there at the mirror and stare at myself. I looked at every scar and mark on my face. I hated it. I look ugly in my opinion. I turned around and took off my gown. I looked into the full body mirror and saw my stomach.. It was covered in stitches and scars. I covered my chest and let a tear fall. I hated this image. 'What does Michael even see in me? It can't be my beauty because I look like.. I can't even compare myself with anything.. That's how bad I look..'
I thought to myself. I sat down on the toilet seat and looked down to the floor. I just let the tears fall and didn't make a sound. I heard a knock at the door and my head shot up at the voice.

Michael: Suzanne? Baby are you okay?

I got up quickly and slid on my dress.

Michael: Sue, are you in there?

I flushed the toilet, earning a small laugh from Michael. Then I turned on the water and sprinkled my hands with water. I turned it off after that and opened the door smiling.

Michael: Good morning, Suzanne.

I walked past him and sat down on the bed.

Suesie: Morning..

I replied finally after I laid back down on the bed. Michael went inside the bathroom and left me alone in the room. I sat up and looked at my arms. They have a few cuts but other than that, they're fine. Then I looked at my legs.. I hate everything about me.. If I could go back in time, I never would have went with Christopher to his room.. No.. I never would have went to that school.. But then I never would have met Michael.. Or LaToya.. But for better or worse, now it's too late. I may be happy with Michael, but I am not happy with myself.
Michael turned the door knob and I quickly turned over towards the wall. Michael opened the door and saw the cover flowing down onto me as if I had just done that.. And I did.. Michael sighed and came over to my side of the bed. He bent down to look at me but my eyes were closed.

Michael: You can't be sleep already.

No I'm not.. I'm wide awake with my insecurities.... Michael shrugged and went to his side of the bed. I opened my eyes slowly and looked down at the ground. I felt bad for doing that to him but I have my reasons.. Michael & I laid there in bed together for a while without any contact. I felt Michael's hand on my thy, rubbing it and causing my heart rate to speed up. Michael moved closer to me after a while and I could hear him breathe. His body was really close to mine and Michael's hand moved up to my stomach. I felt a kiss being planted on my shoulder and caused me to slightly open my eyes. Then other kisses followed that first one. They traveled down my arm, on my back, and my neck. I couldn't ignore Michael any longer so I turned around, facing him.
Michael smiled at me as I looked at him with lust filled in my eyes.

Michael: Look who's up..

Suesie: Guess who woke me.

Michael looked me into my eyes.

Michael: Let me think.. Who woke you? I have no clue.

Michael said smiling.

Suesie: You did and you are going to pay for doing so.

Michael got close to my face and whispered in my ear seductively as he could.

Michael: And how must I pay for the damage?

I looked at him for a while, then I finally smiled and turned back over.

Suesie: You'll find out.

Michael started to kiss me again but I ignored him.

Michael: Well, now that you're awake..

Michael trailed off.

Suesie: No Michael.

I said pushing his hands away from me. Michael gave me a confused look.

Michael: What's wrong Sue?

Suesie: No..

Michael: Baby..

Michael said touching me again in the right place but I pushed him off again.

Suesie: No Michael, you earned this.

Michael: I get it, this is my punishment.

Suesie: Yes it is..

Michael: I'll tell you what, let's play a game.

I turned.

Suesie: What kind of game?

Michael: We can go without this but whoever gives in first has to do what the other wants.

I thought about it then smiled.

Suesie: And what would you want from me?

Michael grinned really wide and came close to my ear.. When he told me what he wanted, I blushed really hard and he smiled.

Michael: And what about you, my lovely wife?

I told him what I wanted and he gave me a confused look.

Michael: That's all?

Suesie: Well.. Yeah, I guess.

Michael: Are you sure you don't want to add anything to that?

Suesie: Fine, let me add onto it.

Michael smiled once I told him my add on.

Michael: Deal.

Suesie: Great.. But don't get mad if I tease you.

Michael rolled his eyes.

Michael: Come prepared because with my teasing, you won't last a week.

Suesie: With my teasing, you won't last a day.

At that moment, Michael grabbed my waist and made his way down to my inner thys. He started to rub them and I closed them tightly so that he couldn't move anymore.

Suesie: Nice try.