When Michael came back home from work, I was still asleep. Michael noticed that I didn't cook tonight which was unusual but he didn't mind. He took it upon himself to cook for me and set the table. I smelled food in my sleep but I thought I was cooking.. So I didn't wake up. Michael brought the food upstairs to me and kissed me awake as he always did.

Michael: Suzanne.. Baby, I have dinner for you.

I turned over onto my face and sighed. Then I slowly opened my eyes as I turned again onto my side.

Suesie: Hey Mike.. Oh my.. I'm so sorry. I fell asleep. I'll get up and-.

Michael: You'll do no such thing. I already did.

Suesie: At least let me come down and-.

Michael: No.. I have your food. You're eating right here.

Suesie: Michael.. Is it really that necessary?

Michael: You're my baby and you're carrying my baby too. I promised to take care of you and I'm keeping that promise.

Suesie: You're so sweet.

Michael blushed.

Suesie: And may I add, so cute when you blush!

Michael: Oh my.. Sue, just eat. Okay?

Suesie: Mikey is blushing! Mikey is blushing!

I teased. Michael rolled his eyes and walked out of the room. I heard him slightly laugh as he went down the stairs. I smiled and he returned with his plate. He sat beside me and mumbled something to himself.

Suesie: What was that Hon?

Michael: A self comment. It's nothing.

Suesie: Okay..

Michael nodded and put on a movie. At least I think it was a movie..

Michael: Don't you just love this move?

Suesie: I don't know what this movie is called..

Michael: Jimonji.. Haven't you watched it?

Suesie: Never.

I shook my head. Michael was shocked and quickly pressed play.

Michael: We have to watch this. It's so funny!

Suesie: Alright Michael.

Michael crawled over to me and sat down beside me.

Michael: Two more months..

Michael mumbled.

Suesie: What was that?

Michael: What was what?

Suesie: What did you say?

Michael: Two more months.

Suesie: For..?

Michael shook his head.

Michael: I think I'll go and write for a little bit.

Suesie: Alright.. Hurry back.

Michael nodded and was walking weird.

Suesie: Wait a minute. Michael?

Michael stoped and turned his head.

Michael: Yes?

Suesie: Why are you walking so funny?

Michael bit his lip and remained silent for a while.

Suesie: Well?

Michael: No reason..

Suesie: Michael..

Michael: What? Baby, what?

Michael said a little irritated.

Suesie: Answer me.

Michael: I don't want to right now.

Suesie: Why not?

I said as I crossed my arms.

Michael: I just don't. Okay?

Suesie: Michael please.. Tell me what's going on with you.

Michael: Do you really wanna know?

Suesie: Yes, of course I do.

Michael nodded as he looked down.

Michael: I'm aroused. I'm feeling a strong attraction to you and I'm leaving before I lose my mind and act on my feelings.. The thing is, I don't want to hurt you. So that's why I'm going out of the room.. Let's face it. You're super sexy and you're gaining weight in the right places.. Your breasts and butt are getting bigger and not only that.. But your stomach is too. But if that's not sexy to you, it is to me.

Suesie: Oh..

Michael: These next two months are going to be very hard..

Suesie: That goes two ways..

I mumbled. Michael closed his eyes and bit his bottom lip.

Michael: I.. I have to go.

He practically moaned before he left the room.

Suesie: Okay! Hurry back!

I was worried about him.. This sounds like torture.. Maybe I should call the doctor.. I picked up the phone and dialed a number.. It rang once.. It rang twice.. Then I heard a voice.

LaToya: Hello!

Suesie: Hi Toya!

LaToya: SUZANNE! OH MY GOSH GIRL! I HAVE GOT TO SEE YOU! I MISS YOU SO SO SO SO SO MUCH GIRL!

I was laughing as she was talking.

Suesie: I missed you too. It's been a while.. I'm thinking about hosting a family dinner sometime this week or the next.. I need help planning and also..

LaToya: I'll help you! Say the word and I'll do it! And also.. What?

Suesie: Do you know if the doctor's office is open today?

LaToya: I would think. They don't close until six..

Suesie: Have you been sleeping?

LaToya: Yeah.. I just woke up, why?

Suesie: Oh I'm sorry. I was asking because it's a little past eight.

LaToya: Oh.. Well there's no harm in trying. I have never been to a doctor besides when you went into a coma.

Suesie: I remember that..

I joked. You can't remember a coma!

LaToya: You're funny. But would you like me to come over?

Suesie: I'd love that. Today maybe?

LaToya: Sure. Just let me get dressed.

Suesie: Alright, see you then.

LaToya: See you soon sis.

Suesie: Alright Toya.

We hung up and I hollered to Michael that LaToya was on her way.

Michael: What?

Michael hollered back.

Suesie: LaToya is coming over and I was thinking about having a family dinner next week or this week!

Michael was silent for a while and then I heard footsteps. Michael was in the doorway of the bedroom and started talking.. But he was speaking in a low tone of voice.. I don't think he realized it, but he was.

Michael: A dinner? LaToya? When?

Suesie: Yes. Yes, today.

Michael: Well if you and LaToya are spending the night together, I'll spend my night with my brothers.

Suesie: That's fine honey.. I was just letting you know.

Michael: Alright baby..

Suesie: Michael?

Michael: Yes?

Suesie: Do you realize that you're using a low tone of voice?

Michael: Oh.. I'm sorry. I can't control it right now.

Suesie: Why not.

Michael shrugged.

Michael: I'm not sure.

His towel started to fall off of him but he held it firmly.

Suesie: You took a shower?

Michael: A cold one.

He nodded.

Suesie: Okay.. Well, get dressed because we're about to see family.

Michael: Okay. I'll wear my green sweater and jeans.

Suesie: Green shirt, Jean jacket and pants for me.

Michael nodded and threw the clothes at me. I smiled at him..

Michael: What are you smiling at?

Suesie: You're so sexy..

Michael grinned.

Michael: And so are you.

Suesie: You know, I was thinking that maybe we should call the doctor..

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Michael: For what?

Suesie: To ask a few questions..

Michael: Like?

Suesie: If the baby would be fine if we did something together..

Michael's head shot up.

Michael: Are you serious?

He was slightly smiling.

Suesie: Dead serious.

Michael ran over to me and started kissing me all over.

Suesie: Michael! Baby we haven't called yet!

I laughed.

Michael: Oh baby.. It don't matter. Just as long as I know.

Michael kissed my lips passionately like he did in High School.

Suesie: Baby, why are you treating me like this? I'm not even.. I mean, I don't even know if we can yet.

Michael: Who says that why I'm kissing you?

Suesie: Jr said so.

Michael laughed again my neck which caused vibrations.

Michael: He can wait. I'm not concerned about him right now.

Suesie: Oh really?

Michael: Really.

Suesie: Well okay. Since you're not focused on him, why don't you put your shirt on and lay beside me so that we can watch this movie?

The doorbell rang..

Michael: I would baby, but LaToya's at the door.

Michael grinned.

Suesie: You think you're slick.

Michael: I'll go get it.

Suesie: No, I'll get it.

Michael: But I wanna do it!

Suesie: I haven't moved in ages! Let me move around!

Michael: No, I think I'll just go get the door.

Suesie: Michael! Michael! You are such an Applehead!

Michael laughed as he opened the door.

LaToya: Oh my Lord.. Hey Mike.

LaToya said as she covered her eyes.

Michael: What?

LaToya: You're shirtless.

Suesie: Just a minute!

Michael: Suzanne's upstairs.

LaToya: I hear her.

LaToya smiled.

Michael: Well, if that's all, I'll get going now.

LaToya looked at him like he was stupid.

Michael: What?

LaToya: Michael, go put a shirt on.

Michael: Okay okay. Suzanne!

Suesie: What?

Michael: Will you throw down my sweater?

I threw it down and he caught it.

LaToya: Lookin' good Suzanne!

Michael: Yes she is..

Michael mumbled.

Suesie: Thank you!

LaToya: My sister is lookin' so good.

Michael: Yes she is..

LaToya: Michael?

Michael: Huh?

LaToya: You're hard..

Michael: What?

LaToya: Stop thinking about her.

Michael: Who?

LaToya: Suzanne! Stop thinking about Suzanne!

Michael: Why?

LaToya rolled her eyes and sighed.

LaToya: Look down.

Michael: Oh God..

LaToya: Exactly.

Michael: Suzanne and I haven't.. In a while and she's been looking extra sexy lately..

Suesie: Toya!

LaToya: Suesie!

Michael: Yay!

Michael said silently to himself. Then he laughed.

Suesie: I missed you so much!

LaToya: I missed you too!

Suesie: I have so much to tell you!

Michael looked at me and shook his head.. But I gave him a stare. He just shook his head again.

Suesie: Excuse me for one second Toya.

LaToya: Alright.

Suesie: Michael, may we speak in private please?

Michael nodded and got up. He pulled me into a room and we started talking.

Suesie: Why can't I tell her?

Michael: Because she has a big mouth!

Suesie: Oh come on! I made her a promise!

Michael: Some promises shouldn't be made.

Suesie: But I told her that once-.

Michael: I know the deal. I was there.

Suesie: Then why are you making me break it?

Michael: Why don't you see what happens if you tell her.

Suesie: You get on my nerves.

Michael grinned.

Michael: I Love You too.. Hey.

Suesie: What?

Michael: Give me a kiss?

Suesie: I'll think about it.

Michael blocked my way.

Michael: You're not getting out until you kiss me.

Suesie: Michael!

Michael: Suzanne..

Suesie: You're killing me..

Michael: You're still alive. Now kiss me or LaToya will start to think something is going on up here.

Suesie: Like what?

I challenged him.

Michael: Do you really wanna go there?

Suesie: Did I say that I wanted to?

Michael: Come here.

Suesie: Nope.

Michael: Suzanne.. Come.. Here..

Suesie: I don't want to.

Michael grabbed me by my hips and started kissing my neck. I held in all of my moans. Michael then moved to my lips and kissed me like he did in High School..

Michael: Good job, you didn't moan at all.

Suesie: Shut up and let me out.

Michael: And on that note, I say no.

Suesie: I'll scream.

Michael: Scream.

Michael challenged.

Suesie: LAT-!

Michael covered my mouth and held me close.

Michael: God you're so sexy. Don't make me tame you right now because I will.

I licked his hand and he quickly wiped it on my jacket.

Suesie: I'm pregnant, no you won't.

Michael: Being pregnant has nothing to do with making you scream.. If you know what I mean.

Suesie: You are so nasty.

Michael got into my ear.

Michael: But you like it.

Suesie: Oh please.. Michael, I swear to you. If you do not let me go out there so that I may down time with my sister, I will scream and I will hurt you.

Michael: You can scream, but you can't hurt me.

Suesie: Watch me. LATOYA! LATOYA OPEN THE DOOR! MICHAEL WON'T LET ME OUT! LATOYA! LATOYA SAVE ME!

Michael: I don't think she heard you.

Suesie: What makes you so sure?

Michael: Sound proof walls..

Suesie: You're lying.

I unlocked the door before Michael picked me up.

Michael: Would I lie to you?

Suesie: You better not.

Michael: I don't. You know me so well.

Suesie: Put me down.

Michael: If I do, you have to get on my back.

Suesie: If I do, you have to go take a cold shower!

Michael: I will, I will.

Suesie: Good. Let's go.

I quickly walked out before Michael could touch me because I knew what was coming.

LaToya: You guys alright in there?

Michael: We're alive.

Suesie: I'm fine.

Michael: Yes you are..

Suesie: Michael, stop it.

LaToya: So.. You two lovebirds seriously need some time alone more often-.

Suesie: No, no, no. Hell No.

LaToya: What's wrong? No love in paradise?

Michael: It's not that, we've hit a rough patch that's lasting two months.

Suesie: That's not the half of it. But like I said, I have much to tell you.

LaToya: Well, Michael?

Michael: What?

LaToya: Are you going?

Michael: No, I'm going to go spend time with my brothers and perhaps J too.

Suesie: Have a good time love.

Michael: I'll try.

Suesie: Okay, goodbye.

Michael: Bye love. Goodbye LaToya.

Then he left.

Suesie: So.. What's going on?

LaToya: Thinking that we should have a girl's night out.

Suesie: With Hazel and Janet?

LaToya: You know it!

Suesie: Yes! I've been dying to do that for the longest!

LaToya: Great! Let's call them.

We called. Hazel was a go but Janet was a no.

Suesie: Hazel's on the boat! I'm happy!

I smiled. LaToya pinched my cheeks and made me laugh.

LaToya: You're so cute when you blush!

She said, mimicking Michael. I laughed.

Suesie: Oh Michael, stop it..

LaToya: Let me kiss you baby!

Baby.. That word made me bite my lip.. Hard.

LaToya: What's wrong Sue?

Suesie: What? Oh nothing. I was just in deep thought.

I snapped out of my trance and looked at LaToya.

Suesie: You know what.. I can't do this..

LaToya: Do what? What's wrong Sue?

Suesie: Remember when I promised not to keep secrets from you?

LaToya: No, you said you'd tell me if you got pregnant. You said I'd be the first to know.

Suesie: Well. Haven't you almost always kept my secrets?

LaToya thought about this and nodded.

LaToya: Of course.. Besides the time I told Michael that you like him.

She grinned. Look at us now, we're married. Thanks to her. I owe her.

Suesie: Well, remember when I promised the promise you just reminded me of?

LaToya: Being pregnant?

Suesie: Yes. If I was, would you keep it a secret?

LaToya: Y-you're.. You're..

Suesie: Pregnant! I'm pregnant!

LaToya: Oh my goodness! Suzanne I'm so happy for you! I swear I won't tell a soul!

Suesie: Please don't, because then I'd have to do something about it.

LaToya: Like what?

Suesie: I'd have no witnesses..

LaToya: What would you do?

Suesie: I'd have to kill you.

LaToya gasped playfully.

LaToya: No!

Suesie: Yes.

LaToya: You have my word.. And apparently my life with it.

Suesie: Deal.

We shook hands and stopped playing. We hugged each other and cried. We were so happy about this. LaToya looked at me and grinned.

LaToya: I'm going to spoil them so much!

Suesie: That's exactly what Michael said he would do.

LaToya: When Michael puts his foot down, there's no turning back.

Suesie: You got that right..

LaToya: But Michael's a sweetheart. A caring man who puts others first all the time.

Suesie: Definitely.. I agree with you on that one.

LaToya: You're so blessed to have a beautiful family..

Suesie: To be.. But yes.

LaToya: Let's go shopping.

Suesie: For what? I have everything I need.

LaToya: Not entirely!

She sang as she dragged me out of the door.

Suesie: LaToya.. Where are you taking me?

LaToya: To get some new clothes. Being mother means growing out of your old clothes. I should know because I've witnessed quite a few births in my day..

She smiled.

Suesie: But I already have more than enough clothes!

LaToya: You have enough of those clothes..

She said as she pointed to me.

LaToya: But not enough of these..

Smiled as she held a nightgown that was two sizes bigger than me.

Suesie: No.. Oh no. Toya..

LaToya: You'll need them.

Suesie: No I Won't. I won't get that big, it's just my stomach th hats getting bigger.

LaToya: Your hips and your-..

Suesie: Okay okay, I'll wear it.. But only at night.. I want something that's more my style.

LaToya: Suit yourself.

She shrugged, then smiled as she pulled me to another aisle.

Suesie: What all could I possibly need? I have everything that I need right there at the house!

LaToya: Sister.. When you've been banged up by the lover man, your body will change because of your man.

Suesie: Oh Lord.. I'm just glad that Michael isn't here..

LaToya: Why?

She asked, confused as to why I wouldn't want Michael here with us.

Suesie: What you just said would set him off and he'd be all over me, if not excuse us to a private meeting in some place where we'd be alone.. Then we wouldn't come back for a few hours..

LaToya was cracking up.

LaToya: Girl.. He can't help it! You're his wife and I have to hand it to him because he knows what he wants..

Suesie: He better know because I know that this body is sexy.

I teased. LaToya & I laughed so hard and time flew by fast. By the time we got back, we had extra clothes for me, Michael and the baby! Along with a few toys.. It was about ten twenty-seven when we got back. I guess Michael was still out with his brothers or sleep because the house was still as dark and empty as before. LaToya had to leave as soon as she helped me put everything up in the house. We said goodbye and then she left. I went upstairs to the bedroom and saw Michael looking up at me.

Michael: Hey baby.

Suesie: Hey Mike.. I didn't think that you were here.

Michael: I've been here for about.. Oh, two hours.

Suesie: Really?

Michael: Really.

Suesie: What happened? I thought that you were going out with the guys tonight..

Michael: Oh I was.. But Jermaine was making sure that Hazel stayed pregnant, Tito was out somewhere, Jackie was with his wife celebrating his anniversary, Randy was out with Tito and Janet was not in the mood..

Suesie: I'm sorry about that baby..

Michael: It's okay baby. You should go and take a shower to calm your nerves.

Suesie: But I'm not stressed.

Michael: Well then go take a bath to clean yourself from the people and their germs you got from the mall.

Suesie: Okay..

Michael nodded and turned over. I grabbed my clothes and went into the bathroom. I turned the water on and stripped. As I stepped into the water, I thought, He must be very upset with me for coming home late.. Michael is showing the signs.. I wonder what he'll do to me.. I was upset also because I didn't like it when Michael was upset. He was either calm, amorous, or calm and amorous when he got upset with me.

I laid back and closed my eyes. I let my hair get wet and I just started to overthink things.. I felt so bad about it that I soon found myself drowning in the bathtub. I didn't mean to drown myself.. It's just that when I overthink things like that, I feel worthless again and I don't want to be alive any longer.. What saved me was when I remembered that I was not my own person anymore. I had a baby to live for.

I quickly sat up and started coughing up the water that I let settle into my lungs. What the fuck is wrong with me? I have to get out of this tub before I die and commit murder! I quickly got out of the bathtub and drained the water. I threw on my pajamas and rushed out of the bathroom. I calmed myself down before I got into bed with Michael and prayed that I never did anything like that ever again. I knew Michael was still awake but I didn't bother him. He was already tired..

I could feel it and I saw it in his eyes when he looked at me. Either that or lust.. It was quiet and lonely laying there next to him. His arms weren't wrapped around my waist and I wasn't laying on his chest. Michael wasn't really there in my mind, it felt like he was in another world. I different planet. I didn't like this at all.. Until I felt something. It tickled my thighs and rubbed my butt. It was his hand.

Michael turned towards me and rubbed my thighs as his stare focused on me. His hands squeezed my thighs lightly and then squeezed my butt like he wanted to do something. I turned and looked at him. Michael looked into my eyes and I could see his desire.. He was fighting it but so could see that he was slowly losing control of himself. He was clearly aroused and I was half asleep.. So I didn't exactly notice.

Michael: Suzanne..

He said in his low tone of voice as he tried not to kiss me.

Suesie: What is it?

Michael: I-.. I suggest that you g-get out of here..

Michael was basically moaning in my ear.

Suesie: I would but you have a good grip on me.

Michael laid me flat on my back and got between my legs. He leaned down and started to whisper to me again.

Michael: I.. I called the doctor.

Suesie: What'd he say to you?

I teased.

Michael: He said we can.. Just be gentle..

Suesie: That's nice to hear.

Just then, the weirdest thing happened.. Michael licked my ear and started biting it.

Michael: Do you want to?

Suesie: What Mike?

Michael bit his lip.

Michael: Make love?

Suesie: Tonight?

Michael: Yes.

Michael moaned.

Suesie: Right now?

Michael: Yes..

Suesie: Oh.. Um.. Well. M-maybe tomorrow be-because um.. It's very very late and um.. I'm tired.

Michael breathed into my ear through his mouth.. That sounded so sexy..

Michael: Suzanne..

Suesie: Michael..

Michael: Let's make love..

Suesie: Are you sure that the doctor said it was okay to do this?

Michael started kissing my neck.

Michael: Absolutely..

Suesie: Oh okay.. We'll then.. I guess we can..

Michael wasted no time ripping off my pajamas. Michael striped and got right to doing what he longed to do. Lovebirds.. How do you control them?