Loosing Control
Marinettes Point of View
The pain washed over me like a wave. I had the strong urge to get up and push Chloe away, to stop her from the almost unbearable pain that I got all over my body from every kick I got against my side, but I stayed on the ground as horrid thoughts crossed my mind.
I am worthless.
I only burden my friends.
Nobody likes me.
I should just go die.
I squeezed my eyes shut. Yes, I deserved this. I asked Chloe to do what she is doing. I don't like myself. I want to go away. Chloe was being my friend in a twisted way.
Throughout all of the pain spread over me, I felt a smile about to come to my face.
Then it stopped.
The almost smile vanished from my mind as I saw none other than Chat Noir standing in front of me, blocking me from Chloe. I widened my eyes in surprise.
"Ch-chat Noir! What are yo-you doing here?" I heard Chloe say. I heard something in her voice that I hadn't heard before, fear. She was usually so strong and confident, even in the face of danger. I guess it's different when you are being the bad guy to your hero.
Chat didn't even look at her, his eyes had trailed down to me, filled with complete concern. "You okay, Princess?" He asked.
No, I am not okay, I don't think I'll ever be okay again. I need your help, please.
"Go away." I coldly said, narrowing my eyes, my voice saying something completely different from what I was thinking.
He didn't say anything. I was about to repeat what I had said when he scooped me up till he was holding me bridal style and shot away using his baton. I squirmed around again but stopped as I looked over his shoulder to Chloe and Sabrina looking at me and Chat with their mouths open. I don't think I'll ever get used to them showing any negative emotions.
I pushed him the moment he let me down on the roof of my house. "What did you do that for?" I was at peace for one second before he had to come and ruin it.
His expression changed to one of pure shock. "They were hurting you, Pri-"
"Don't call me that!" I heard myself yell. "I am not a princess! I am not your Princess either! Maybe you should keep yourself out of other peoples affairs because maybe you only make them worse!" What was I saying? Could I not control my own voice or actions anymore? I felt tears collect at my eyes. I shouldn't yell at him like that, he didn't deserve it.
"P-Marinette," he corrected himself. I felt my heart crack. I secretly loved that nickname, and now that he wasn't using it, it made me wish it was there. I guess you never know what you have until you loose it. "you're not okay," No I am not, "so I will stay with you tonight to help you get better." Oh no, he was troubling himself with me. I'm not worth his worry.
"Go away!" I shouted, trying to protect him from me. I felt the tears that were forming earlier start to fall "Go before I make things worse." I thought mainly to myself. I realized that I had said that aloud and felt my insides go cold.
"Princess..." he came closer. I felt a little better by the use of his little nickname for me. He reached out and pressed me to his body, hugging me. I felt something wet on my shoulder, then figured out that he was crying. "It's going to be fine, you're going to be alright."
No, no I'm not.
Hi again! I know, another long wait and I'm super sorry about that!!! I'd like to thank Miraculous_Cats_Meow for the reminder that there are people waiting and for all of the wonderful comments they gave me. I love reading what people have to say, it always makes my day!!!
I would like to write a little bit about some of the things I put in this chapter. How one simple sentence to Chat meant a lot more to Marinette. This happens to me a lot to, how someone can just say something simple that no one puts that much thought into but can impact my world. Thankfully, every experience like this for me has been positive!
RFF: Water is not wet.
I have actually been waiting to put this one up for a while. I didn't get this off a website, it actually came from a couple of days of debate from the entire 8th grade at my old school because of a science film that said water was wet. We ended up having to google the answer 😂. Water can make other things wet, but isn't wet itself, and since I feel like I have been typing too much for this RFF background, if you want a more elaborate explanation, look it up. 😂
Love ya guys! 🦄
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