Alright.

So.

Go ahead.

Tell me this is a bad thing to do.

I already know.

I'm trying to go at least a week without sleep as a punishment.

I've already survived one night.

This is stupid.

Bad for my health.

Shows that I'm an idiot.

Is gonna make me seem depressed.

Which I'm not by the way.

Depression sucks so I don't let it get to me.

Anyways...

I'm punishing myself for one reason and one reason alone:

I'm not fine.

Reasons behind THAT!

•I've lost my creative flow

•I'm getting more awkward as the years go by which could ruin me

•I can't write stories

School is coming up and I feel like my teachers already think I'm awkward. My first impression wasn't very bright.

I'm not gonna be able to write because I need to focus on my grades.

If I wanna get into an art college which I plan to do I'm gonna need to pass a few subjects.

Sixth grade:

SUCKED.

English: B+
Social Studies: C-
Science: F
Math: D-

My encore classes were good.

I CANT LET THIS YEAR SLIP PAST ME.

(I'm in seventh grade in case you were wondering btw)

I'm sorry if you want me to update my books (don't know why you would I'm becoming boring too) but I really.

Really.

Really.

Wanna pass classes.

School: not good

Not passing classes: not good

Summer school enrollment: BAD-BAD.

That means...

NO UPDATES FOR A LONG TIME.

NONE.

NONE WHATSOEVER.

Now, Kenna might be able to pull school off.

So might Cat.

Maybe Kylie.

And Adie.

Me...

I don't know.

I'm sorry for making this so long but I gotta tell you all this.

Also punishment is not going good.

Bags under my eyes, I'm gonna be questioned by my parents, OF COURSE I'm gonna get asked:

Mom: did you sleep good?

My answer will be:

Me: I stayed up on my phone staring at the light of the screen which is probably gonna damage my eye sight. It's already doing that actually. I also lost track of time and slept in. That didn't help like you think it would. Only about 3 hours of sleep. So of course not. I mean I thought that'd be obvious but you're probably not confident enough to ask me why I look so terrible. I have bags for gods sake. How could those go by unnoticed.

Me: Yeah. I did.

Well, please request something before I stop updating.

No, I'm not committing suicide by the way.

That's dark.

I swear and promise.

Just request:

A one-shot
Drawing
Digital piece

^^ One of those.

See ya.

ElectricOtter 🐬 last one for now!

I tip my hat.