These thoughts keep coming back to haunt me and I can't stand it anymore. I've done some pretty ebarassing things in my life that I need to say to get this pain off my chest.

•I once ebarassed myself during a Softball game about a year ago

•My mom has said out loud to me "I can't even look at you right now" multiple times and I cried in my room after those times

•I ebarassed myself in front of my mom, dad, two brothers, my 18 year old brother's girlfriend, my aunt, uncle, grandpa, and grandma

•I told ny bro's girlfriend something rude about a tattoo she had gotten (actual tattoo not fake) and my mom got mad at me

•My brothers have made fun of me multiple times because I've said and done some stupid things and I'm a coward for not being able to tell them off for how they make me feel

•My dad almost yelled at me because I said I was "too lazy" to do something (I was only joking too which made it worse for me...if you had been in my shoes you would've run to your room like me, the absolute coward)

I'm sorry if this made you uncomfortable while reading, I just really need to get some things away from me and my anxiety before I die of stress I don't need.

I'm actually sure I'm going to die someday because of anxiety and stress.

And that time may be once school starts again.

Wish me luck when I stop updating my stories in September.

I'll be a full on seventh grader by then, probably ready to die at any moment with a loss of breath or I'm not able to move during a real fire drill or something.

Sorry for wasting your time. Forget you read this and go to bed.

You all deserve breaks more than me.

-Kate