Tonight, Harry and I are getting to that big event for a charity foundation in London. This event is an important one, and Harry will be a guest. He had always been very aware that he was lucky to earn that much money and tried as much as possible to give back and support causes that he cared about. His generosity was one of characteristic that I loved the most.

I was getting ready in the bedroom/bathroom as Harry came in. He pulled his hands on my waist from behind and kissed my neck as I was adjusting my make-up. He's being so sweet and nice with me lately, the way he touched me made me feel butterflies in my stomach, every single time.

"You look absolutely stunning" he mutters in my ear, and I smiled. Shivers raised from my spine at the blow of his breath against my neck.

I turned back and wrapped my arms around his neck, his soft smile made me lose it.

"What?" he asked, smiling, his dimples were showing, and he looked even cuter.

"I'm drowning in your eyes" I simply answered, smirking at him.

He chuckled softly, a bit blushing, and put his hand in his pocket. He's wearing a black Gucci suit and he looked incredibly handsome in it, as usual. His hair was getting longer but I liked it. His shirt was a bit open with a V collar and we're able to see some of his chest skin and a shot of his tattoos. He's also wearing that necklace that i bought him to celebrate our 6 months together. He seemed liking it.

"I've got something for you" he said, and put a little box in front of me.

I was shocked and so emotional at the sight of the red boxes he was handing to me. Harry had never given me a gift since we're together.

Harry handed me the box and I took it, a bit shaking. Opening the little red box, a pearl of tear run over my cheek. "They're beautiful, Harry, Thank you so much" I thanked him with a shaky voice, and kissed him tightly.

"The stylist told me you can wear them with your outfit" he said a bit shyly.

"I'd have worn them even if she wasn't okay with it" I smiled and took the diamond earrings from the box.

Removing the earrings that I had already on my ears, I put Harry's on, and showed them to him while showing them with both of my hands, tugging my hair behind. "Perfect" he smiled, obviously happy by my reaction.

"I love them". Honestly, it was the best gift that I'd received, and I knew that it had cost him a lot of money.

I was so touched by his gesture. Harry stepped closer to me and kissed me again, taking my face into his hands. Then he stepped back and put his forehead against mine and started to say "I ..." when we both heard a horn coming from Harry's front house, the guys were already here.

"Let's go" he said, obviously a bit annoyed of being stopped but kind of relieved as well.

We all were going to the event in a huge limo. The others came to pick us up, Louis, Niall and Liam were already in the car when Harry and I climbed in.

"Hi guys" I greeted them, they all looked so hot and so dressed up. It's funny how my life had changed, and I was getting used to all those events and what celebrities lived.

A lot of celebrities would be there tonight, and I was quite nervous to hear that Zayn and his new girlfriend would also attend the event.

I'd already met Gigi before when I took that modeling job in Paris, a few weeks ago, and it didn't go very well. She was with Kendall and the two of them were total bitches.

Of course I understood why she didn't like me because everyone thought that I dated Zayn while being with Harry which was not true but you know how it is, it's like how people thinks no matter what the facts truly are. Moreover in show business.

I can't hide that I felt a sting in the bottom of my stomach when I heard Zayn was dating. But it wasn't my place and I'm happy he's happy with someone.

Kendall on her side was very upset when Harry ditched her for me and she was just trying to make me feel bad while telling me that Harry had always been and always will be a player, that it's just a matter of time that he's done with me.

That was pretty lame for both of them to make so easy judgments about someone they don't know anything about. Of course, I didn't belong to their world but still. They were used to have everything they want easily and they were pretty upset and kind of condescending with me. It was pointless though, because I didn't give a damn about what they might think.

I was also nervous because it's gonna be the first time that the five of them will be at the place at the same time and obviously everyone's waiting for their reaction, and to be honest, it'd probably be very odd for everyone.

They never talked to each other since Zayn left, and they were not really ready for this. Besides, Zayn was working on a solo album, while the One Direction were supposed to release their album so they're pretty nervous and worried that Zayn's departure would have an impact on their success.

We're on the limousine on our way to the gala with the radio on. I was joking at a knock knock joke from Niall and we were all laughing when we heard something on the radio that kept our attention,

One Direction Breaking news

Harry started to ask the driver to turn the radio off, but I asked him no to "I want to hear what you guys are hiding from me" I chuckled.

Cheating alert.

Harry's face was turning white, and I didn't know why, but I immediately felt that it would be about Harry.

We all thought that Harry Styles after breaking his fans hearts by dating Jenna, the it model of the moment, for months was legitimately faithful. Well, not at all. E news is able to confirm that Harry was actually spotted seeing the air hostess of their private plane, on tour.

Poor Jenna we truly thought that she had changed him and that Harry had stopped being a womanizer and playing girls.

My jaw dropped as the driver turned off the radio by himself.

Silence was filling the limo, no one was able to say something after what we heard.

If no one wanted to say something, it meant that it was true.

My heart ached, and it's like I couldn't breathe anymore. I was confused. After for what seemed forever, I turned my head to look at Harry who's eyes are focused on his shoes, avoiding my glare.

Harry remained silent.

Finally, he raised his chin up and his eyes reached mine "I'm sorry, Jenna" he said with a low and shaky voice, hesitating.

My heart had broken in a million of pieces and even things couldn't be worse the driver let us know that we'd arrived and the guys, Harry and I needed to get out of the car right now in front of all the photographers and press, and celebrities.

All I wanted was to cry the hell out of me and not faking smiles.

But I was already humiliated. It had happened a lot in front of them. But not in front of the whole world. The dramas were private, but now it's public.

They must know it anyway. So if I just leave it'd be worse.

How could I pretend that I'm okay with being seen next to him, by his side, while everyone knew that he cheated on me. I couldn't believe this was happening to me.

I felt numb and stupid.

"Jenna" Harry said with worried eyes. "Let me explain" He tried to grab my hand into his but I rejected him.

"Please Harry. Not right now" I was not ready for this right now.

I couldn't talk about this right know or I gonna burst into sob and I'd be ridiculous.

I had to keep my head up.

It took every inch of courage in to get out of the car when I instructed the driver to open it.

"Let's go" I demanded from Harry and he and I got out of the car. It won't drag me down, not now.

"You don't need to do this" Harry whispered into my ear.

"Stop it, please." I pleaded him, before adding, "Tonight, I'm not a model but an actress".

I took Harry's hand into mine and we both started to walk to where all the press was taking pictures of the guests.

I did my best to not show how hurt and confused I was.

All the flashes and the glares were directed to us and they seemed pretty surprised to see us together hand in hand.

We both stopped and let the photographers take the photos I kept smiling and it helped a lot to not fall.

While we walked to the journalist, Giuliana, who hosted the event for E News I felt fucking nervous and Harry squeezed my hand to comfort. At least, he was trying to help me to handle all this shit.

Fear was making my blood freezing.

Giuliana knew and I was praying for her not asking any questions. It was her channel who released the news. Thankfully she was classy and didn't bring that up tonight, by asking question. It would have been unappropriate though we're here to raise money for children.

When were done and we passed Guiliana, I let go of Harry's hand. His glare was trying to speak to me. I read into his eyes that he felt sorry but nothing mattered at the moment, there's nothing he could do to make me feel better.

Hopefully, Niall was nice enough to take me apart and we went to get a drink at the bar. I needed space from Harry and he got it.

Actually, I was pretty glad we're here and we hadn't the time to talk about this. I still didn't know how I gonna handle the situation. The most important thing was not to overthink and take decision that I could regret.

We sat and had diner all together, with the guys and we tried our best to act normal. The others were pretty nice during the diner even if they were not comfortable at all with the situation.

They looked sorry for me but I kept wondering if they knew.

I met that girl. I talked to her so many times and she was screwing with my boyfriend. He was screwing with her.

It made me sick.

Louis made a joke that were not the only couple having issues cause he's broke up with his girlfriend who happened to be pregnant. We all had heard about it but Louis wasn't sure the child was his it seemed he was now.

It's a great and bad news at the same time. It will be difficult to be a father with his career, they're always travelling.

After a while, I decided that I needed to be alone and excused myself to the guys and left the table.

I needed a drink so I went to the bar to get some champagne.

I was taking a sip of my champagne when I felt someone's hand on my shoulder.

Zayn.

This chapter was a bit long so i had to divide it. So, i'll update in a few days.

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