After the interview we all go to Harrys house for a kind of party to chill and have fun together, after two fucking busy day. It's always a pleasure to spend time with all of them. They just get along so well. It's obvious that they build a strong friendship after all these years.

"Time to play a drink game, guys!!" Kate shouted from Harry's living room.

Harry and I were in the kitchen making more drinks as we heard her.

I'm not sure about this, everyone is already pretty drunk so I hope it's gonna be ok and not end too badly. I couldn't disagree because everyone seemed enthusiastic and I didn't want to be the killjoy.

We all sat in Harry's living room, on couches, armchairs, and some of the floor, a drink in hand.

"We should play never I have ever." Kate suggested and we all agreed. I crossed my fingers that the questions won't be too private or anything, she'd been weird and awkward and I was quite sure that she wouldn't play fair.

Claire was the one to start. "Never I have I ever use my bandmate toothbrush without telling them "

We all laughed at the question and ewwww in unison.

Then, Louis and Niall drank and Liam and Harry were disgusted because of what they'd just learned.

"Who's?" Harry asked Niall we all bursted into laughter when he answered he used his and saw the look and grimace on his face. It was even more funny when he realised that he'd done it as well.

Kate: "never I have ever slept with a fan?"

What the hell is she doing? My jaw dropped when only Harry drank. He looked down and focused on his sip avoiding my glare. She's playing mean here I didn't like this. It won't work. Of course Harry slept with other girls. We all have a past. But I'd to figure out what she's trying to do.

Then it was the guys turns and the questions were softer.

Claire: "Never I have ever got a tattoo that I regret?"

We all laughed again at Harry who's got tattooed Late Late earlier. "I'll have to cover it with another one, obviously" then he drank, smiling showing his dimples.

They all shared the stupid ones they got while being drunk. Liam's arm tattoo story was probably the best.

Kate: "Never I have ever fall in love with someone that doesn't share the same feeling?"

She knew that I had to drink. She knew that I said to Harry that I loved him and that he didn't say it back.

She's going too far. She didn't have the right to play or make fun about my relationship with Harry, moreover making fun about my feelings. It's none of her business or loyal over me.

Harry was uncomfortable. She's getting on me nerves. No one knew what to say at this point of bitchiness.

"Why are you acting like a bitch it's annoying, what are you trying to do?" I snap at her. I couldn't control myself. But she just smiled and took a sip of her drink.

Things turned bad when she asked this because she's being too silly and weird.

I turned red when she kept asking sex questions. I know that Harry was a womanizer. And she trying to make me feel bad. She's being a total bitch since she's arrived and I'm tired of it. Alcohol helped too so I just decided to stand in front of her and tell her to behave.

Of course she got mad as well so she started to yell at me.

"You've been bragging the whole time we'd been here, it's fine Jenna, we're aware that you have a better life than us, but you don't need to show off like this. Don't forget where you come from, you were a drunk and a drug addict, and now you think you better than us because you sleep with an international popstar ?"

Claire: "Kate stop!" She looked worried.

Every single glare was watching us. Mud was the only thing missing for the guys to enjoy the show.

"Stop right here, Kate, I warn you, you're crossing the line". If she keeps acting like a bitch I'll just slap her in the face.

She hurted me, I wasn't bragging or anything, I didn't deserve any of this. All i wanted, was to have my friends towards me and have quality time with them. I wanted to introduced them to the guy that i'm in love with, not the "international popstar" as she said, he's definitely more than this.

She was the one making a big deal of all of this, she was trying to hit on one of them all night.

"You've been a bitch since you date him, who do you think you're fooling, you knew who he was, and how can you think that he's really into you, you're so stupid. You needed to be with him so you were able to pay your debts to Ben."

The guys were still looking at us as the arguing kept going, and Harry's being a bit confused by Kate's revelations.

Pearls of tears were now showing on my eyes, I didn't want to make a scene, but I hd to defend myself. I was so mad at her i take a step closer to her to take her out of here. But Harry got up and came between Kate and I .

"You don't have the right to talk to her like that under my roof, you're in my house, so if you don't apologize or keep your mouth shut, you'll leave right now, I don't care what time it is, you're not allowed to disrespect her, in front of me, in front of my friends or in front of aynone"

I was hammered but in shocked. My head was spinning. I couldn't believe Harrys been defending me like that. Moreover after what Kates shared. He probably didn't get all of it.

Kate stood up and left going to her room without adding anything.

Claire's mad at her too cause she ruined the night and obviously our friendship.

"She didn't have the right to bring all this shit in front of them. I'm so sorry J" Claire looked at me, trying to make me feel better.

"No worries I'm fine".

Actually, i was so disappointed. I was not fine at all. Since she came here she tried to make things turned bad with Harry.

Why the hell did she have to mention some details of my past. It's none of her business. And everything was fine now I was moving on with my life, I won't look back all the time.

Liam Louis and Niall left after the whole drama joking at me telling me that it's better than the Kardashian which made me laugh they'd been witness about a lot of drama that I was involved with, so for them it's just another one, there's just used to it.

"What was she talking about the drugs and the debts " Harry asked sitting on the edge of the bed removing his shirt to go to bed.

"I don't want to talk about it". i was avoiding his glare.

"You can share some details of your life with me. I'm your boyfriend " Harry carefully respond.

"Oh like you share your life with me, like the fact that you didn't tell me you have a sister, or that you slept with fans"

He sighed and furrowed his eyebrows. He's obviously upset, I was being too harsh on him, but i didnt appreciate that he tried to lecture me or anything. "Sorry I don't want to be mean to you". He grabbed my wrist with his hand and pull me against him and I stand in front of him between his legs as he still sat on the bed.

"Fine. " I sighed.

Harry sat on the bed and rested his back on the headboard and pulled me into his arms holding me tight.

"I don't really know where to start but I'll do my best to be clear". Harry kissed my forehead, he's aware that i had a lot of baggage.

" I dated a guy for years, his name was Kyle, he's a brit, it seems i have a thing about Brit." I let out a soft laugh before continuing. "That's how I learned to speak English."

I took a breath before continuing.

"He was my best friend brother. Their father was working in diplomacy, that's why they lived in France.

He was, Kyle, was the rock of my life." I could feel that my eyes were getting watery. Harry didn't say a word, and his thumb was making little circles over my shin on my arm.

"When my mother died he was the one permitting me to stay alive.

My mother was a drunk and depressed she was always doing shitty things and me, my father and sister were always worried about her. We were always wondering what's gonna happen next? Where is she gonna be?

They were getting divorced but it never happened cause she died of a silly flue shit at the hospital." It took a lot of courage to not fall into sob, but I kept telling my story.

"They didn't care about her they just thought she was a drunk so they let her die. I mean, they thought she had tried to commit suicide and they let her somewhere, waiting, but she had a heart attack, she took too much of aspirin and her blood got too liquid and well... She didn't try to kill herself. She never woke up"

"I was so mad she did shitty things and she died from a stupid thing"

"At first I handled it pretty well and I lived my life pretty much as the same. But it hit me a few months later. And it hit me hard." I kept stating at my fingers, I couldn't bear with Harry's glare.

"Anyway. A couple months after my mother died Kyle had a terrible motorcycle accident and he died, too"

"It was too much to handle.

It was like the sky had fallen. My whole world and whole life was a complete nonsense after losing two people so important to my life"

"I had just and freaking breakdown.

All I felt was pain in my whole fucking body I just wanted to forget everything. I didn't want to feel anything anymore."

"I wasn't able to wake up and go to school. I was just the girl who lost her mother and boyfriend. I couldn't stand the pity over me anymore."

"So I met Ben and took drugs.

A lot .

And I drunk.

A lot."

"It was bad. I was the happy one, and I became dark"

"But don't get it wrong. I was okay with it that was the life I wanted to have, being high and wasted."

"One day, my father found my laying on the floor, unconscious, he thought I had an overdose, I was just passed out. He brought me at the hospital.

When my sister and father came to see me, I realized that I was messing with their lives and I had no right. I knew I could handle the drugs and stop it when I wanted, but my father insisted to get into rehab. It cost him a lot of money. That's why I gave him what I earned thanks to the photoshoot.
I didn't want to go at first but they were being too sad and sick about what I was doing to myself.

I was dating my drug dealer so it was easy to get stuff but when I ended it he wanted me to pay for it and asked for a lot of money.

I got into trouble and everything became fucked up. I worked extra shifts and everything and paid.

I paid everything before going to Bali. Kate knows that she just wanted to tell you bad stuff about my life and messed up with your head."

I turn around and look at Harry, who lifted his head up to meet my eyes. "So you have to believe me. Kate was just trying to mess with your head about me."

"You know I didn't know who you were already. And we'll my life had changed before I met you."

Harry was about to say something but Claire knocked at the door and asked me to come out of the room.

She wanted to make sure I'm okay.

I smile softly to Harry and got up from the bed and left the room. It was good to escape the next conversation for a little time.

So sorry for the wait!! I hope everyone is fine and that you had enjoyed this chapter. What do you think about Jenna's past? I think she's right to tell Harry what happened to her.

i have to say that i really miss his long hair !!! :(

Love Xxxx