52- illusion
Jenna POV
I'd never seen the guys performing from the crowd. It will be a great experience that I'll share with my two best friends. Listening to music, live, had always been something I love to do. The feeling of the crowd on edge, while enjoying the music and the show, dancing, is amazing.
"Guys, let's go buy some tee shirts" I suggest, it'd be fun if we have the proper One Direction's fan outfit.
"Don't you think he has enough money?" Kate points and Claire rolls her eyes.
"I'll pay" I furrow my eyebrows; I don't want to argue with her, she's being difficult and I don't want to argue with her and make it worse.
"Oh, because you have so much money now" she adds, and I do my best to stay calm. What the heck is wrong with her. I hope she's not kind of jealous, cause she's my friend, she has no right to be jealous of my happiness, moreover after all the shit I've been through.
"We're supposed to have fun" I snap and buy three cool shirts with ONE Direction written, I got one with Harry's face on it, of course.
The three of us manage to go to the front, I didn't want to upset Harry, I hope he'll find me in the middle of that much people. "They're all screaming your boyfriend's name" Kate tells in my ear, laughing. I can't hide that I am a bit jealous about all of those girls drooling over my Harry, but I'm also pretty glad that he is actually my Harry.
They are coming on stage again, and they all yell louder, I should have brought earplugs, they're yelling so so loud! They're gonna lose their voice for sure.
The musicians start to play again, and the girls next to us scream. They're playing Best Song Ever and everyone sing and dance following the pace of the music.
After a while, Harry has finally spotted me, and makes me aware of it by winking at me, which caused the girl behind me giggling thinking he did it to her which made me laugh.
We're all having fun. And I feel amazing, dancing on their music with my best friends, I've never felt more alive for a long long time.
I love their job, they send so many emotions to people. Making people feeling happy because of music is such an amazing power. They're so lucky to be able to make feel people a lot of emotions, sadness, love, joy...
When the song ends, Harry disappears and there's some break which lasts like a minute or two. "I wonder what's going on" I say to Claire, narrowing my eyebrows. I hope he's fine. It's weird that they just stop randomly.
A minute or two later, Harry and the lads come back and the musicians starts to play again. The girls behind us yells "Illusion". It's the title of the song, but they weren't supposed to sing it at that point of the show.
Weird.
Harry's pov
Guys, can we play something else?
What? they all shout, confused.
I'd like to sing illusion. I beg them with my eyes
We're not supposed to sing it now.
Just, please.
Fine. they shrug their shoulders.
Back to Jenna's POV :D
Harry starts to sing and I shiver, every time I listen to him, I love his voice so much. I smile like an idiot, because I feel so proud and impressed. Goosebum raise on my skin.
Tell me you believe in love
It's not an illusion
But believe me
I'm not trying to deceive you
I promise falling for me
Won't be a mistake
"He's definitely singing this for you" Claire says in my ear, a silly smile on her face.
At first, I don't understand, and I can't believe it because it doesn't make sense, but the way Harry keeps staring at me while he sings... That can't be true.
No baby this is not an illusion
I've really got my heart out on my sleeve
Oh baby this is not an illusion
There's magic between you and me
No baby this is not an illusion
You really got me lifted on my feet
So tell me you believe in love
Cause it's not an illusion to me
Harry's walking and coming over us, he runs his hand in his hair and smiles at me.
"She's in the crowd" the girl behind me says to her friend
"What?" the other girl shouts
"Jenna, his girlfriend, look at how he behaves, she's definitely in the crowd" the girl says while turning her face and looking towards her.
I can't help but feel nervous that she's looking everywhere to try to find me.
"This is so sweet" her friend claps her hands.
"No, it's not, I hate her" she narrows her eyebrows and seems meaning it.
Cool, thanks for your support guys! I have to be discrete, there's no way she'll recognize me, but I feel a bit weird, and tensed by the fact she said she hated me.
You don't ever have to worry about me
About how the cards fall
I'm all that you need tonight
I would never turn your heart into
Broken parts
You don't have to think twice
Looking in my eyes
Harry's wink at me again. Please Harry, stop looking over here...
Can't you see it?
I'm not trying to mislead you
I promise falling for me
Wont be a mistake
Kate turns to me, "he's definitely singing this for you" she says, a silly smile on her face too, I know, Claire has told me this already , but I don't know. I can't hide that my heart has started to pound like crazy, but why would he do that on stage?
"I can't believe he's singing that song for that bitch"
I narrow my eyes because of her words but I'm more worried by Kates reaction she looks mad and I pray for her not doing anything stupid.
The girl insultes me again. Thankfully I was able to keep a low profile but Kate wasn't.
"Stop talking about my friends like that you bitch."
My blood boils as she yells at the girl I can't believe it.
The crowd towards us starts to stare at us and I'm feeling insecure. It's obvious there's too much agitation over here and Harrys glare is focused on our spot. He's noticed that something is happening.
I try to walk through the crowd keeping my head as low as possible avoiding the glare of the people as Kate is still trying to make a point.
But I couldn't make it. I coukdnt veat the crowd and i got squeezed and pressured. It was too complicated the crowd was too packed and I feel dizzy when a firm hand grabs me from behind and a security guy just pull me behind the barriers and takes me back backstage.
**
"I told you to not go there" Harry says as he walks over me.
"I'm sorry I should have listened to you." I'm actually shaking because of what happened.
It's not my fault though . I blame Kate I didn't care that the girl was disrespecting me she doesn't know anything about me and what she thinks doesn't mean anything to me.
Harry goes back on stage as I wait for Kate and Claire to come back, kissing my forehead.
I'm mad. I'm so mad at her for ruining his evening.
**
They come back backstage just before the last song.
Wen the show is over Everyone is so tired, but happy and relieved that everything has been very well.
They all greet each other and go shower.
After that, we didn't stay at the stadium too much because they were exhausted, so we just left and get some rest because tomorrow will be another busy day.
**
I'm done getting ready to go to bed, to join Harry who's already curled up under the covers, he's obviously exhausted by his crazy day.
I make myself nestle against him, pulling my head in the crook of his neck and rest on his chest, my arms on his bare waist.
Starting to kiss his neck, Harry smirks but keeps his eyes closed, he doesn't make any move he's obviously too tired.
"I'm too tired babe, I'm sorry" he mumble, half asleep.
"Oh my god, Harry, we're getting an old couple" I chuckle, "it's the first time we don't do anything in bed"
"We had some fun earlier"
"Oh you, maybe" I tease, and he holds me tighter.
"I'll make it up to you" he kisses my cheek.
After a few silent seconds, I add "Was that your way to tell me you love me?" I ask Harry as I lay on the bed, under the covers, with a low and unsure voice.
"I don't know what you're talking about" he softly smiles, pretending to sleep.
"Oh come on, you didn't want me to go there, but sang this, I could have been murdered by some of your fans i deserve some quality time with you" I chuckle softly caressing his tattoos.
He pulls his arm, holding me tight.
"Maybe I did, I'm better saying things with songs" he pecks my forehead.
After he said this, I'm in shock. Did he say that he loves me? I got up, resting on my forearm and face him.
"What did you just say?"
"I decided to stop being a dick, but don't push me too much"
He doesn't have the time to finish that sentence, my lips crashed on his, I just wanted to kiss him after what he said. He's amused by my reaction. My hands start to run through his body. "Make love to me" I mumble in his ear while I kiss his neck.
Harry opened his eyes, and furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. "We had always had sex, so, I want you to make love to me" he smiles after that, and kiss me.
"I'm not sure that the little me will work" but I'd already felt that he was getting hard "Oh, it's awake, and little wouldn't be the word to qualify".
How'd everyone doing? Hope you liked this chapter. Have a great day. Love ❤❤❤
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