Jenna's POV

My answer wasn't obviously enough for him, but there's nothing I can add on the subject. I get why he's mad but he's been screaming mean things in front of everyone. He turns the conversation about me, even if it's their problem that Zayn left, not mine.

That was probably what Zayn wanted, to create trouble between me and Harry, and the others. He played with me, I was just a pawn to hurt Harry. I feel bad, because in a way I thought I understood Zayn's difference from the others, probably because I kind of knew that it didn't belong with them anymore. I was probably more objective than them.

"I don't wanna fight over Zayn anymore" I add, trying to calm Harry. Do we fight only because of him, or is there anything else wrong between us?

"He's not gonna be around us anymore, so" his raspy voice is damn cold. It made my blood run cold.

The awkward silent comes back.

"Let's go home" he gets up, without look at me.

I let go my legs from the table and stand to follow him, keeping distance between us.

Earlier tonight we were having the time of our life, enjoying the moment, enjoying each other's presence. This is just a mess.

I say bye to the lads and we both go back to his car. Once more, the drive home is damn quiet, the car is like a war zone, like we've started a cold war.

I shut the door behind us, Harry goes straight to the bedroom without even a glare at me.

This is such a déjà vu.

To avoid any arguing, I stay a while downstairs watching random TVs. After half an hour, I decide to go get ready to bed. When I enter the bedroom and cross it to go to the bathroom, Harry's already in his bed, with only dim light. Brushing my teeth, I take a look at me in the mirror, how could I put myself in such a bad position. Deep down, I'm truly worried about Harry and I. 

When I'm done, I comb my hair a bit to untangle it and switched out the light of the bathroom. Opening the door slowly, to not awake Harry. The door creaks and Harry turns himself. I curl up in bed, Harry's laying on his side, so all I see is his back.

The worst funny part is that tonight was about them, the fact that their band has to survive Zayn's departure. Harry and I were okay, but now, I've never thought that we would be so close to break up.