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Harry's POV

"You've been hard on her, man" Liam says, scratching his forehead.

"Don't you dare defending her, I don't know what sick game she and Zayn have been playing, you don't know everything!" I sit down on the couch again, running my hand in my hair, resting on my elbows, my fists against my jaw.

"You're unfair with her, Harry" Niall adds. "You're barking up the wrong tree."

What the hell are they doing?

"Zayn hasn't been happy with all of this for months. He's been apart from us for a long time now. She doesn't have anything to do with this shit, he's probably having fun to mess up with you. This is our mess to deal with" Louis said.

For the last couple of months, Zayn has been very provocative with all of us. He didn't come to Indonesia with us, and kept writing on his own at the studio, not paying any attention to us. There was also the drugs he's been using, like he was trying to create a scandal or anything.

What do we do now? What are we gonna do? Are we strong enough, the four of us to get through this drama and move on?

There's thousands of tweets about all of this, people saying we're gonna split. We have an album on the way. What Jenna told earlier hits me, it's true, Zayn wasn't writing anything with us, we all felt that he wasn't involved in any of this anymore. But I can't believe that after all we've been through together, he didn't even try to tell us what he was planning to do. Was he preparing a solo album, writing songs by himself?

We're all so disappointed that he didn't warn us on this, we just learned if from the breaking news. He was our bandmate, he was our friend.

After an hour of talking, we agreed to save our band, our brand, we love being a part of this amazing journey that has been possible thanks to One Direction.

There's no way we're gonna lose everything that took years to build, because of him. I feel betrayed, he and I were close, I was expecting more from him. After four years together... It doesn't make any sense.

After a while, "I gonna check on Jenna" Liam offers. Getting up and starting to walk through his living room in direction of his yard.

I was pretty harsh on her, I know it, but it makes me lose my mind, insane, to know that she was aware of what Zayn was planning to do, behind our backs. I'm sick of her messing up with me because of him. Moreover after what he did to us.

Standing up I catch Liam's arm, "No, I am" he nods and goes back to sit with the others.

Jenna's sitting on a chair, her legs resting on the garden table, a beer in her hand.

She hears the sound of my footsteps behind her back and turns her face to look at me. She's obviously upset too. She turns her head again and stare at the back of the yard, taking a swig of her beer. Hope she's calm enough, or it's not gonna end well, I'm still pretty tensed as well.

"How could you not tell me?" I sit on the chair in front of her.

"I told you, I didn't have the time to mention it, but I'm sorry, I should have find a way to bring it up" she takes a sip of her beer.

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