Love? Really? Of course, I won't respond to him.

Zayn told me that he wanted to leave the band last night, but I thought he was just trying to test me, to test my loyalty to Harry, to see if I'd tell him. I failed, actually. I should have told him, but last night was a mess between us, I couldn't bring it to him.

Even if everything was fine, would I have told him?

Now I feel guilty for not telling him. That's what he wanted to do by telling me, putting me in a fucking bad position.

I know I'm gonna get trouble, but I have to tell Harry that I knew. Why am I so reluctant to say it.

Scratching my throat "He... He kind of told me, yesterday".

"What" they all shout, eyes wide open.

So much attention make me blush, I can feel the heat on my cheeks, but my blood is freezing. Maybe I should have kept my mouth shut afterwards.

"And you didn't tell me" Grea, by now Harry's yelling at me, in front all of them. "I thought I could trust you" he snaps, shoving his hands in the air.

"I didn't have the time to say anything, last night was messed up. I didn't even think it was true." I try to stay calm, and keep my voice steady.

"That's not a reason! It wasn't your decision to make if it was true or not! Jenna, fuck!" he rolls his eyes.

"It's not my fault he's leaving, Harry, don't yell at me" I shout back. My hands are shaking, I put them between my knees.

"What if it yours?" he paces up and down, frowning.

"What the fuck, how dare you say such a thing, you've got it all wrong" yelling as well, maybe louder than him.

"He's been turning toward you since you came to the States with us, first, he's been using drugs with you, then he's been drinking with you, then trying to kiss you, and now he's screwing us!"

The others are looking back and forth between me and Harry, embarrassed by the show. They obviously didn't know about the drinking and kissing part.

I can't believe he's being so unfair. However, the way he talks to me confuses me, pearl of tears are watering my eyes, I can't contain them anymore.

"You didn't see it coming? Really? You were always bickering, fighting, not working together on the new album. Didn't you notice that he was writing on his own? What does it have to do with me?!" Am I defending Zayn, or myself right now? I'm sobbing, shit!

Harry's about to yell at me one more time, but I can't take it anymore. Standing on my feet, I decide to leave the room, I won't keep arguing with him like that making the show in front of everyone.

Shaking because of the fight, I decide to go outside, staying at Liam's yard. It's not like I could leave the place, I have no car, but I can't be in the same room with them right now.

"She's freaking unbelievable!" harry shouts, shoving his glass against the wall.

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