Jenna

"I don't know what I feel about all of this Kate, the cameras clicking when I go out makes me feel anxious, I'm not comfortable"

Kate

"You knew what to expect when you start dated him knowing who he was"

Jenna

"Actually not, and to be honest, I didn't think he would want to be seen with me. At first we were on our bubble. He talked to me to be official twenty minutes before"

Kate

"Why?"

Jenna

"He's a star, and I do nothing"

Kate

"Wow, Jenna, don't think like that. He must like you at least, even if it's not deep feelings."

Jenna

"Yeah, but I'm so scared to fuck up. Thank god he doesn't know that I used to be a kind of junky, that was short last time"

Kate

"What do you mean, what happened?"

Damn I should have kept my mouth shut. I could slap myself right now.

Jenna

"Nothing" I have to change the subject.

Kate

"Split"

Jenna

"Well, I kind of take some cocaine with Zayn, a couple weeks ago"

Kate

"What? Jenna, no" he shouted

Jenna

"Don't worry, it was just stupide, I called my sponsor and I didn't touch anything since. He said it was confusing to me to be in a sort of relationship with someone after Kyle"

Kate

"That's why your father is worrying about"

Jenna

"You talked to my father?"

Kate

"I ran into him a few days ago, he's worried that you're living in a total different world, success, music it doesn't sound good to him"

Jenna

"Kate, I'm fine" "Besides, Harry and I are in a good place, and I don't expect anything really serious, just respect, not promises of anything."

Kate

"If you say so" "Can I give you some advice?"

Jenna

"Sure"

Kate

"You really need to be on social media, if you want to keep knowing what's happening between you two, you need to be able to take the temperature and know what's going on in his public life"

Jenna

"I don't like those stuff"

Kate

"Jenna, have you read the tweets about you?"

Jenna

"There's tweet about me?"

Kate

"Damn Jenna, you're beyond redemption!"

Car flashes enlightening the room,

Jenna

"Kate, Harry's here, I have to hung up, talk to you soon, love you"

Kate

"I'll text you your accounts detail, love you"

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Harry walked through the door, running his hand in his hair,

"Hi babe", I kissed him on his lips. As I do it, his thumb caressed my cheek. He can be so gentle.

"How was your day?" I asked him, while we walked to the kitchen "I made you dinner", showing him the table.

"Smells amazing, thanks doll"

We both sat at the table, and eat our dinner, I made chicken pastas.

"We need to go shopping tomorrow" Harry offered.

"Really, why?"

"There's a celebration/party we need to attend to, you need to buy you a dress"

"Oh" I look down at my food, twisting again and again pasta around my fork.

Kate's right, I have to learn to do those things, if I want to make it work between the two of us.

"Sounds great" I add, smiling at him.

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The next morning

"So, I gonna buy the dress, and have some people who gonna help me to get ready with my hair, my makeup..."

"A car will pick you up at 6:30, so just be ready, me and the lads are gonna be there, you'll meet us up there"

"it's a deal" I have to go if I want to find something pretty, I kiss him and run outside, climbing in Harry's SUV, I am getting used to drive this huge car.

Driving downtown listening to his music, sometimes I think I should pinch myself to believe what I am leaving, it looks so unreal.

I enter the store, it's pretty fancy, Harry got me a private shopping session with an image consultant. Tonight is a big of a deal. I've always been simple and casual, not wearing fancy clothes, so she'd be probably very helpful.

"Try this one" the blond girl said, handing me a shiny red dress

Wow, red, for a first appearance, she's being confident.

To not look too complicated, I give it a try, but it's too colorful for me.

After several tries, we both agreed on something classy but not too flashy. She said I will look amazing, and I hope so, I don't want to make Harry feel ashamed.

The hairdresser and the makeup artist took me in charge. And to be honest, they did a great job. It took me a whole day to get ready, I wanted to look good for Harry.

While Sandra, the makeup artist, did some retouched, I received a text from Kate with my Twitter and Instagram account. I added all the details in my phone and like this, I were on social media.

I decided to take a picture of me getting ready, but not showing everything and say "Getting ready" then posted it.

What the hell am I doing.

John the driver came to pick me up, he said I look pretty, he'd always been kind with me.

As we approach the place where the party goes, I feel more and more stressed out, I am alone in the car, and every eyes will be staring at me when I'll climb out the car. Harry texted me that he's waiting for me, but I still feel anxious. I can feel my legs shaking, but I have to be steady with those huge high heels.

"Are you ready?" John asked, when he slowed down the car

"Not really" I answer, honestly.

He sends me a goodluck smile and then opened the door.

WOW

Spotlights, thousands cameras clicking and flashes, people screaming. This is impressive.

I go out of the car. Harry's a few step from me. I notice the way he looks at me from head to toe, he seems liking the outfit that I chose. Walking over me, he hands me his hand to grab mine and pull me over him, whispering in my ear "You look stunning" I thank him quickly, then he turns his face to look at the photograph, taking picture of us, I try to do the same, much more hesitant than him.

"Let's go meet the others" Harry offered.