Liam

"So do you like her?" Liam asked, sitting on the couch, scratching his guitar.

Niall

"Yeah, do you like her?" Niall added

Harry

"Aren't we supposed to write songs for the new album guys?" Harry answered, shaking his pen between his fingers.

Louis

"She's been with us on tour for weeks, we assume you like her" Louis remarked, furrowing his eyebrows.

Harry

"It's not like that, I don't do relationship and you know it. We're just having fun, I don't want anything serious"

"Besides, she's good in bed"

They all laughed, expect Zayn

Zayn

"So why did you put her in front of the cameras"

Harry

"It's like I owe you an answer. Because it was annoying to hide like that" he frowned.

Liam

"Ok dude, but she's been hated by your fans since, and now she can't go anywhere without paparazzi's near her"

Niall

"Liam's right. Have you look on twitter, there's thousands of tweets insulting her" Niall handed his phone to Harry

Harry

"Never mind, she wanted to be with me, she knew what to expect"

Zayn

"You selfish liar"

Harry

"Mind your damn business Zayn"

Zayn

"She likes you, it's obvious you're just playing her, and it's easier because she doesn't know who you are, who you were"

Harry

"Don't act like you care about girls feelings" Harry raised his voice

Zayn

"She looks like she's innocent, you're sending her through hell on purpose"

Harry

"Oh really, I'm not the one who gave her cocaine!" he shouted

Zayn

"She took it, willingly"

Harry

"What's your problem, do you like her or what?"

Liam

"Guys, calm down"

Harry

"No I want him to tell me, so tell me, you like her? That's why, you're jealouse she's with me"

Zayn

"You're ridiculous"

Harry

"He's pissing me off, again,

Zayn , I'm serious, mind your damn business"

Niall

"Let's get back to work men" Niall said trying to break the awkward silence.

He started to hum Made in the AM song when Zayn stood up and left the room.

Harry

"I can't believe he's leaving again"

Liam

"Harry, you need calm down"

Harry

"You guys always put up with him, you need to wake up, he's making this album a difficult process"

Harry's POV

I drove back home, and I was lost in thought.

Do I like her? I've never liked any girl before. I am aware she's special, not like the other girls because she doesn't have the lure of profit, and she's been kind and supportive since I met her. She's down on earth and that's what I appreciate the most in her. But I don't do relationship. It's not like I play with girls, I don't say to her that I have feelings for them if I don't.Taylor and Kendall could testify. Or not, theyreally thought they could be the one, who could change me.

What did he mean when he said she took the cocaine willingly though? She said he offered and was kind of pressuring her to take it, she was drunk and powerless.

Was I selfish to ask her to be seen on public with me? I thought she was strong enough to do it, but if it's not the case, when we'll be over she'll be exposed more than ever.

When I pulled my car in front of my house, I grab my phone and open the gallery, there's many pictures of Jenna and I together, that I looked before climbing out of the car.

Zayn is trying to fuck me up, I shouldn't pay attention to what he said.

The relationship with Zayn is getting worse and worse everyday. What we'd built for years is in jeopardy. But the tension between him and the four of us is palpable and it feels we're walking on eggshells, like nothing could make up for it.

We've never been so close to split, and it scared the hell out of me.