The next morning is awful, it's been a while since I get up with such a hangover. How many drinks did I had last night? Because according to the way my head was pouding, it must have been a lot.

Thank god my dad's not home so he didn't see me like that he would freak out.

When I open my eyes, everything is blurry. And it took me couple of seconds to remember where I was.

Laying under the covers, Kate opens my bedroom door, and comes into my room, closing the door behind her.

"You're up" she askes, carefully, it was still dark in the room

"Kind of" I manage to mumble

"You look awful" she smiles

"Thanks for your support"

"Jenna, I know I should have told you about the Kendall thing, but you can't do that to yourself, you know drinking like that, remember where you come from"

"I know" I don't need a morning lecture please.

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We stayed all day on the couch watching random TV shows, my head still hurt.

We're both focused on the last episode of TVD, even if it's teenage, we started watching it years ago, so we just kept watching, when my phone rang, I received an email.

I move from my sit and reach the phone on the coffee table.

"It's a plane ticket from Harry. He booked me a flight to Columbus." I say outloud.

Kate's watching me with wide eyes.

"Are you going?" she asks.

"I have no idea, the flight is in two days". "I am so confused" I add.

"Love, I don't want to seem mean or anything, but don't you think it's time you know what you feel about Harry, are you like into him or it's just chilling?"

"To be honest, I don't know" I sigh

"You have to figure it out soon, you know how it makes you feel, look how much you drink last night"

"I didn't drink because of him" I snap

"Are you sure about that? Of course it's not all because of him, but don't you think that this relationship if we can call it like that unbalance you". "You didn't even meet his bandmate or anyone he knows" she adds.

"You don't have to remember all of this, I know" I shout.

She's right, on one hand I pretty much don't care at all of being in a serious relationship or in nothing, but on the other hand, seeing him with her on a boat it hurt me.

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I keep turning round in my bed, I can't sleep.

Should I go?

Grabbing my phone on the bedside table, I take a look on photos I have of him.

I took this one in Bali. It seems so far now. 

My heart starts to pound.

Is he honest? Do I really care ?

Even if he's actually dating Kendall Jenner, do I want to stop seeing him though?

What do you thing guys? Is she going to see him? Love you and thank you so so much for reading!!! it means the worl!! XXxx