Blade's POV: I woke up the next morning in a hospital bed. I frowned and looked over to see Jasper sitting in a chair asleep, next to my bed. "Hey Jasper." I said tapping his shoulder. He woke up and looked at me with a smile on this face.

"Oh good you're up, I'm glad."

"Yeah...why am I in the camps hospital?" He looked at me surprised.

"You don't remember? You tried to kill yourself." He said.

"Oh...when can I leave?"

"Another day or two, your injeries weren't to bad." Jasper said.

"How did I get here?"

"I carried you." I looked at him shocked.

"You did? After what I did-"

"Don't worry about it, Gage talked to me about the hole thing and it turns out he was high and didn't know what he was talking about."

"He was still high?"

"No he bought some weed from the junkie before we left." I nodded. Just then Jaspers phone went off,

"Hello." "Yeah," "Okay." He hung up. "I have to go to my therepist, I'll come back later though ok?" I nodded. "Try and get some sleep." He said to me as he left the room.

Gage's POV: The next morning I woke up and noticed that Jasper wasn't there. 'Strange' I thought to myself. I ignored it thinking that he woke up before me and already went down to the caffateria for breakfest. But when I got down there I didn't see him, or Blade. I saw Kyle sitting where we ushually do and joined him. "Hey have you seen Jasper or Blade?"

"Yeah, Blade tried to kill himself and Jasper carried him to the hospital and stayed at the hospital with him." My eyes widened.

"What!?"

"Jasper called me and said that he'll be ok." I calmed down.

"Ok, good." There was an awkward silence between the two of us.

"So..." I stared. "How long have you known Blade?" He asked.

"Five years, we were ten, I met him through Jasper and when I met him he was terrable."

"What do you mean by that?" Kyle asked confused.

"Well, he was skittish, shy, and fearful of everything."

"Why?" He asked. I frowned,

"It was during his rape faze."

"Oh...do you know who..." He trailed off.

"Yeah...his father and his brother."

"Blade has a brother?!" He said shocked.

"Yeah Haze, don't bring him up around Blade." I said sharply.

"Why not how does he react?"

"He'll kill you." I stated looking in his eyes.

"What do you mean?" He said slowly.

"He'll choke you." I stated again. Kyle got wide eyed.

"What can you tell me about him?"

"Well Haze and Blade are identical twins, and used to be best friends. Then Haze found it fun to...'tease' Blade." I said quoting tease. Kyle looked at me confused. "It started when they were about seven. Haze and Blade were both gay and one day Haze teased Blade sexually but putting his hand right above Blades d@#$, and let's just say insect insued as they got older and realized what was happening. But then Blade became unsatified with his twin and dumped him. Haze was relentless and raped Blade. There father found out and only helped Haze." I stated.

"So Haze still likes Blade?" I nodded.

"When I met Haze it was actually an acident, I want supossed to even know of his excistence."

"Tell me, I want to know more about Blade." I looked at him curiously.

"Why do you want to know so much about him?" Kyle blushed.

"Oh...you like him don't you?" Kyle's blush redend.

"N-...yeah kinda." He admitted. I laughed.

"Ok, then I'll tell you how I met Haze."

"I walked over to Blade's house because he was sleeping over my place that night and he was running late. So I went over there and knocked on the door and Haze answered."

"How did you know it was Haze and not Blade?"

"Even though they're identical twins Haze had one green eye and one brown eye, he ushually cover his green eye with his hair but he didn't that day. Anyways, I asked him who he was he said, Blade's twin brother Haze. He invited me in, we sat on the couch and talked for awhile before Blade came down stairs from his room and freaked out."

"How so?" He asked.

"He screamed at Haze to go upstairs, Haze got up and walked over to him, he brushed his hand against Blade's cheek and whispered, 'I'll see you later love.' in this ear. He ran over to me grabbed my wrist and ran out the door." I finished. Kyle frowned.

"So when Blade came here..."

"When Blade came here Haze was furious with his mother, there father is in prison for rape."

"Why not Haze?"

"Blade didn't dare turn in his twin, he new that would only get Haze more fired up." Kyle nodded.

"So...what about you?" Kyle asked looking at me.

"Me? Well what do you want to know?" I asked schocked.

"How did you meet Jasper?" He asked.

"Well I was five and in a foster family, the parents already had a child...Jasper. Jasper and I grew up together and became very close. Eventually we became a thing, and his parents found out and I was given to the next foster family forcing us to break up. We still stayed in touch and Jasper came here three days before me. I, as you know, was a junkie, I did cokaine and smoked weed a lot, my foster family found out and put me in this camp."

"Why did you start doing drugs?" Kyle asked.

"Jasper, I couldn't live with out him, when I was taken away from him and given to a new family I discovered the drugs, they made the pain go away and I...I got addicted."

"When was this?" He asked.

"I was 14 so...two years ago." I stated.

"Oh."

"What about you?" I replied.

"I was beaten by my father and depressed, simple as that." He stated. I blinked,

"Oh...ok." I said. By the time we where done talking breakfest was over. And I had to go to my therepist....oh joy.

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Kyle's POV: I should go see Blade and see if he's okay. I asked Gage before he left were the camps hospital was so I'd know. It wasn't very far from the cabins actually, no wonder Jasper just carried him here. I walked up to the front desk and asked the lady where Blade was, "Suicide, floor 8 room 248." I nodded and thanked her and walked over to the elevator and pressed the 8 button. It didn't take to long to get up there, or find Blade's room. I walked into see Blade sleeping and dicided to wait until he woke up.

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Blade's POV: I woke up in my own bed at home to see Haze standing over me. "Hello Blade, I've missed you." He laughed.

"H-Haze...G-Get away from me!" I started to panic, I couldn't move Haze had restricted me to the bed. "Haze, let me go!" I struggled.

"Oh no baby brother, I'd rather not." He said brushing his hand past my cheek.

"Don't do this please!" I begged. He laughed,

"Oh Blade I love it when you beg...relax, you'll enjoy this I promise." He said smiling sinisterly.

"No...no Haze please." I started to cry. He got on top of me and wiped the tears away.

"I remember when you used to love this, what happened?" He asked.

"I realized it was wrong." I replied.

"Oh Blade, I love you is that so wrong? And you used to love me back, what happened?"

"I don't like it anymore Haze just stop!" I yelled.

"But you used to...why not now?" He said leaning his face infront of mine. I looked into his eyes and saw his relentlessness.

"You're crazy!" I spat.

"I preffer madly in love." He started kissing me.

"Get off!" I spat again.

"No!" He growled.

"Blade you used to love me! We used to be perfect together! What happened!?" He yelled

"I don't like you anymore!" I yelled back.

"You used to remember! Remember us! You love it!" I shook my head.

"Haze stop!"

"No! I want you and I am going to have you!" He yelled. I looked down at the rest of my body and noticed I was naked.

"HAZE NO DON'T DO THIS TO ME NOT AGAIN!" I screamed, tears escaping from my eyes.

"Oh relax Blade, this will remind you of what we had." He said kissing me again. I started to panic as Haze took his pants off.

"No...No Haze....STOP IT!" I yelled. Then I heard Kyle's voice,

"Blade...Blade! Blade wake up!" I shot up from the bed shaking.

"What happened, you were whining and crying in your sleep." I sighed.

"I...I don't wanna talk about it."

"Was it about Haze?" My eyes went wide, I got out of bed and rapped my hands around Kyle's neck,

"Don't you EVER mention that name around me, EVER! To me that is SATAN!" He nodded and I let go he coughed and gasped until finally he caught his breath. "How do you know about him?" I asked sitting back in bed with my back to him.

"Gage." I sighed.

"Yes, my night terror was of Haze, I dreamed that he came back for me." I said quietly.

"Blade that won't happen, I won't let that happen." He said putting him hand on my shoulder. I shrugged it off and looked at him.

"Don't do that!" I hissed.

"Why not?"

"My father did that before he..." I trailed off.

"Before he what Blade?"

"My father helped Haze rape me by always locking me in a room with him, he'd put his hand on my shoulder and say, 'let's go Blade', and I was dragged into some room and locked in there with Haze."

"What if you ran?"

"If I ran that would be stupid, Haze and I shared a room anyway, he'd just rape me when I went upstairs to go to bed." I said looking at the floor.

"Oh."

"Anyways, I know Haze is coming for me, he texted me this last night." I showed Kyle the text I got on my phone from Haze it said, See you soon baby bro ;)

"I thought you and Haze where twins?"

"We are, Haze was born 2 seconds before me." I said, Kyle nodded.

"Well don't worry I'll tell Gage and Jasper and then we will-"

"Don't you dare tell Jasper!" I said sharply.

"Why not?"

"Jasper hates Haze, he is deathly affraid of him."

"Why?" Kyle asked concerned.

"One night Jasper was over my house with Gage and I had to go do something for Haze, and when I came back I had cuts all over me from Haze."

"What did he do?!"

"Raped me and cut my arms if I resited with a pocket knife. Anyways, Jasper hates blood and passed out Gage helped me bandage the cuts up and when Jasper came to I told them what happened." Kyle nodded.

"Okay so Jasper is affraid of him...what about Gage?"

"They're BFF's." Kyle's mouth dropped,

"WHAT?!"

I nodded. "Yup, Haze is Gage's dealer, and Haze taught Gage how to use a knife to kill someone." Kyle looked at me dumb struck.

"They still stay in touch." I added.

"So Jasper's affraid of him and Gage is his best friend?" I nodded.

"I wonder if Gage knew he was coming for you." Kyle said.

"I don't know maybe, once I get out of here I'll talk to the other two about the hole thing." Kyle nodded.

"Do you get night terrors a lot?" I nodded,

"Yes, unfortunatly."

"I'm sorry." Kyle said smiling at me simpithetically.