So I am attempting to do one of those "thinking out loud" chapters where all I do is write what I'm thinking and stuff. Hopefully, it won't be too boring...

Writing in Italics is so weird, because it's like really fancy but at the same time it makes everything sound like it's inside someone's head. Just imagine words like "booper dooper"  and "sparkle cheese" being read by some british chap with a slight obsession of Olive Garden.

Wait, IS there an Olive Garden in Britain? I hope so, even though I never go there.

I'm going to watch this show in a few hours called "Into The Badlands" and its mainly just a show consisting of assassins fighting each other and an army of teenage girls that slaaaayyyyy. It's like, what I aspire my stories to be, except I'm only 13 and I'm still a noob at writing. But The Widow tho, she is goals as far as throwing knives at things LIKE A BOSS. Oops, my fangirl is showing...

My fridge is so loud apparently, but over time it has become white noise. I also have this thing where I am extremely sensitive to sudden noises, so phones and doorbells are AWFUL!! I remember when my dad didn't have a house key for a month, so he would have to ring the doorbell in order to get in. During that time one day I was sick and sleeping on the couch, and since I wasn't well enough to get up and quickly get the door, I literally woke up four hours in advance to be prepared to get the door.

OMG MY LAPTOP IS SO SLOW AND MY KEYS KEEP STICKINGGGGG

Right now I am going to write a sentence without going back to fix anything, just to show you my struggles:

The quick brown fo jumped over the laxy dof.

And of course it's going to work fairly well, UGH.

Why does my mind want to complain about food? Like I know we have no snacks but I just ate diner an hour ago. Git gud stomach. Geez.

Lets see what's my battery... oh 77% that means I can keep going!

Oh hold up I need to sneeze.

No I don't nvm.

Hmm...I wonder if that gingerbread house isn't too stale...

Nope! I ate a gumdrop!

Oh eww this gumdrop tastes like old people soap...blegh!

Ooo I need some water to get rid of this. WAIT!!! I HAVE HOT CHOCOLATE YASSSSS

Dis hot chocolate is gonna be sooo good.

If only the internet was like a big room, then I would pass the hot chocolate around with some straws and we could all try it.

Then again, I don't want a weirdo to put...*shudders*..."drugs" in it. And by drugs, I mean creamer. Like why would you put creamer in hot chocolate?! Those are the kind of people who poop in the pool, they ruin the happy fun time for everyone else.

Just some random exclusive thing here but, you know the main character of my story "Within These Walls?" The girl named Clara? Well if you aren't all caught up on it, then I'll give you a moment to do that..

*Awkward elevator music*

Anyway, I just realized how hypocritical she is going to be, ESPECIALLY later on in the book. Like in the first chapter, she tells Holly to let everyone hang out for a few days and to not seem overpowering because they are 8th graders, but THE VERY NEXT DAY she suggests to Clove to start a government type system to maintain balance. LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING ME BETHANY?! How could this character, let alone a main character form a coincidental personality trait without me noticing in the matter of two chapters?? Next thing you know she's gonna stab someone with a pencil without leaving a trace!!

I'm so proud of my little baby though :') She's growing all by herself!

Now that I think about it, I feel like a mother entity when I do my games. Who wouldn't though? You are kind of dictating what happens and all, I feel that's a perfect excuse to say 'aww one of the tributes poisoned someone again' in a proud tone. Sometimes entries are like that too, and I'm just like 'NO DON'T KILL THAT ONE YOU STUPID BIRD MUTT' and my heart silently breaks in two.

Well, this was fun. I'll probably do this again.