okay so my rapist texted me today and here i am, losing my shit

and i'm so angry but i know to just ignore but i wanted to tell him off so bad and i just couldn't and i wanted to pick a fight and i did that and now it feels like everyone hates me even if i know that's not true

and it feels like everything is my fault and i feel like a terrible person right now and it's actually the worst

but it's fine i'll get over it

probably should just keep this in draft but it feels better to right

so i'm sorry if i bit your head off i'm just being dramatic and stupid right now

anyway probably gonna delete this later y'all probably don't care but it's fine