Okay so I'm very very very very very late, bear with me, but HAIKYUU S4 EP 2 is already out and I haven't watched(i gave myself a sneak peek for ep 1 tho, and it got me crying, when I'm literally only 10 seconds in ahhhhh

Anyways, I've been alone for the past few weeks, since school started, and it gives me time to relax, observe and think more, all at the same time.

BUT THE HARD PART IS, I CANNOT SOCIALIZE AT A L L

It takes up a lot of courage, and preparation(yes, most of the time, i prepare my sentences), to atleast get to talk to someone.

It's kinda sad, cause when I was younger, it was so easy for me to get along with people.

AND NOW I CAN'T SEEM TO DO IT

It's just, I feel as if people hate me or something.

But tbh i like having alone time. It makes me more creative, and being alone makes me improve.

But at the same time, i also need someone to talk to, but i just don't know what topic since, I try to choose topics that can lead to long conversations cause I HATE SMALL TALKS.

Anyways, I've been missing my old school a lot ngl.

Maybe it's cause I was more comfortable and at ease there than my new school.

I really wanna go back, but my mom doesn't want to :\

But i guess i just have to be thankful....

ALSO WATCH HXH I'm currently in s3 so yayyyy

Anyways, byeeee

WAIT OMG ALSO THE REMEMBER WHEN MV WAS 🔥 🔥