It's been almost a year
Since the first day I've met ___,
Everything is so clear
And In my vocabulary there is no word such as Fear...

After two to three months
We've met again,
I'm smiling but I don't know how can someone like you runs
But I can't stop you Cause there is too many chains...

My vision became blurry
That I can barely see him,
Then I started to worry
Maybe I just have a flu to think that everything is true...

I still hold on your promise
But when I've heard that "promise are meant to be broken"
Maybe there's something in the movie that I've missed,
Everything makes my heart broken
And in the end there is a twist...

That even I didn't know it exist
But now I know, I know now that everything you've said is a big lie,
Honestly I wanna throw a fist
But even my heart resist...

I don't have many strength
And it makes me know only one word,
One word that I've been avoiding and that, is FEAR

I FEAR that I might loose him,
I FEAR that he'll leave me,
I FEAR that I might broke his heart,
I FEAR that I'm not good enough,
I FEAR that I might lose everything,
I FEAR that everyone will leave me,..

F- fighting, I'm fighting with all
my might
E- ending, I'm ending everything
with a smile
A- action, I'm limiting my action
cause I might hurt someone
R- reconcile, I'm finding a way to
reconcile everything...