It's  been four years..

I started Wattpad with high hopes of communicating with people and making friends because in sixth grade, when I started, I didn't have that many that could relate with the things that I liked. Plus i was(perhaps i still am) socially anxious. Don't get me wrong, I had a best friend but comic books didn't really spark her interest. 

 Throughout the three years I've tried telling myself to get back on watt pad and I just kept forgetting because a lot of things went on during the time and it made me forget. 

A lot of people probably thought i just gave up on writing, and you're somewhat right, but not really. In  these four years it made me contemplate who I am and who I want to be and especially my "destined" career. We've all had that phase where we wanted to be Beyonce right? Or some famous actor. That's what i wanted to be for a really long time and they're very promising careers', not gonna lie, but nothing else gives me the joy that i have when  i'm writing  a story. I'm telling you, before i knew wattpad existed, i would write stories for my third  and second grade teacher to read(they eventually got tired of me and told me they " didn't have time"). Above all, i just want to write a story that people can enjoy or create shows like Avatar the last airbender, Gravity Falls, OR Milo Murphy's law. Shows i have enjoyed or enjoy watching genuinely. Simply because i just have a feeling that i was meant to share a story with people and that I've always known . I guess now i have to learn how incorporated a plot and meaning in my stories :).  I don't know, take the whole thing how you may.

Lately I've been focusing on school, on myself,  just enjoying the lazy moments of life, and I've had some projects that I've been working on for years and maybe its time for me to finally release them to you guys.

But overall, however and whenever i tell this story or a story is for what future Mary whats. If Mary wants to write books she can, If Mary wants to sing her heart out she can, and if Mary wants to act, she can do that too. Or if Mary decides to drop everything  and travel the world then so be it right?  I'm doing whatever  I FEEL makes me happy  and i'm a very indecisive person  and its for the best if i do things my way y'know? or as 98 degrees and Stevie wonder would say "Be true to your heart, you just be true to your heart, that's when the heavens will part, and baby shower you with my love"   

hehe :)