Chp 44: More confused then ever
A/N: WARNING RANDELLE SHIPPERS. Oh and writing this chapter almost made me cry. JUST TELLING YOU NOW.
"I wonder what he put on this USB?" I ask, looking at the small red USB Terrance gave me.
"There's only one way to find out." Rebecca says.
"Plug it into my computer." Ivory says.
I give Ivory the USB and she puts it in the computer. It's takes a minute to load then she downloads the data.
It's a video.
It's on pause on full screen.
I wonder what he's going to say?
Probably about wanting to kill me again or a threat.
She presses play.
"Wow...umm...the only reason I'm doing this is well...because I'm too chicken to say this all to your face." He looks at the camera.
"If you take the time to go through this whole video....well...I hope you'll understand."
"Alright well here you go..."
"Your so cute Richelle...and tiny. I just want to cuddle you up. Now I know what your thinking...me tiny? But seriously Richelle? I'm an inch taller than you so your tiny to me." He laughs.
"Your really kind...even if you don't think so..."
"You always fight back, which I actually think is a good think."
"Your so carefree, you don't care what other people think about you." He smiles.
"Your smart...dependable."
"You have that pretty straight red hair that I can never get out of my head..." His eyes get teary.
"Your beautiful brown eyes that make my feel rumble inside..." He looks down and smiles.
"Whenever I see you smile...I could just blow up from blushing too much." He looks up and laughs.
"Too bad you never smile...just rarely I've seen you smile. It was the most...exiting feeling in the world. Knowing I could make someone feel that way."
"Richelle...if you think everyone treats you different because of your past...I like you just the way you are."
"And sometimes I imagine...what if everyday she's smiling? I wouldn't make it without someone seeing me blush." He starts blushing.
"If you must know...when I met you my mission was to play you and then kill you. Yes I was playboy but when I really got to know you? All that changed." He gets teary eyed again.
"I know you'll find this creepy but I kinda stalked you." He laughs.
"I just couldn't go one day without seeing your beautiful self. Your beautiful Richelle, inside and out. Don't let anybody tell you different."
"It's gonna be tough to win you back...but even if it would take a lifetime, I'd still wait."
"I know your only scared. If you were mine I'd make sure your heart would never get hurt again."
"Look...I know I messed up." He looks like he's going to cry.
"And...I don't know! I didn't mean to..."
"I didn't mean anything...I wasn't myself and I...I can't stand seeing you in that pain because of me..." He starts crying.
"I'm so sorry! I screwed up! I made you cry..." He puts his face in his hands.
"The last person I wanted to be was the one who hurt you deeply..." He looks at the camera, tears streaming down his face.
"So...forgive me or not..."
"At least start your day off with a smile." His sobs only get worse.
"I'm sorry." He says before reaching for the camera and turning it off.
Then the video cuts out.
I look around and everybody's crying...including me.
"That was so sweet." Ivory says.
"That gave me a bad case of the feels." Rebecca says.
"Girl I'm crying, and I never cry." Nichelle says.
"If you have someone who loves you that much to send a video saying his forgiveness..." Rebecca starts.
"You better be honking flattered." Ivory says.
"I am it's just..." I wipe my eyes. "I don't want him to hurt me like he did before."
"Did you not honking him! He said he's sorry! If you can't see that he loves you than your heart must he made of steal or something." Nichelle says.
"I-I have to go. I'll b-be back in thirty m-minutes." I say before teleporting away.
I teleport to the lake that I found a couple months ago.
It's frozen now.
I sit against a tree and make coat, boots, and leggings appear on me.
That's better now I'm not cold.
"If only I could talk to someone...about all this. Someone that understood my pain." I curl up in a ball and start crying.
Then it starts snowing a little bit.
I'm sheltered by the tree.
The view is beautiful.
Beautiful. Am I really pretty just like Terrance said?
Or is there just a monster inside me...
I walk around and find a nice open spot with a thick layer of snow.
I lay down, not caring how cold it is.
The snowflakes look beautiful in the moonlight. The clouds are starting to part and the last of the snow is coming.
The snowflakes sparkles in the sunlight.
After a while I walk back to Norisville, which is covered in snow.
I walk into the house and make my normal clothes appear on myself.
"Richelle you were gone for three hours!" Nichelle says.
"We were worried." Rebecca says.
I look at the time. 3am?
"Well I'm here now." I say.
"So did you think about what happened?" Ivory asks.
"Yes..." I say.
"And?" Nichelle asks.
"I think I'm ready to forgive him." I say.
"Okay I'm not sure who I ship anymore." Ivory laughs.
"I don't know about you but I still ship Randelle." Nichelle says.
I giggle a little.
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