How long can I go

                                     without it

How much more time until 

                                     I get more

I know it's bad

                                     I know

I know I shouldn't

                                      but I need it

I know I'm addicted

                                      and I have been

                                      for about two years

That's just how it goes

Cigarettes

Vapes

Anything I can get

                                     really

I just want

           need to fuel it

                                     my addiction

I don't want help

                                     thank you very much

This is something I'm okay with

Yes

         I'm young

                              too young

                              even

but I've been surrounded by

                              nicotine since I was

                              a young child

                              so

                              it's normal to me

Other people may not approve

But

Consider this

It's my own body

                                     I'll do what I want to it

It's not the worst addiction to have

I know I'll end up like my dad

                 multiple cigs a day

                 and I guess I'm okay with that

                 oh well :)