I flutter my eyes open to see Sodapop but, not Sandy it's odd. As he sees me his face lights up, "SARAH OH MY GOD YOU'RE BACK!" He then run over to me to and hugs e but, I push him off, because it hurts plus I don't want to deal with his shit.

"Get the fuck off me!" I yell.

"Sarah, I'm so sorry," he says pulling off me.

"You should be," I roll my eyes.

"Sarah who am I dating?" He asks me alarmed I can't believe he's going to make me say her fucking name.

"You're dating the biggest bitch in the world also known as Sandy and, I can't stand you. So do me a favor and leave me alone," I scream tears forming in my eyes, I can't take this I'm in the hospital and he's bugging me!

"Sarah," he sighs as he walks out.

"Yes, asshole," I reply.

"I love you," he says as a tear slips down his cheeks.

"Sodapop," I sigh.

He lightens up as he says, "yes Sarah."

"I loved you once, then you ruined everything and shattered my heart," I sass.

"I know and I'm sorry but, we're meant to be," he sighs.

"Yea, I thought that once too but, then you broke everything and you're dating the biggest bitch so stop fucking flirting with me you stupid fucking cheating liar asshole!" I scream.

"I'm sorry," he cries.

"Yea, just make yourself useful and get the rest of the gang for me and go home," I command in a yell.

A few minutes later the gang walks in and I immediately perked up, "hey guys!"

"Hey Sarah, how ya feeling?" Darry said cautiously.

"Fine, why?" I ask.

"Just wondering," Darry replies.

"Oh ok," I sigh.

"You can come home but, you'll be staying at the Curtis house for now," Dally replies.

"Why Dal?" I ask.

"I think it's safer there," Dally sighs.

"Oh I guess it is but, I don't mind," I smile hopefully.

"Sarah, you're going to need a lot of medical attention and Sodapop is taking off of work to stay with you tomorrow 'cause I can't then I will the next day and so on," Dally explained.

"Great," I say sadly.

"But, the good news is you're coming home today," Johnnycakes smiles happily.

"Oh Johnnycakes you can always make me smile," I giggle a little bit.

"I'll stay with you over the weekends," he offers.

"If you want to I'd love that Johnnycakes," I purr.

"Well, let's go check you out," Steve said helping me out of this prison.

We walk back in silence, I would've talked, but Sodapop was there and I wasn't going to talk to him after that ass flirted with me. Soon enough I see the mega bitch running up behind us jumping on Sodapop's back. I roll my eyes as they walk hand in hand together, I think I even heard him asking her out but, I think I just made that up. I look over to Johnnycakes and quickly grab his hand. He looks at me and smiles as I fall back into his arms whispering, "I'm scared that I'm going to get jumped again Johnnycakes."

"It's ok Sarah," Johnnycakes replies letting me fall gently into his arms. I would feel bad, but it's not like he wants to date me or anything so whatever.

I look back to see Sandy all over Sodapop and I fum with jealousy. I look at Johnnycakes face with his broken eyes lost in thought as I wrap his arm even tighter around my shoulder asking, "how long was I out?"

"About, a week at one point they were going to give up on you waking up and kick you out of the room but, Soda refused," he told me.

I smile at that thought but all that comes out is, "why?"

"Why, because he's in love with you," he explains.

I stop dead in my tracks and squirm out of his arms, "IF HE LOVES ME THAN IS HE ALL OVER SANDY?"

"Sarah, calm down," Johnnycakes say softly.

"NO JOHNNYCAKES! NO! WHY SHOULD I SHUT UP? HE BROKE MY HEART NOT EVEN A MONTH AGO AND LOOK AT WHERE I AM NOW LOOK AT WHO HE'S WITH! IN CASE YOU DON'T REMEMBER LAST WEEK I WAS ON A STREET HOMELESS! WHY? BECAUSE HE FUCKING CHEATED ON ME! HE NEVER LOVED ME AND NEVER DID! I DID LOVE HIM! WHAT AM I FUCKING KIDDING MYSELF! I DO LOVE HIM AND I'LL NEVER GET OVER HIM BUT, GUESS WHAT? I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO BE WITH HIM BECAUSE HE'S FUCKING IN LOVE WITH SANDY AND DOESN'T GIVE TWO SHITS ABOUT ME AND I SAY I DON'T GIVE TWO FUCKS ABOUT HIM BUT, NO I LIE! I FUCKING LIE TO MYSELF! ALL I EVER DO IS FUCKING THINK ABOUT HIM DUMPING SANDY AND TRYING TO WIN ME BACK AND AT THE END HE WINS ME BACK AND WE LAUGH AND PLAY ALL DAY! BUT NO THAT IS UNREALISTIC IT'S JUST ANOTHER ONE OF UNREALISTIC DREAMS LIKE MY PARENTS FUCKING COMING BACK FOR DAL AND I! I KEEP ON TELLING MYSELF WINSTONS DON'T CRY BUT, ALL I WANT TO DO IS CRY AND I'M AT MY FUCKING BREAKING POINT! YEP THAT'S RIGHT, I, SARAH BETH FUCKING WINSTON AM AT MY FUCKING BREAKING POINT AND READY TO JUST BREAK! SO NO JOHNNYCAKES! NO I WON'T CALM DOWN!" I scream but, at the end there are tears streaming down my face and the whole gang is looking at me.

"Sarah, I'm so sorry I never knew that," he says looking at my tears.

"Don't look at me like I'm crazy, please, I'm not," I sob seeing all the gangs faces and Sandy's evil grin taking over her face.

She takes this time to hit me where it hurts, "wow, you physio bitch, I always knew you were crazy, but not like this."

I look at Sodapop pleading for him to say something but after a minute I flip at him. "wow, Sodapop shouldn't of expected you to say anything."

"Sarah, I'm sorry," he whispers under his breath.

"No, sorry doesn't cut it 'cause you clearly don't love me," I sob.

"No, Sarah you ready to see how much I love you," he screams.

"Show me please," I say in disbelief.

He turns to Sandy and says, "Sandy, you're great and all but, I'd choose Sarah any day over you. I'm not in love with you, I never was, I though I was but, I wasn't. I didn't know what love was until the day I met Sarah."

"Soda, honey," she says in her fake voice.

"No Sandy, we're over," he says then turns to me, "Sarah Beth Winston will you be my girl?"

"Of course I will Soda, I love you," I smile.

"I love you too," he says pulling me into a warm hug.