I go out to a small boutique, and buy an off the shoulder crop top with a plaid mini-skirt, white knee high socks, and off white heels. I walk back "home" and quickly get changed, brush out some of my curls but, not many and do touch ups on my make-up as I walk down stairs by Dally I ask, "ready?"

"Let's go make Sodapop jealous," Dally responds.

We walk there mt carefully examining my hair and outfit until Dally says, "Sarah calm down you look stunning."

"Thanks Dally but, you're my brother you have to say that," I respond.

"No really and we're here," he says as we walk in hand and hand.

All the guys mouths drop to the floor when they see me Two-bits even says, "damn Sarah you've come a long way from red hair and converse."

I smile at him and say in a flirty tone, "awe thanks Two, I love your mickey shirt.:" His cheeks flush red

"Wow, Sarah you're actually hot," Johnnycakes mutters.

"Awe, Johnny we should hang out tomorrow go to the Dingo take a walk," I say in a flirty tone as I sit on his lap.

"Sarah, you've got all the guys falling all over you in this gang," Pone adds in.

"Awe, thanks cutie," I reply hugging him.

"You look so pretty," Darry says hugging me.

"Thanks Dar, you're the best," I giggle into his chest.

"Damn hottie," Steve says loudly.

"Awe, Steve I love you,'" I flirt spinning around looking at him on one heel.

"Damn Sarah," Sodapop mumbles.

"Um excuse me asshole shut your fucking mouth and go and have sex with the bitch you call your girlfriend," I say coldly walking to Two-bits and hugging him tightly.

He wraps his warm arms around me as he asks, "are you ok?"

"Just perfect," I smile looking at Sodapop's shocked eyes.

"Sarah can I talk to you?" Sodapop asks.

"Whatever asshole yep you've been demoted from Sodapop to asshole," I say with an evil smile.

He pulls me onto his bed and says, "hey put those walls down and let me talk to Sarah please."

"No, you don't deserve to talk to her asshole," I spat.

"Sarah, cry I know you want to let those walls, let me the Sarah I love," he pleads.

"Sodapop Curtis, you are the biggest fucking asshole I have ever met, and I hate you. Stop acting like you loved me because you never fucking did! You know what I was to you! I was a stupid fucking rebound that's all I ever was to you and you know what you are to me now. You're nothing but a stupid fucking asshole and I don't give to fucks about you! You and Sandy deserve each other," I scream in his face,

"Sarah Elizabeth Winston, I'm in love with you and always was, Sandy was my rebound from you. I always tell her what she wants to hear," he explains.

"Sodapop why are you even telling me this? I don't give two fucks about you, you're nothing but an asshole. You only want me because I look prettier than Sandy right now but, you'll never love me you stupid fucking ass wagon!" I snap.

"Sarah please put down your walls," he pleads.

"Once you put down yours and show me the guy I fell in love with not the fucking asshole you are right now then maybe I'll put down mine," I spat walking off.

I plop down on the couch in between Two and Johnnycakes. I look at Johnny, "wanna hang out tomorrow with Sandy on Sodapop if they wanna?"

"Like a date," Johnnycakes states.

"Whatever helps you sleep at night," I respond.

"Ok, see ya tomorrow then," he says running off.

I walk upstairs sitting next to Sodapop, "hey me you Sandy, Johnny tomorrow at the Dingo time our lunch break and that's not a question."

"Ok, if that'll break down your walls," he says.

"Good bye Sodapop," I say making my way out of his room.

I end up staying at the Curtis house on the couch. I wake up the next morning and get ready for work typical hair, normal make-up, my DX shirt, white tank top, light blue acid wash jeans with my white converse. "Ready?" Sodapop asks.

"Sure am," I say with a smile.

Steve, Sodapop, Sandy and I walk together to our job damn all four of us working together should be interesting. "Hey, Soda can I work in the garage today?" Sandy flirts.

"Sandy there's no need to flirt you already go asshole," I growl.

"Why don't you make me," she snarled back.

"Is that a challenge?" I ask walking over to her.

"Nope because I already got the trophies and poor little Sarah is lost with nothing to love nobody by her side," she mocks.

"Well you and Sodapop deserve each other considering you a little cheating, bitch and he's a little cheating asshole!" I yell back.

"I'm the bitch but, I'm the one who hangs out with the gang everyday, I'm the one who Soda's in love with but, I'm the bitch. Sarah take a good fucking look at your life and you'll see who's the fucking winner you'll see who's the fucking bitch. You run away and leave everybody heart broken in your path but, I'm the bitch. You're the one with problem so big there is no solution but, I'm the bitch take a good look at your past bitch," she says slowly as if I don't see the destruction I cause.

"Look at you, what you say to people, you're a fucking bitch from fucking hell," I snap.

"Look at the little bitch on the verge of tears," she mocks.

"Look at you, you're a fucking cheater just go back to fucking Florida and show everybody your true fucking colors how 'bout you tell Sodapop how you are when you're in Florida. How 'bout you tell people the bitch you were to me," I yell in her face trying not to break down in sobs.

"See what I mean you're a fucking bitch you cause destruction everywhere you fucking go! You're a bulldozer knocking down everything in your past and leaving a mess in the fucking end," Sandy yells back

"You know what Sandy you fucking won! You made me break, you took my fucking place congrats," I sigh with tears in my eyes. I walk behind them for the rest of the walk as the three of them walk ahead of me laughing and joking as my heart slowly breaks. We finally get to the DX and Sodapop sits next to me. I look at him and snap, "what the fuck do you want? Oh let me guess to tell me that I was being a bitch to Sandy that I should leave, that you don't want to talk to me again well fuck off."

"Sarah, please bring down those walls, I tore them down last time but, they're taller and stronger this time.I don't know if I'll be able to tear them down this time. I mean last time you were just strong now you strong, tough, and you're not budging from your stance. Sarah, you're my best friend I know what hurts you, makes you tick, what makes you laugh, and what makes you happy. Please Sarah I know you want to cry right now but aren't letting yourself," Sodapop pleads.

I look at him as I snap, "you know nothing about me and I know nothing about you 'cause what she said doesn't hurt, it made me tick, so go fuck off and have sex with some girl when dating Sandy oh wait you won't do that to her because you love her and she ain't a fucking rebound!"

"Sarah I didn't mean that please," he begs.

"Save it for somebody who cared 'cause I sure as hell don't," I say.

I watch him walk into a storm of girls flirting with him, I wonder who he'll cheat on Sandy with. I hate his guts.

***LUNCH BREAK***

"Hey, Johnnycakes I'm not feeling to well, I think for my lunch break I'm going to go home and take a nap, sorry Johnnycakes," I explain.

"It's ok, next time," he smiles.

"Thanks Johnnycakes your the best I'll see you at the Curtis house later," I say as I walk home. I don't go back to work I call out sick while I bum in my sweats, tank-top, slippers, and a bun on top of my head. Soon enough Dally come home waking me up from my and we head over to the Curtis house. He carries me considering I don't want to ruin my pajamas. As I walk in I hear Sandy sigh, "what the fuck is she doing here?"

"Hanging with the gang," I reply.

"I thought I won which mean get the fuck out of my territory and leave Soda me and all his little friends alone before you fucking hurt them again," she snaps.

"You know what Sandy, I don't give a fuck what you have to say about me, 'cause you're a stupid fucking slut," I reply slowly.

"Tear your walls down," she laughs.

I look at Sodapop with tears in my eyes, I walk over to him and yell with tears in my eyes, "WHAT THE FUCK SODAPOP!"

"Sarah she must of over heard us," he tries to explain.

"No, that's not good enough," I yell.

"See what I mean you're a walking ball of drama," Sandy smiles.

"God fucking dammit, Sodapop, god fucking dammit, I was in love with you god fucking dammit I was in love with you and look what you fucking did," I snap.

"Sarah, I'm sorry," Sodapop mumbles.

"If you're so fucking sorry why have you only said that you miss, why have you only said that you've changed, why have you only said you love me take fucking action and stop it, you're breaking me," I say about to break and fall into uncontrollable sobs.

"What do you want me to do?" He asks.

"I can't fucking tell you what to do you have to just fucking do it, 'cause no matter what you say Sodapop you don't love 'cause if you did you'd make sure I wasn't upset, you'd make sure I wasn't ready to break any second because of your stupid fucking girlfriend so you know what Sodapop you don't love me and just stop fucking talking to me," I yell as I run out of the house tears streaming down my face. I'm done with Sodapop, I'm done with Sandy. I'm supposed to be Sandy happy with Sodapop and laughing with the gang that should be me.