For once in his life Donghyuck felt like he wasn't needed in a place. He felt cornered and the strong smell of alcohol made him sick to the bones. The loud music making his head spin so much he wanted to throw up. His friends weren't here so he felt even smaller than he already was. Mark was talking to a bunch of basketball from the neighboring school.

"Hyuckie don't drink anything here okay baby? It's not safe for you. Unless Mark is close to you." Taeyong warned his baby brother, the question was why was this innocent pudding even invited?

His big brown bear orbs stared at the love of his life stare at Yuta the way he stared at him. It felt like a whole different Mark with blonde hair and a hair cut, he was obviously a little drunk but does that mean he saw Yuta like his Pudu or was the older in love with Yuta? He didn't want to assume anything for he trusted Mark, last night their relationship went from innocent, from having that small moment at the camp to the older sucking him off. They had got more closer than the first but now Hyuck's heart started shaking at the way Mark kept staring at Yuta and they were inseparable.

"Do the pepero stick game!!" Someone slurred, everyone chimed in. Haechan wanted to cry, he hated this, Taeyong was beyond drunk right now that he couldn't see straight. He was all rainbows and unicorns and Jaehyun. People brushed past the shaking pink head, their hands touching him in places they shouldn't. Not the guys from his school but the new faces here.

"M-Markie let's go." Haechan tugged at the olders sweater pouting, on the verge of tears. Mark hiccuped as he squinted his eyes at the younger and smiled.

"Beary Babe!! Make your baby a nice hot cup of coffee!" Mark kissed one of those chubby cheeks. He swatted any hand that tried to reach for his little baby boy. Haechan giggled, atleast Mark knew who he was despite being drunk as hell. He nodded waddling away to the kitchen to make the boy a cup of coffee.

Meanwhile all the drunk boys and girls hyped the pepero game, first went Luwoo then Hendery and Xiaojun then Jaeyong and finally Mark and Yuta. The Japanese wickedly waited for this moment, as Little Hyuckie Bear waddled inside the room his big eyes grew wide at the sight before him. Yuta and and Mark were kissing and everyone was cheering for them. The coffee cup dashed on the floor as Haechan stood like a broken statue.

"Hyung! Stop! I love Donghyuck." Mark pushed Yuta away wiping his lips as he grimaced and shook his head. He stumbled away his small eyes scanning the place as they found their significant other. "Babe drive me home." He hiccuped hugging Haechan.

Have you ever had your heart broken so much that you didn't want to speak because you were afraid you would cry? That's what Hyuck felt right now, his insides burnt, his throat had a lump, he didn't want to blink his eyes for he was afraid he might feel the sting. He helped Mark inside, and onto his bed. Was he forcing Mark to love him?

"Beary........My Honey Bear." Mark mumbled on the bed, drunk and wasted. He most probably didn't realize the kiss but what clearly upset about it, the frown still not leaving his eyebrows.

Mark woke up with a terrible hang over next morning, he grunted at the heaviness on his head as he sat up to empty bed, Hyuck must have slept on the couch because his pillow was on it instead of beside Mark. Frowning he went downstairs hoping to see the Pudu making breakfast but instead found his breakfast on the table and a hang over soup. Something was wrong and he was afraid that he did something to the baby. Taeyong though woke up to a naked Jaehyun who had literally destroyed him so he didn't know what his brother was going through.

"Babe? Why did you leave early?" Mark caught him at the library and back hugged the pink head.

"I didn't......Want to wake you up." Haechan Wiggled out from Mark's arms.

"How did you come to school?" He asked softly, tucking a strand of hair behind the boys ears. Just as he tried to dip down and kiss those yummy lips something happened.

"Don't kiss me." Hissed Haechan as he walked away from Mark. He trusted him but he hated what happened the previous night, he want to forget it but it kept haunting him so much that it made him sick.

"Hyuckie." Mark held his wrist with a frown. "What happened at the party? Did I hurt you? Did I force you into doing something with me? Tell me please I don't remember a thing. Look babe I'll never hurt you." The older whispered, his eyes teared yet Hyuck wanted some time alone.

"Let me go. Just........Just don't touch me. Please." He knew it was a minor thing, a kiss yet it was with someone else and not with him. It hurt so much that he want to hurt himself for letting that happen. Also what if Mark actually liked Yuta and Hyuck forced him to like him back instead?

"Baby please......Don't do this. Talk to me and tell me what I did wrong." Mark turned Haechan around as a tear rolled down the Pudu's eyes. He cupped those soft chubby cheeks with a worried expression.

"I said not fucking touch me!" Haechan pushed Mark away and ran off crying. There it was, all his self control broke down when he couldn't hold onto the pain no more. He ran to the roof top, slipping down the door he cried and cried. Why did it hurt so much that he wanted to rip Yuta apart for kissing his boyfriend. His husband.