15 - Big Day!
Hey guys, just before we start I'd just like to say something. I understand not everyone likes kids or pregnancy storylines, but can we please not make jokes about pregnancy loss/ celebrate the fact Y/N suffered a miscarriage? I am not comfortable with something so traumatic and very common being turned into a joke and all I ask is to approach this topic with a bit of respect. Thank you!
You're gonna be okay.
A wedding a week after a miscarriage feels strange. You're still recovering from this trauma; and likely will be for a good while; and yet part of you is beginning to feel excited for what's to come.
However excited you may be feeling, Paige is 10 times more so. She's more excited than she was for her wedding, and that's saying something.
It won't be anything compared to her and Tony's wedding. This is more just you and your friends on a beach doing something legal.
Right now, she's singing her heart out in your shower. You get out of bed and stare at yourself in the mirror. For a second, you're you again. You're a girl, excited to marry the man she loves. You don't have to be the girl who lost her baby today. That can resume tomorrow. Today is your day; your special day to smile and laugh and drink and dance and love.
Paige comes into your room, in her underwear. Despite everything, you're still a bit gay, and you look away and blush.
"Get ready, Y/N! This is just the beginning!"
You start getting ready. Once you've showered and dried off, Paige starts helping you out with your hair. Between the two of you, you're not exactly great at it, but you finally manage to get it looking elegant.
Then, you insist to Paige you can do your own makeup. You don't trust her, to put it plainly.
You watch as Paige dresses up her tiny Juno; and that's when you feel a small pang. The child resembles her mother so much; and watching how tender Paige is with her makes you feel suddenly sad that this time, that won't be you.
"Doesn't Juno look pretty, Y/N?" Paige smiles.
You nod. "Just like you, but tiny."
She laughs and stands up. Paige herself looks beautiful. You suddenly feel very nervous. What if you don't look beautiful enough? What if, on your wedding day, you just look like you?
"Paige? Do you think I look... good enough?"
"Of course! You look stunning."
"I just think... maybe I look too much like me."
"What?" She laughs. "But, Y/N, why shouldn't you look like you? Y it's your wedding day, you don't want to spend it as somebody else!"
Her words make sense, and when you put on your dress, you realise she's correct. You look just like you; and it's perfect.
You head down to the beach where everyone has already gathered. You see Tony anxiously glancing at his watch.
"Tony, we're like, 3 minutes early. Stop looking at your watch." Paige mumbles, not to him, just in general.
Then you see Harry. All suited up, he looks anxious. Manny is next to him, in a little suit, and you must admit he looks adorable. Robin is talking to- or rather at him. While you don't care for him, you know the three of them go so far back, and their obvious friendship right in front of your eyes makes you smile. Paige smiles, and squeezes your hand.
"This is it, Y/ N. You ready?"
"I'm ready."
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