i waved by to yoongi before walking back to my house.

i typed in my passcode for the front door and walked in.

"hey fatty! lose some weight! you're not pretty enough!"

i chuckled and went to kitchen.

i opened the drawer and took out the knife.

i rolled up my sleeve and dug the sharp object into my arm.

i winced from the pain but continued with it.

the only way to make things better was to do this.

do i think it's fun?

yes.

well how long do I have to do continue this?

until i couldn't feel my pain anymore.