Gulf POV

I woke from my slumber, I don't know why feeling so heavy, maybe because of so many tears, I did yesterday. I admit I want to believe him!! I do but I've been so afraid to let myself believe him again. I don't know what to do.

Am I harsh for pushing him away!! Am I harsh for shouting at him? What if he is speaking the truth!! What if Megan lied!! Am I harsh for not believing him right away!! but can't he blame me?? I don't know what should I do or feel right noa!! All I know is that I need to know the truth!! I want to make sure everything that he is saying to me!! I don't want to make mistake again got letting myself believe that he will never hurt me. I can't let myself be hurt again!! I can't take another hurt.

Even if I still feel so weak, I tried my best to go out and look for Mild!! I need to know the truth!! I need to hear it from him. I saw mild standing by the door looking so sad. I quickly walk near him

"MILD!!" I yelled at him as I walking near him.

"You're awake thank god!! I'm about to feel afraid for you again!! You've been sleeping for more than half a day already!! Are you feeling okay??" Mild worried said to me but I didn't answer his question instead I held his hand and asked him a question instead.

"Mild, Please tell me the truth!! You said you are always on my side right?? You are always honest with me?? Is Megan lying about her baby?? Is Mew really not the father of her child? Please tell me Mild!! I don't know whom I should believe anymore. I'm really confused!! Please tell me!!" I asked him. He looked so shocked about my question then he looked at me seriously before speaking

"Didn't Mew told you everything already he said." I didn't let him finish

"Yes! He told me some things but I can't believe him!! I don't want to believe him just like that!! I'm too afraid!!!" I said to him. I saw him breathe deeply before looking at me again then speak.

"Yes, Gulf!! He is not the father of her child, it was your father-in-law's assistant, Pavel which is also her bestfriend. She lied to you so that you will be angry at Mew and you will leave him!! He is a crazy b*tch Gulf! You should have seen when your father-in-law and Mew confronted her and she confesses to it. She lied to both of you!! Mew is just a victim too here, Gulf!! I hope you forgive him!!" Mild sadly said to me

I can't help but feel so weak after hearing what Mild had said. Megan is lying?? Mew is just the victim just like me!! What should I do!! I push him away!! I can't help but slightly drop, thankfully, Mild held me tightly

"OMG!! Max!! Are you okay!!" Mild worriedly asked me!! I made a big big mistake!! What should I do!! What should I do!!

I feel so weak and hurt but I still tried my best to stand straight. I held both of Mild hands.

"Mild, Where is Mew!! Where is my boyfriend!! Please help me call him!!" I anxiously asked Mild. I hope Mew is still here. I hope he hasn't given up on me yet!! This is my fault!! I shouldn't have run away!! I should have listened to him!! I shouldn't have pushed him away!! I'm starting to cry again and this time.

I'm crying because I'm afraid that Mew will fulfill my wish and that is for him to let me go!! I feel so weak and devastated but I'm still hopeful!! Wishing that Mew will fulfill his promise that he will always fight for me!! For us.

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But instead of answering Mild just shut up and put his head down which only made me feel worst!!

"MILD!! Why are you like that!! I'm asking you where is he!! Where is Mew!! Please tell me!! I need to tell him that I'm sorry!! I need to tell him that I don't want him to go away!! That I need him!! That I and our children need him!! Please!! Where is he!!" I anxiously asked Mild, but he just sadly looked at me

"I'm really sorry Max, I tried to stop him but he said he can't hurt you anymore!! He can't watch you cry and be in danger just because of his presence!! He just left.He can't hurt you anymore that is why he decided to just step away from you for a while, if that's what you need and what will ease your pain, he will do it!! He can't hurt you more that is why." I didn't let finish, I started to run outside the house to search for him

NO!! NO!!! Please Boo!! Don't leave me!! I'm wrong!! I'm can't live without you!! Please!! I know I'm selfish but please stay !!

"Booo!!! Mew!!! Booo!! Where are you!!! Where are you, Mew!! Please don't leave me!! Please stay with me!! BOO!!! Please!!" I repeatedly called his name but he is not coming!!! I feel weak and lost right now!! I can't lose him!! I was walking all over the seashore trying to call him but after a while, I finally drop the sand floor

He is gone!! He left me!! This is my fault. I just cried and cried and cried!! I can't blame anyone but myself. I pushed him away!! I push the only man who loves me!! I push the father of my children!! What am I gonna do now!!

"BOOO!!!!! PLEASE COME BACK TO ME!!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I STILL LOVE YOU!!!" I yelled. I feel so overwhelmed right now. I feel like I'm suffocating.

This is what you want Gulf right!! You pushed him away already!! You made him give up on you!! You lost him again!!
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After a while, I felt someone suddenly held my shoulder from behind then I heard him speak.

"I love you bii!! I will never go anywhere else without you!! I'm never gonna let you go again!! I love you!!" He said to me. I was so shocked upon hearing him but still, I tried my best to stand back up and turn around to see the person who just speaks.

I was so happy when I saw who it was!! I quickly jump myself into him and hug him so tight.

"BOO!!! IT'S YOU!!! YOU'RE STILL HERE!!! YOU DIDN'T LEAVE ME!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY FOR NOT BELIEVING YOU RIGHT AWAY!! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! PLEASE STAY BOO!! PLEASE STAY!!" I repeated say while I was hugging him!! I felt him hug me back!!!

"I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE BII !!! I'M SO SORRY IF I CAUSE YOU MORE PAIN!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME AGAIN BII!! I WILL DIE IF THIS HAPPENS AGAIN!!" I can feel the hurt in Mew's voice. It's my fault why he felt this way. I left him twice already. I let go myself from our hug and look at him

"It will never happen again boo!! I promise! I love you!! I love you so damn much!!" I smilingly said to him then I encircle my hands into his name. He just smiled while I was doing it.

"From now on!! No one is gonna run away anymore. Me, you, and our future children!! We are gonna be together forever!! I love you, Mew! I'm sorry for doubting you!! Never again I will do it boo!! I will always choose to trust and listen to you first!! No one can separate us ever again!!" I smilingly said to him!!

"Promise??" He smilingly asked him

"Promised!!" I smilingly answered him and the next thing I knew is that our lips met each other again!!

I held his nape more tightly to pull more closer!! I want to feel him more closer.

I missed him so much!! so damn much!!

To be continued

A/N

I have to cut it because the next scene is kind of a long which I can't cut in half.

Who craves a little smut scene!! Raise your feet!!

I hope I already paid for all the hurt I gave you for the last 10 chapter huhu

Love lots

WAANJAIMJORA