Author POV

"Are you sure my babies are okay Doc? He lost consciousness earlier!! Is it because of stress again!! God! this is my fault again!!" Mew frustratingly asked the doctor while rumbling his hair.

"Don't blame yourself, Mew, I know I've been blaming you this past week for all of this but I know now that none of this is your fault, this too!! We both know you don't want anything bad to happen to Gulf right?? Stop blaming yourself!!" Mild said trying to calm the nervous boyfriend of his bestfriend.

"Yes! Mr. Kirigun!! Everything is okay with Gulf, I think he was just exhausted that is why he collapsed, don't worry! I already administer an IV to him. Soon he will wake up!! Don't worry, your babies are okay! See!! We didn't need to bring him to the hospital. Just let him rest for a while then he will be okay!!" The doctor assuring Mew.

Mew who is still very concerned for his boyfriend, walk to sit at his bedside, held his hands, and repeatedly kissing it.

"I will stay by your side baby!! I'm not going anywhere!! I will try my best to make you believe in my love again baby!! I will do my best to make you stay with me again!! I already lost you so many times and I can't do that again this time. We are gonna stay together. Me, you, and our babies!! You are my family baby, Please stay with me!! Please!!" Mew sadly said as he caresses his boyfriend's sleeping face.

"Mew, I would like to apologize to you again!! I'm sorry for cursing and being angry at you!! I'm just really concern and hurt for my bestfriend. He is my only family that stay always with me no matter what so I can't help but feel responsible and protective over him!! I hope you understand." Mild sadly said as he walks and stops beside Mew. Mew lift his head to look at Mild

"I can understand your sentiment Mild, I can't blame you for being angry at me. It's partly my fault for not fixing everything as early as possible. I waited and waited because I thought it was the right thing to do at that time. I didn't know that it will come this and I will endanger the lives of the most important people in my life. I should have been more brave and straightforward, I should have told him everything right after I knew about. I was succumbed by my nervous and terror feeling for his reaction. I should have been more open to him maybe this doesn't happen." Mew sadly said Mild

"I can
know and understand you, Mew. I just hope Gulf will too!! I hope for everything to be okay between you too. I can see how much Gulf loves you and I know you do too. I hope everything works out for you especially you already have children! I don't want my godchildren to have a broken family you know!! Please fix everything with Gulf, not just for the sake of your babies but also for the both of you!! I know how much the two of you will suffer if you don't end up together. Gulf loves you so much Mew, Just please be patient with him. He is just hurt and confused." Mild seriously said to Mew as he held his shoulder too, to make him feel his support

"I know Mild!! I will never give up on our family Mild!! Never as long as I'm breathing!!" Mew firmly said to Mild

"That's my man!! Good luck Mew!! You will need it. Gulf is kinda stubborn sometimes if you haven't noticed it. Just be patient with him!!" Mild smilingly said Mew can't help but smile too, upon hearing Mild's word describing his love

"I know Mild. I know!!" Mew smilingly said.

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Gulf POV

I woke feeling so heavy, I feel like I slept for so many hours already that my back is hurting!! I usually don't sleep on my back anymore because of my growing stomach, because whenever I do, I woke up feeling this so much pain in my back.

I slowly caress my eyes to fully wake myself up, I lift my other hand and saw that there is an IV connected to me, Why do I have this? I tried to remember what happened, cause everything is still blurry for me then it hit me!!!

Mew is here!! He went to see me!! He found me!! He tried to talk to me but I was so angry at him then I tried to run away but I can't because I suddenly feel weird then I don't know what happens anymore.

Did I pass out?? I quickly sit up and tried to remove the IV that was attached to my arms. I've been in hospitals many times, I watched how nurses remove this kind of thing so I know how to do it. When I'm done taking out my IV, I was about to try and stand up to walk out of this unfamiliar room when the door open. I quickly step back!! I was afraid of who might it be. I was so relieved when I realized who is it.

"Mild!! You're here!!" I quickly stand on my feet and held my bestfriend!! I missed him so much!! I know it's not right that left him behind too but I'm confused that time.

"I missed you so Max!! I'm grateful that you are okay!! You worried the shit out of me you know that!!" He said when we let go of each other hugs

"I'm sorry Mild!! I didn't mean to scare you!! I'm just really confused!! I'm just hurt that I want to disappear and forget everything!! I just want to be myself!! I'm suffocating that time Mild!! I'm too hurt to deal with everything!! I'm so sorry, Please forgive me!!" I sadly to him, he then held both of my shoulders so that we can go back to sit on the bed

"I forgive you Gulf! You know I can never stay angry at you!! You are my bestfriend!! You will always be!! I just want you to please promised me one thing. Whatever happens in the future, whatever it is that you can't tell anybody else, Please tell me! I'm your bestfriend and there is no secret between us! Please don't make me worry again Gulf!! I would die if there is something bad happened to you and I have no idea about it!!" Mild worriedly said to me, I can't help but felt so loved by his words. I'm never wrong to make him my bestfriend. He is one of my family!!

"I promised Mild!! I promise it will never happen again!! I love you so much, my friend!! Thank you for always being there for me!! I'm thankful that you are my bestfriend!!" I smilingly said to him

"Me too friend!! Me too!!" He smiling said to him

"Now that we are settled, do you have a plan to settle things with your boyfriend!!" He asked me. He is still here?? I can't help but feel frustrated and slightly panic. Mild notice it.

"What??? he is here?? Get him out of here Mild!! Please!! I don't want to see him!! Please I can't see him!! He will just hurt me again!! Please Mild!! Please" I asked him. I can't see his face again!! I'm afraid I will collapse again!! He only brings me stress!! It's bad for me and my babies!!

"Max!! Don't panic!! He is here to tell you everything!! Please listen to him, he is not at fault here! Max, He is also just a victim to all of this!! Please hear him out!!" Mild keep on asking me!! What is there to talk about!! He will just lie to me!! I don't want to be betrayed again!! I can't deal with another lie!!

"No!! I can't!! Please just make him stay away from me as far away as possible!! Please!! Please!! I can't look at him anymore!! I don't want to see him!! Please Mild!! Please! Help me!! He is just gonna hurt me again!! I'm already healing!! I can't!! Please!!" I started to panic again!! I know I'm worrying Mild again but I can't help it!!!

I don't want him in my life anymore!! I can't!! I won't ever let him hurt me!!

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Author POV

Gulf is shouting inside the room, which was heard by Mew, Who is just standing outside the door waiting for Mild's signal if he can proceed and enter but after hearing the shouting voice from Gulf!! Mew can't help but enter the room

"What is happening!!" Mew worriedly said, there he saw Gulf is crying again. He immediately run to hold Gulf but the man just push him away which made Mew feels so shocked at the same time hurt

"GO AWAY!!! I DON'T WANT YOU HERE!!! YOU'LL JUST GONNA HURT ME AGAIN!!! I HATE YOU!! I HATE YOU!!! I HATE YOU!!! GO!! JOIN AND CONTINUE TO F*CK YOUR MEGAN!! I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE!! I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF AND MY BABIES!! YOU HEARD THAT?? MY BABIES!! GO AWAY!! PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" Gulf angrily said to Mew. Mild decided to leave them alone so that they can talk things out. He looked at Mew like he was saying, tell him everything Mew. Don't be afraid!! Tell him everything.

This time, it's only Gulf and Mew who are in the room. Mew went near Gulf again and for the third time, he drops on his knees again to be Gulf to listen to him. He heard Gulf's hand and looked at his eyes intently.

"Please baby!! Please listen to me!! I promise after this if you still don't want me!! I will not ask you again!! Your welfare is always gonna be my priority and if you still want me to stay with you, Even if it hurts, I will do it just for you baby!! I can do everything for you!! Please listen to me, baby!! Please I'm begging you!!" Mew keeps on begging Gulf, after a while his facial expression change and became solemn so Mew thinks that it's the right time for him to tell everything. Mew stands on his feet and fthe aces gulf. He guided Gulf to sit on the bed, he also sits beside Gulf who is just not looking at him. Gulf's face is emotionless right now which made Mew feel more anxious because he cannot read the face of his lover.

"First of all, I'm so sorry for not being there with you when Megan told you about her baby, I was with my dad that time because I'm losing my mind at that time, I don't know what to do. Megan just told me about her condition that same day. When she go tell you, I was with my dad to asked him his opinion and advice cause I'm confused at that time, I don't know what to do, I don't know how to handle that sudden news. I never knew that as she claims that there is something that happens between us that night because I was so drunk!!! I admit to talking with her at the mansion but baby!! I didn't ask her to go there, Remember, I'm waiting for her to come back so that we can talk about everything in person. I still consider her as my friend at that time that I feel that she still deserves for me to tell everything to her personally not just by mail or text message. But that day, that you are not home with me because you want to visit your dad in the hospital. She suddenly shows up at the mansion so I think at that time that it's the right time to tell her. I thought she was okay with it already, she said she was happy for us that's why I agreed to drink with her for the last time. I don't remember anything that time, I even thought I was with you!! Remember I called you asking you where you are and you said you are still with your dad. That's when I knew that I was just hallucinating things. I thought that everything finally okay!! Then she came, stating that I'm the father of her child which is a lie baby!! It's a lie." Mew firmly said, Gulf suddenly looks at him so much shocked in his eyes. Mew helps Gulf's hand more tightly.

"That's a right baby! It's all a lie!! Megan just claimed that I'm the father of her child even the truth is I'm not because she wants to have someone who can help her maintain her lifestyle!! She just wants my status baby!! Maybe she wants me too I don't care but the truth is nothing happened between us, baby!! That baby is not mine!! Please believe me, baby!! She is lyng to you so that you will do what you did !!! For you to leave me so that she can have me for herself. She is a crazy baby!! Please don't believe her!! Please!! come back to me!! I'm so lost and devastated when you were gone!! The time of my life stopped because you were gone!! Please come back to me, baby!! Please!!" Mew keeps on begging Gulf.

While Gulf is so confused right now. He doesn't know who to believe!! He doesn't know anymore!! His mind feels like it's gonna explode any minute. Gulf suddenly stand up

"Mew!! Please leave me for now!! I don't know if I can believe any of your words anymore. Please leave me!! I need to think!! I need to breathe!! Please, Mew!! Please!!" Gulf repeatedly said to Mew. Gulf still looks at Mew the same, he looks at him blankly!!

Mew doesn't have a choice but to comply. Mew can't help but sigh deeply as he closes the door for Gulf.

"Are we done?? Did I hurt him so much that he can't trust me anymore. Am I too late??" Mew sadly asked himself

To be continued

A/N

I'm back again Mi-Loves

I already got my phone back so expect a regular update now!! Thank you for being patient with me.

Love lots

Waanjai MJORA