Chapter 21

Mew POV

I'm so very happy about the wonders that I've got. We are having a baby for heaven's sake!! It's mine and Gulf's baby!! I can't ask for more but for us, Me and Gulf to be okay.

I and Gulf are currently here in his room. We have wheeled him back into his room, The doctor advises us to stay here at least overnight for his monitoring. He was dehydrated which is the cause for him to lose consciousness in the office.

He advises him to avoid stress, to eat plenty of food, and drink more fluid to avoid this from happening again. I have so many things to ask him, but I can't. I don't want to stress him. He may not say it directly but I know I'm the reason why he is like that.

We both just remain quiet for a very few minutes. No one is talking. I keep on glancing at him from time to time and so is he.

So much silence.

He was just laying in bed looking all over his room, sometimes I will catch him looking at me, and then he will look away. I think I need to start talking. I know he is hesitant so I need to start doing it myself.

I was about to talk when someone suddenly enters the room

"OMG!! Gulf!! what happen to you!! Why are you here again!!" Mild worriedly asked Gulf, He was with Champ, They were holding each other hand, I think they are finally okay. I'm happy for them, I hope me and Gulf can be like that too. I miss him but I don't know how to start. Mild then saw me sitting beside Gulf.

"YOU!! Are you the reason again why Gulf is crying so much for the past two days! You bastard!! You don't have the right to hurt him cause you don't know anything!! I know what he did is wrong but hurting him like this that causes for him to be in a hospital is too much!!" Mild angrily said to me, he was about to charge on me when Gulf stopped him

"Mild, Please stop!! It's only his fault. It's mine right?? so please don't do anything on him.." Gulf tried his best to sit up so I immediately help him. I guided him to sit up properly without moving his IV

"But...." Mild was about to speak but Gulf stopped him...

"Mild, please. Can we talk about this later, Me and Mew have to talk about our baby first. We haven't been able to talk yet so please...." Mild seems shocked about the news.. so he also still doesn't know about this?

"What?? You are having a baby?? but how?? what?? Your pregnant?? how the hell can that happen? You are a man right? wait your not a man?? No!! We always took a bath together when we are kids so I know you are a man so why?? How??" Mild seems to be so confused after hearing that Gulf is pregnant. How can he not?? I'm too but I'm trying not to burst out on Gulf cause he can't be stress. The doctor said it's the mortal enemy of a pregnant person.

"Mild. Please! Can you and Champ leave us alone for a moment? I need to talk to Mew. Please..." Gulf said to Mild

"But..."

"Please?? For me??" Gulf asked Mild again

"Okay! Okay! I will go out but you!! If I ever hear and see a single tear in Gulf's face because you hurt him again!! I don't care if you are the best friend of my boyfriend or the father of my soon-to-be godchild!! I will end you!!" The mild warning said to me.

"I won't I promise!! I won't ever hurt him again!! I promise.." I firmly said to him then he proceeds in going outside but he didn't forget to show me the finger sign that he is watching me. I can't help but laugh at him a little. He is very protective over Gulf.

Champ walk to me first and whispered

"Do good this time brother!! You both deserve to be happy!! Don't screw it and listen to him. Congratulations Best friend! You are so lucky to have Gulf in your life. You are going to be a father. We both didn't see this coming but I'm very happy for you!! Good luck Mew!!" He said then smirked at me

"We are just going to grab some food outside, I know you don't like hospital food.." Champ smiling said to us before walking to join Mild outside the Gulf room.

I just answered him with a smiled

He is now alone again and I know it's my time to prove my promises. I need to do the things that I should have done from the very start that we met again. I shouldn't have the big jerk and acted on my emotion.

I should have listened to him

"Mew... ahhh.. about my pregnancy.. ahhh... " Gulf started to speak something but I stopped him. I think I need to say this first to him. I know how worried and afraid he was right now!! I can feel and hear it in his voice. I need to ease it. I need to lessen his sufferings. I quickly stand from my chair then sit on the bed beside him. I help his hand tightly and looked at him intently. My heart is pumping so hard, my throat is so dry right now... He was about to speak something but I stopped him...

"Baby!! I need to say this first. Please listen to me. You have to know that whatever the reason for you to left me behind before is not important anymore. Actually, I don't care about it anymore not only because we are having our baby but most importantly because I love you so much!! My love for you is much more important than any reason. Actually earlier, before you collapsed I really want to talk to you and tell you that you don't have to tell me the reason why you left me anymore. I can wait until you can tell me about it. I will not force you anymore. I was wrong to ambush you with doubt, my hate, my question, everything. I should have remained calm and stayed with you because that's what you do if love someone. You have to be patient with your partner. I promised to trust you whatever it takes right and I admit I literally forget about it when you left. I succumbed to all the hurt feelings that I have when you left. I didn't give you the benefit of the doubt. I should have waited for you and now it causes for you to stress yourself and hurt my children. I'm really sorry baby!! I'm really sorry. I already told you right?? This is the first for me. You are my first love so I still don't know how to properly handle this kind of feeling and situation but I promise from now on baby!! I will do my best to do good this time. I promised to be more patient and trustworthy with you. I will never doubt you again baby!! I'm really sorry!! Please forgive me. I really you can still give me this chance to be in your life. To be in our baby's life because I don't think I continue to live without you by my side. Please baby!! Please.." I said to him.

He looked overwhelmed with everything that I'm saying right now that he didn't even speak any words for a few seconds. He just stared at me blankly which made me feel so anxious and afraid that he won't ever to accept me again. His hate for me is greater than before. I know I deserve it.

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He suddenly pulled me into a tight hug and started to cry like a baby!!

To be continued

A/N

Communication is one of the best ingredients when it comes to a successful relationship

Comment and Votes are so welcome.

Love lots

Waanjai MJORA

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