Mew POV

I thought after what happened to us earlier everything is gonna be okay. I tried my best not to give in to him but he was just there. God knows how much I miss him!! I miss him so badly that I slipped!! I just want to feel him. I want to touch him! I want all of him. I was high on my hope that everything is gonna be okay between us.

I just need to hear his reason!! I don't care how lame or small it is I just need some explanation from him because I suffered so much when he left me. I just want something and he still can't give it to me. I wonder what is it that he is having a hard time telling me. Am I that not important to him that he thinks he can just take advantage of me

I love him so much. I want him so much but I can't just let him play with my feelings. I can't!! I'm not someone who deserves to be treated this way!! I deserve better than this. They deserve more.

He keeps saying that he loves. He keeps saying that he is sorry but what is this!! Why does he treat me like this? Why!! Why!! I can't understand!

"Ahhhhhhhhhhh" I yelled so loud that I'm sure I will be heard all over the mansion

Here I am in my room destroying everything. I'm not really like this but he is making me act like this. He is changing the hell out of me!! He keeps on hurting me!! Am I not worth it for him!!

"Ahhhhhhhhh" I keep on destroying everything!! I don't care anymore. I'm hurt!! I'm fucking hurt. I don't know what should I do or think anymore!! I want my mom!! If only he was here. If only he is here to tell me what should I do!! he knows everything. I'm sure he knows what to tell me but he is not!! My mom is not here!!

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!" I was just yelling and yelling and yelling until suddenly my door opened up and revealed a man. I looked at him with my teary and sad eyes. He quickly runs into me and hugs me.

"God!! What happens to you my son!! What happen!! Why are you acting this way!! Why are you hurting yourself? See!!" He lifted my arms. I didn't realize that I was bleeding already. I was bleeding maybe because of the things that I keep throwing and some of those were glasses

"Your Bleeding son!! Martha!! Martha!! Get in here fast!!" My father yelled at someone which I think is one of our maids

After a while, a running woman came into my room

"GET THE FIRST-AID FAST!!" My dad yelled at her which she immediately complied. I just keep on crying in my dad's arms. I need this. I need him right now

"What happened, son!! Please talk to me!! I know you are not used to telling me things because you always had your mom but I'm here now. Please tell me. I can't see my only son be like this. Please tell me! I'm starting to get worried for you!! You never acted this way! You are the calmest person I know but what is this!! Did something happen? Please tell me!! I'm sure I can help." My dad sadly said to me. I lifted my head and look at him. I can see how worried my dad is for me and I hate it. I hate seeing him sad because of me. So I quickly wipe my tears away and try my best to calm down.

"It's nothing dad!! It's nothing!" I said to him then I started to walk away from him but he stopped me

"Nonsense!! You are just like your mom!! You never tell me things even though you are suffering. I know your suffering son!! I can see that in your eyes!! So please tell me!! I'm not going anywhere unless you tell me what is hurting you like this!!" My dad firmly said to me. I know this look on his face. He will always have this look whenever he and mom are talking about very important things. This look makes you give up on lying or hide things from him and just want to say everything.

I sign deeply before speaking again. He just remains looking at me seriously

"I met him again dad!! I met him again!!" I sadly said to him

"Who?? You met again who??" My dad confusedly said to me.

" I met the man who made me made me break my promise dad!! The man who changes my perspective about everything! I met him again! I promised that I will never love again because I'm afraid to be hurt. That I will only be hurt just like what's happening to you right now!! I know how much you love mom dad!! I know how much you are hurting that he was not here anymore. I know you miss him every single day! I am too but I can never compete on how much you are longing for him." I said to my dad. I saw how his mood changes and became sad. I'm starting to regret that I told him this

"I'm a sorry dad! I didn't mean to." I was speaking but he didn't let me finish

"Just continue son!! I'm not here for me. I'm here for you!! Tell me everything you feel right now!! I'm sorry!! If only I know you feel all of this, I may have done something much earlier but I'm here now. so please tell me. tell me everything. I will listen. I promise your mom that I will take care of you the way he takes good care of you!! I'm not that good as he is but I will start now son!! So please tell me." He tried to smile even though I know that he was hurting because I mention mom.

"I was afraid to be hurt bad, I don't want to experience what you are going through right now. I promise that I will never love anyone but you, myself, and mom. I already decided on everything dad but everything had shifted when I met him!! I love him. I love him so much I can choose to change everything in my life just to have him. I thought everything is gonna go well between us especially when he said that he loves me too. He said that he is willing to figure things out with me. I was so happy dad that I'm willing to risk everything just to have him but he left me, dad!! He left me hanging on his promises. he left me. I was so hurt. I was devastated. I was hopeless. I didn't know why did he leave me. He didn't give me any reason. I thought that it was over between us but then again I saw him again. I saw him, dad!! and again I was hopeful that it's gonna be like a second chance for both of us. But No!! He can't even give me a fucking reason why did he left me in the first place!! He didn't give a f*ck about my feelings dad!! What should I do that!! I love him so much!! I want him but how can I trust him if he not truthful to me!! What am suppose to do with that!! Please tell me cause I'm about to lose my mind already!!" I'm crying while saying this to him.

"Wait you love someone else. but thought you love Megan!! What about her?? I thought you are going to marry her." Dad asked me confusedly

"No dad, I don't love her. I'm sorry if I lied to you but I only asked her to marry me for our convenience. We need to secure the family legacy so I made up my mind to marry her, she knows about our setup clearly but she still agrees. It's gonna be beneficial to both family so we thought it's for the best but everything changes when I met him, dad!! I met the man that I never thought can turn my world upside down. He made me love him, dad. What should I do!! What should I do."

My dad looked so shocked about what I said to him but I know he understood me. I know, he knows that I did what I think it's right at that time. His face then changes and became serious.

"Let me tell you a story about me and your mom's son. We never had a chance to tell you how we start but I hope you will learn from this. Did you know that our love story started because of a simple contract? A damn contract to broke my Casanova's heart??" My dad smilingly said to me. I was shocked upon hearing it

"What? A contract?? But how??" I confusedly asked my dad.

"Listen carefully, son!! Here is what happen."

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For those who didn't know yet about the love story of Mew's parents. Please read my other book REVENGE TO MR. CASANOVA'S HEART: OPERATION.

I will not elaborate it here cause it's kind along hahaha

Still MEW POV

"So you see son Everything that happens between me and your mom is because of a contract to break my heart but sooner we learned to love each other deeply enough to not care for every bad thing that life is throwing at us. You know up to now I still regret hurting your mom. I didn't know everything back then son and when I do. I regret everything that I did to hurt your mom and it will never happen if only we have proper communication with each other. You see your mom is so afraid that I might hate him if I come to know the truth so he decided to hide the truth from me. Even his sickness at that time. He hid it from me to avoid me being hurt again. He did all of that to protect me. I'm not saying that it is the same case with you cause I don't know the whole story, Only he can answer that. I know you are hurting now son but I promise you!! It will only hurt more if you keep doing this. Go to him!! Ask him the whole truth. It may hurt you or not but at least you communicated. That is the most important thing between two people who love each other. Sometimes love is not enough. You have to trust each other. Take it from me son!! I already experience exactly like that and it nearly causes me to lose my mom that time. If I didn't still listen to him, I will never experience the most precious times that happen for both of us. We had you!! So please listen to me. Talk to him and this time. Be patient and wait for him to tell you the truth. Don't pressure him, son!! He will tell you that himself at the right time. I promise you that. Be patient son!! Don't lose this chance of love and don't ever be afraid because even though I'm hurting now because I lose the only love of my life. I will never change anything that happens in the past. I will never choose not to have your mom in my life just to save me from this pain of losing him because having him made my life meaningful. I hope you do the same son." He seriously said. I'm speechless after hearing what he said. I didn't know that My mom and dad experience all of that. They are so strong!!

I just continue to hug my dad. We both are crying!! I feel sorry for him, for my mom, for myself but most especially for Gulf.

My dad is right. If I want him in my life, I should be patient with him. I should be doing my best to save us.

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I then let go of myself from my dad and looked at him seriously.

"Dad, Please approve that partnership of that Accounting firm and Our Company. It not just because of my love for him but I know they deserve it that. I know the company will do their best for us. I know it!!" I seriously said to him. My dad seemed to understand what I want to say that he smiled so widely

"THAT'S MY SON! Good luck!! I'm rooting for you!!" He said to me then he proceeds in calling his secretary!!

I will fix this Gulf!!

I will fix us!!

To be continued

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I told you already, Tharn is gonna be a big part of this story!! This is the start.

What do you think will happen next.

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