Gulf POV

It's already in the afternoon. I overslept earlier because I'm so tired of all the things that happen the day before yesterday. I tried my best not to be pressured and affected yesterday after what happen in our last encounter but I don't think I can do that today again. Actually I really just want to stay in my hotel room and lock myself for a whole day but it seems that my very best friends have other plans already cause he is bombarding me with so many texts that I should meet him right now!!

It's already 4 in the afternoon. I know I'm wasted almost a day of my vacation just staying in bed the whole day but I don't care. After what happen!! I don't think I will be able to get up again but I don't really have a choice but to go out now because my best friend keeps sending me emoticons meaning he is doing his drama act again so that I will agree. Gosh! Why can't I say no to him?

I arrived at the restaurant that Mild ask me to go to. I don't know why he asked me to go here alone and ask if we can just go here together. Maybe he will go with his boyfriend again and of course, Mew is with him. God! Please no!! I don't have any confidence and energy with me today to think of a way so that I can avoid him.

I don't know what should I tell him after what happen./It's not that I can yell at him, Curse him, or even hurt him after what he did but No!! I cannot do that because.

I answered his advances too!! I kissed him!!

Gosh!! What the hell happened to me that I answered him. I kissed back. I touched him too!! He is not the only person at fault here. It's not that I'm angry at him for what he did but I need to sort my feeling right now.

He does too cause I know like me he is confused too. I can see that because if he ain't he will not be avoiding me too. He would be doing his best to talk to me and tell me what is the meaning of what he did but he is not so it's either he is not sure of what he is feeling or he can't tell me or I'm just assuming everything. I'm really confused right now.

I quickly scanned inside the restaurant but got shocked when I realized that this restaurant is empty.

Then I saw him.

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Mew is standing right there by the bar like he was waiting for someone.

I was about to turn around and attempt to just run away from this place but I heard him called my very name

" Gulf?? GULF? What are you doing here??" He asked me so I don't have any choice anymore but to turn around again and talk to him.

Gosh!! Why are you doing this to me. I really don't want to see him right now!!

Ground please just swallow me right now!! I badly want to disappear at this moment but what can I do. The next thing I knew is that the man whom I've been avoiding is here standing right in front of me

I pretended like this is nothing so I just smiled at him

"Ahh, mild asked me to go here. I don't know why but he did because I know this restaurant is only open during the night so. maybe I was in the wrong area. Maybe I should just go out and look for him." I said then I tried to turn around and go out of this place but he suddenly held my hand and stop me

"Gulf! Wait! I think I know why our best friends asked us to meet here." He said to me.

I turned around again and looked at him blankly

"And why is that?" I asked him

"I think we should talk!!" He said while looking at me sadly or confusedly or I don't know I don't understand him.

"Talk about what? we don't have anything to talk about everything is fine. Everything is okay. Sorry but I need to go out now because I have somewhere else I should be going too" I said to him then I quickly run away from him

I don't know where my feet are taking me into but the only thing I know is that I did arrive at some quiet place on this Island.

Most of the tourist is on the surfing area while I am on the other part. I was literally catching my breath already when I decided to stop. I've never run like hell like this my whole life but I don't have a choice.

I just want to get away with him. I can't face him.

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I GUESS LIFE IS REALLY MESSING WITH ME RIGHT NOW!!

"Gulf, Please stop running away from me. I'm sorry if I hurt or offended you for something. Just please stop running." He said to me

"I'm not running away I just have something to do and why are you apologizing to me. You didn't do anything wrong. " I said then I continue to run away

"Gulf! Please stop!! Please listen to me first!! I need to explain everything to you!! Please listen to me!! Please!!" I heard him calling me but I just continue to run away from him until I felt something is pouring into my body.

It's Raining!!

What should I do!! Next thing I knew Mew already grabbed my hand and started to pull me somewhere.

"WHERE ARE YOU TAKING ME!!" I yelled at him but he just keeps on pulling me. The rainfall has starting to get so heavy that our clothes are socked now with rainwater.

After a while of running in the middle of a heavy rain shower, Mew brought me into a simple bungalow house

"Why did you bring me here!! Are we trespassing?? OMG!! I don't want to go to jail!!" I said to him as I attempted to step out of the house but I was shocked when he suddenly hugged me from behind. I was stuck in my spot for a few minutes.

"What are you doing??" I confusedly asked him then I felt him resting his chin into my shoulders

"I don't know to Gulf!! I really don't know!! I don't understand myself anymore!! I don't know what is happening to me!! What are you doing to me!! Why are you making me forget all the things that I already decided for my life? Why are you changing me?? Why gulf?? Why?? I don't understand."

"What do you mean Mew. Did I do something to you? You are the one who is doing something to me you know that!!" I told him and attempt to turn around and face him but stop me by hugging me tighter.

"From the very first time that I met you! You have managed to change me. You turned my life upside down Gulf with your simple acts. Your smile, your looks, your sexy body! Your attitude!! All of you!! This is the first time that I'm feeling this. The first time that I don't know what is meaning of all of this. My heart is raising while I'm looking at you!! My eyes just want to remain in your direction. I want to always hear your laughs and voice. I want to touch you!! My body is longing for you!! I don't understand what I'm feeling right now but All I know is that I want you Gulf!! I want you so much!!" He said to me. I was shocked by what he just said to me. I quickly turned around and look at him

"What?? Are you sure about that?? Why didn't you tell me?? Why leave me hanging like this. I always tell myself that maybe you are confused after what happened to us the day before yesterday but what is this Mew!! Why didn't you tell me this and left me confused? You should talk to me." I said to him

"Because I was afraid Gulf!! I already told myself that I will never let myself feel this way to someone. I promised myself that I will never be in this position but all of those are disregarded when I met you!! You made me forget all of my promises!! I was afraid to feel this way gulf and I don't want to steer you on something that I am not sure about. I don't want to hurt you!!" He said to me

"but what do you think I'm feeling right now Mew!! You are confusing me.!! I'm like you!! I'm afraid to feel this way!! I tried my best not to feel this way!! Especially to a man like you!! We are both men Mew! That makes us more impossible Mew!! I don't want to be hurt!! I can't handle that! but you are confusing me!! You are changing me too!! I was waiting for you to explain why you did what you did to me yesterday but you didn't you left me hanging!! " Next thing I knew is that I'm crying!! I'm crying.

I feel like my heart is gonna explode any minute!! I'm so confused right now.

I felt Mew went near me and slowly caress myself to remove my tears away which made me cry more.

"You left me hanging!! You let me be confused on my own!! You should have talked to me!! You should have." I was still speaking but was shocked when Mew suddenly pulled my face into his and kisses me again for the second time, this is it! so solemn like he was just peaking on me then he let go and look at me

"I'm so sorry Gulf for making you confused like this!! I'm sorry!! I'm just really afraid but what I know for sure is that I don't want to see you like this Gulf! I don't want any tear flowing in that beautiful eyes of yours!! I promise I will fix this! I will not leave you hanging again!! I may not fully sure about my feelings right now but all I know is that I like you so much Gulf!! I want you!! I want you to be mine only!! I want you so much!!" He said while holding me on my waist

"Are you sure about wanting me, Mew? I'm a man you are a." He didn't let me finish but he just kissed me again.

"I don't care if you are a man or a woman gulf. It never matters to my parent and for sure it will never matter for us. All I care about is that you are Gulf!! You are the only person who made me feel this way. Only you!! I like you so much Gulf!!" He said to me, I looked at him intently straight in the eyes trying to find any trace of a lie but I don't find any. I can't help but smile so widely.

Like him, He is the only person too, who made me feel this way. He made me want to be brave. He made me want to risk everything for him. He is the only person who can make me question everything and make my heart beat so fast like this.

Only him

"I like you so much too!! So much!!" I smilingly said to him which made him smile so widely

The next thing I knew is that we are crashing each other lips for the 4th time.

I'm not afraid anymore.

Author POV

Gulf started to snake his arms into Mew's nape to deepen the kiss.

He snaked his arms around Gulf's back and pulled him closer.

They now share the most intimate and solemn kiss.

After a few minutes, Mew slowly pulled Gulf into the bed and made him sit on his lap without breaking away their kiss.

They started to open their mouths and welcome each other's tongues. They both savor each other sweetness. Their tongues are dancing while their hands are busy rubbing each other backs and body

It seems that they are in a different world and none of them wants to escape from it.

To be continued

A/N

I try my best to update today mi-loves but my head is bugging me again.

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