Liam was about to open the door. Well, he should just say it anyway, but what sentence should be put up first? “I broke up with Alisa. Surprise!” or “I bet you would be surprised to hear I broke up with Alisa.” Nope, it would be as if he was happy with that broken heart event.

“Crack!”- The door opened. To Liam’s surprise, the house was full with loud dirty music and girls dancing all over the place. Oh the boys just made it harder for Liam to tell. Who were those girls dancing with Louis anyway? Liam couldn’t even recognise one. He was pretty sure that Louis just randomly picked them on the street. That slutty boy!

“Liam babe, you’re back.” – Niall screamt out with his mouth full with food (again) as he walked out of the kitchen, hands holding a bowl of spaghetti. “You were nowhere to be found man, so we thought we would plan a celebration of the new house on our own. Come and join!”

Niall said as he directed Liam to the food he was holding. But Liam, on the other hand, walked away. Seeing people had fun while he was struggling just made it harder for him to breathe. He was in no mood for some silly party. And spoiling people’s fun by announcing bad things was no longer his priority. If they didn’t care about what had happened, let it be, he didn’t want to talk about it anyway.

“ Jump in nerd! It’ll be fun. Don’t just stand there.” – Louis invited after he had stopped snogging a girl, who in Liam’s thought was the ugliest he had ever seen. Her makeup was sooo… no that’s not the point…

Liam sat down next to Harry, who was having a conversation with some girls. He just wanted to ask whether Harry saw Zayn anywhere, since Zayn was not there, which meant he might be the one Liam should inform first. Well, he was just hoping Zayn would hug him, which was now what he needed the most. What the hell was he thinking about?! Damn it Liam, just stop!

“Do you see Zayn anywhere?” – Liam broke in, trying to get Harry’s attention, but he failed. He then thought about something else, hoping Harry to turn his head towards him. “I didn’t know that we were allowed to…” Failed again as Harry didn’t let him a chance to  finish the sentence.

“ Stop being so stiff Liam. Don’t act as if you were our mother.” Harry was pissed. The curly-boy didn’t like Liam talking rubbish to get Zayn’s location. He never did. And he turned back to his girlfriends, or should they be called that…!

Liam shook his head as he headed back to his room. He thought he should just die for the better. Today his heart was broken… TWICE. One was by Alisa and one was Harry. Harry had never talked to him like that before and maybe this was the most honest moment, since he was drunk and he spoke his mind.

“Crack!” – The door opened and Liam suddenly heard a groan inside. Zayn was in there with a girl. A NAKED GIRL. WTF? THEY WERE HAVING SEX. BULLSHIT!

“AHHHH!!!” – Screamt the girl, seeing Liam walking in. That should be concluded as a drawback of sharing the same room.

Zayn got up, putting his clothes on, face nonchalantly. How could he be so calm? Liam himself was frozen at the minute and he just… PUT HIS CLOTHES BACK ON? I mean… what the hell?

THE THIRD SHOCK TODAY WAS ZAYN. HE HATED IT THE MOST WHEN ZAYN FOUND A NEW GIRLFRIEND SO FAST AND NOW HE WAS OFFICIALLY ON HIS OWN. HE WANTED ZAYN TO BE RIGHT BESIDES HIM WHEN HE NEEDED. HE WANTED ZAYN’S CARE THE MOST.

“You should go now. I’ll call you later.” – whispered Zayn while he was kissing her neck.

The girl walked out happily in a blink of an eye. Zayn really knew how to flirt a girl and reject her at the same time. WOW!

Zayn faced Liam, who was now still frozen. Damn it THAT was close.

“Vas happenin? Are you sleepy, man?” Did Zayn try to be funny? Well, that was useless.

“What the hell did you just did, Zayn?” – Liam finally came to. Liam rose his voice. “What the hell did you just did IN MY ROOM?”

Licking his lips, Zayn was mad.“Firstly, that was OUR ROOM. Secondly, I guess you could figure out what we were doing, and if you hadn’t noticed, that called hook up. And thirdly, I thought you would bring Lisa home. I know you went out with her.” The last sentence, Zayn said with a calm and knowledgeable tone that he could come up with.

Liam should have fought Zayn back, that all the words the boy said was so mean, but just as he mentioned Alisa, Liam was taken aback. “Well I just wanna say… that is disgusting Zayn.” Liam walked to Zayn’s bed, seated himself and made bed for him, acting like he wanted to ignore answering the question. He now officially didn’t want to talk about that issue, to any of the guys, including Zayn… as if what he had seen was enough for today. “ I thought you were the most honest one among the guys. Y-you… disappointed me.”

 “ Not the main point Liam.” Zayn tried to stay out of the trouble. He noticed Liam’s painful expression and he knew, by all means, something had happened. He cared about the his brother. It was just … so wrong. “I thought you would bring Lisa here.” – Zayn took his step to his bed, knelt down on his knees and looked at Liam straight in the eyes.

Zayn’s eyes were hypnotic that Liam felt like he was falling and could barely breathe. He wanted to cry. Not because the breakup, because he was happy to have Zayn care about him. “We broke up.” Liam could no longer hold back. His voice was getting weaker and he could almost feel the tears streamed down his face.

Zayn had never seen Liam like this before. He was quite shocked. Liam had always been the one who protected everyone. He wouldn’t, couldn’t be so fragile. “Is it about the move?” Zayn suddenly realised the causation. Seeing the panic in Liam’s eyes, Zayn was then absolutely sure about what he thought. “Don’t worry. I’ll talk to her.”

“ NO, don’t.” Liam said in desperation. He had thought about it a lot and somehow, he thought breaking up might be for the best. “Just please don’t tell the boys, Zayn.”

Zayn’s eyes widened. Why? Why would Liam want to take this pain alone? And he realised. Liam had always been a caring, thoughtful person. He didn’t want everyone to feel bad. Zayn nodded. He couldn’t help but wanting to kiss the attractive boy next to him and protect him from all the hurt. How could he?

“Here.” Zayn patted on his shoulders. “ You can use this if you want.”

Liam leaned on Zayn’s shoulders a bit. It felt so good. Zayn’s broad shoulders were even warmer and more comfortable than Liam’s bed. “Thanks man.” Liam whispered. He loved this feeling. He wanted it to last forever.

Liam fell asleep… on Zayn’s shoulders. He wanted Zayn to embrace him so badly. He could feel it… in his dream, something hot on his cheek. And a hand sliping through his hair, moved to his chin, lifted it up. A small kiss, he dreamt, slowly took over his body. The tense from the lips, the way movement from the tongue, the smell… ZAYN’S SMELL, Liam noticed. All the excitement arrived the moment he realised he was dreaming about a guy, a friend, a brother. Liam let out a small groan… And before the deep sleep arrived, he could almost hear Zayn’s voice:

-         I love you Liam…

P.s: I love this chapter a lot. Things are getting hotter here! They finally KISSED! Maybe they did kiss several times in reality, but this still means a lot to me. AHHH…!!! I’ve been thinking about the name of this chapter. Should it be ‘Save you tonight’ or ‘Moments’. Then I thought about how much I love ‘Moments’ and made my decision! P.s.s: Sorry for calling Lou ‘slutty boy’ guy. I’ll make it up to you later ^^

Shut the door, turn the light off

I wanna be with you

I wanna feel your love

I wanna lay beside you

I cannot hide this even though I try

Heart beats harder

Time escapes me

Trembling hands touch skin

It makes this hard girl

And the tears stream down my face

…

You know I'll be

Your life, your voice your reason to be

My love, my heart

Is breathing for this

Moment in time

I'll find the words to say

Before you leave me today

P.s.s: Sorry for calling Lou ‘slutty boy’ guy. I’ll make it up to you later ^^