Burr POV

When Alexander came in. I was reading the school book. Jefferson told me that Alex likes to do everything in advance, so here it is!

I was nice to him, but I didn't smile. I hate it. I don't want to become his friend again and he stabs me in the back. !

But maybe if I stay nice with him, he will leave me alone and he will not bother me anymore with his friends? I don't know...I will do everything so that Alex leaves me alone.. EVERYTHING!!!

Since my parents died, I suffer morally and mentally. I am paranoid. I have to take medicine every day and when I forget them I feel bad as if something is piercing me. And I can't control my heart, my body and my actions anymore. I can say hurtful words.

The only one that can calm me down is my sister, Sally. I admire her so much. She is beautiful and intelligent. She made the happiness of our parents who hoped that I was like her ... I hope they see how much I give myself for them. Even if sometimes I want to join them.

I live at my uncle's and my aunt's, but they will never be my parents. My sister and James ... And now Thomas are the only ones who know that I mutilate myself.

When I was in high school, I was walking down the halls to get a call from a boy smaller than me. He was lost, so I helped him. He was kind, beautiful, funny. Everyone notices it. The opposite of me. I'm pretty ugly, I stay away (It depends on people) and nobody notices me.

One day, I don't know why, he rejected me, he didn't want to hang out with me, he laughed at me. And often when I tried to answer him, Hercules hit me. I don't know if Hamilton knows it, but I don't care. That's why I don't talk to him anymore.

If every time I defend myself, Hercules must hit me, I prefer not to say anything and go my way.

Every day I write my pain in my journal that I put under my pillow at home and in my dormitory.

Alexander POV

I lay on my bed, smiling like an idiot. I keep thinking of Aaron's beautiful face. He is so beautiful so mysterious. But I should not have...

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