Thomas POV

I leave my classroom, there is almost no one in the hallways today. James and Aaron have the same course, so I have to go back alone to the dormitory.

"Ronnie, I don't want to pretend anymore."

But that's James' voice!

"But you have to do it Jaja."

And that's Aaron's voice.

I approach by helping me with their voice. I see a frustrated James and a confused Aaron. What's happening ? I hide and watch them.

"When I did it Thomas almost killed me !!!" James shouts at Aaron.

His words hurt me in my heart.

"But he didn't do it on purpose," says Aaron in a soothing voice.

"Well, if you don't want to pretend, you just have to stay yourself, but pay attention to people's emotions. And-"

"Thank you! I'll be careful. "James cuts him off and takes his hand and smiles.

What are they hiding? Maybe they go out together and they don't want to tell me. After what I did .... I knew he wasn't going to forget.

Tears begin to fall from my cheeks. Why do I always cry for him? I must calm down. Maybe that's not what I think. But he was angry with me. I'll talk to him after.

«JAAAAAMES!!!» A girl jumps on James.

He releases Aaron's hand to catch it.

"Dolley!" He squeezes his embrace.

They are moving away. The girl James calls Dolley puts his hands on James' shoulders and gives him a kiss on the cheek.

What's happening?

"Thank you, James!" She says to him, gently taking her hand.

"You're welcome, rayon de soleil ." She smiled.

"What does that mean?" The confused girl asks.

"I will not tell you," He laughs. She pouted.

I know what it means "rayon de soleil". It means sunshine.

I can't stand this suffering anymore. I decide to leave.

Aaron and James don't go out together, but James already has someone. I dry my tears.

* Time skip *

I enter my dormitory looking out the window thinking about what James said.

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