The video is a meme I made.

Thomas POV

What does he mean about "start again"?

"Have you ever done it, Aaron? ... And now that's because of me?" I ask, stunned. He shakes his head quickly.

"It's because of my cousin?" Asks James. Aaron hesitates, but he nods.

"And it's friends," Aaron finishes.

"WHO ARE THEY?!!"

"I'll tell you at school."

He nods. Aaron gets up quickly despite the pain in his wrists.

"Bye ... Oh! ... And Thomas?" I look at him confused.

"Y... yes" I stammer.

"We'll have a little talk." He says with a smile. I swallow my saliva and nod my head.

He leaves me alone with James. I go to the dining room to look at the flowers in the middle of the table followed by James. He didn't lie. These are fake.

"Thomas, I'm really sorry I didn't tell you about my allergy," I shake my head.

"No, it's up to me to be sorry to put it away, but why didn't you throw them away?" He fiddles with his hands nervously. He looks elsewhere.

"Do you know I told you how much I love flowers?" I nod.

"I'm not sure you can understand, but for me it would hurt me to throw your flowers, when they are absolutely beautiful," He says, weighing heavily on his words. I nod, disappointed in my actions.

"And besides Aaron ..." He can't continue his sentence, so I just nod.

"I just wanted to tell you that I'm not gay. I saw how much you were beating when you thought I was going out with Aaron. " My heart is breaking. I really have no chance with him. I wanted to cry.

"OK. I'm going to my room, " I say. Just before, I'm hugging. I don't wait for a return but he puts his arms around me. I smile a little and we separate from hugging.

"Haha! You like cuddles to what I see. " He says with a smile on his face. Why? I hurt him and he...he smiles at me...he's a wonderful person...but.... he doesn't love me.

James goes to the kitchen.

I walk quickly to my room. It doesn't matter anyway I can have all the girls I want. I don't need him. He isn't gay...and me neither!

Third POV eye

Thomas doesn't understand that he really fell in love with James Madison. He doesn't understand that he can't replace it with someone else.

Burr POV

Luck! There is no one in the corridors. I walk briskly and enter my dormitory. I'm so lucky Alexander isn't here. I don't hear anything. I hurry back to the bathroom to change sweaters and wipe the blood off my wrist and put bandages on. After putting on my own sweater, I open the door to meet Alexander's eyes.

"Burr, what were you doing outside?" Asks Alex. Shit! He is there I thought that because there was no noise I could have breathed, usually he comes with his friends very noisy that prevents me from reading. I don't answer him. Thomas told me not to answer him. I go into the kitchen while ignoring it.

* Time skip * (In Burr's room)

Thomas POV

"Why did you do that to James? You hurt him with your words! " Aaron says, pacing.

"I..." He cuts me off.

"Just because you thought he was dating me ?! Stopped!! I'm sure he thinks you're homophobic, " He says, disappointed in my actions and questioning.

"But I'm not," I'm murmuring.

"It's not what you show him. What did you tell him exactly? "

"That...that...you...a...and James...disgust me..." I says, looking down at my feet.

"What?" He widens his eyes. He squeezes his hands, but calms down quickly.

"Listen I just wanted to say he's very shy and doesn't like to stay with a lot of people except his friends and he's very sensitive, so be careful next time." I nod.

"Okay. Bye! "He smiled at me with a wave of his hand. I do the same thing and go out to reach my dormitory. Aaron's smile shows he looks happy, but after what I've seen, I know that's not the case

Alexander POV

I saw Thomas get out of Burr's room. What's happening?

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