Chapter 4

Harry *POV*

"W-what?" Louis' mouth falls open.

"You heard me." I snap at him.

"H-How? .. Wait .. You're lying?" Louis says.

I feel a sob slip from my mouth before a few tears fall. I shake my head looking down with my feet going pigeon toed.

"Wait.. This is the truth? How is this even possible?" Louis asks not moving from his spot.

"You- I- forget what I said." I mumble before turning around. I begin to walk from Louis and he grabs my wrist.

"Don't leave Harry.. Tell me. How are you pregnant? Were you warped or something?" He asks.

W-warped?

"Warped?" I ask my voice cracking. I pull from his grasp and he grabs me again.

"That's not what I meant.. It came out completely wrong." He apologizes.

"Do you think of me differently now?" I ask and tears fall down my face.

"What? No baby.. It came out wrong.. I'm just confused.. Last time I checked men can't have children?" Louis pulls me into his chest and I look up at him.

"W-when I was b-born I-I-"

"Shh.. Calm down.. Take your time baby." Louis kisses my nose.

"When I was-" I take a deep shakes breath calming down before continuing. "When I was born I was born with male and female parts... When.. When we were uh.. You know.. We uhmm-"

"I understand continue." Louis soothes caressing my hair.

"You remember we tore something? You.. You tore through the lining of those female parts in me.. And so now we are pregnant." I mumble.

"Wow.." Louis says thinking it over.

"I'm sorry Lou.. I didn't mean to I-I didn't know it would-" I am cut off when Louis kisses me softly and wipes my tears away with the pads of his thumbs.

"Shh.. I'm not mad baby.. I'm happy actually.. Surprised but I'm not mad." Louis says pulling away from the kiss.

"Your not weirded or grossed out?" I ask my voice cracking a bit.

"No babe.. Not at all.. Your my Hazza I love you either way." He says and another sob comes from my mouth.

"Louis I'm scared." I let myself cry as I hold him closely.

"Don't worry Harry.. I won't let anything happen to you or our baby.. It's going to be okay." He says as he picks me up carrying me bridal style into his bedroom.

"Can you get the books under my clothes in my closet?" I ask.

"Of corse darling." Louis says as he walks out to my room. I wait for a bit and Louis comes in looking through the three pregnancy books.

"You bought books?" Louis asks.

"Dad bought them for me- well us." I say and Louis smiles handing me them.

"So.. Your going to read to me tonight?" Louis asks climbing on the bed with me and looks down at my stomach. I don't answer as he pulls my shirt up and his cold fingertips run along my belly and he looks up at me. "Ours."

I put my hand on his which is on my belly and say, "ours."

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"Will you read to me now Harry?" Louis asks after I made him give me a foot massage.

"Okay Lou come on up." I say and he giddily comes up and lays with me. I open the second book about how to raise and decide to start from the beginning.

Louis pulls me into his chest and rubs my stomach lightly as I read through the book. I finish the book and Louis smiles at me.

"How are you feeling baby?" Louis asks.

"I'm good Thank you." I mumble. "Really scared still.."

"Babe look up at me.." Louis says.

"Mhmm?" I look up and Louis kisses my nose.

"You don't need to be scared.. I will hold your hand through it all.."

"It doesn't help Lou.. Thank you.. But I don't want this Lou.. Not inside me.." I sniffle wiping my eyes.

"Baby.. It's going to be okay.. I won't let anything happen.. I will be there with you through it all." Louis says kissing my lips in a short small kiss. "I love you Harry.. You don't have to be afraid.." He gives me another peck.

"I love you too Louis." I put my hand on his neck and bring his lips down to mine.

He holds me closer and smiles into our kiss, "we will still go to school yah?"

"I will.. The baby isn't due for another 9 months." I giggle and Louis smiles kissing my nose.

"That going to be in February or march." Louis says kissing my nose again.

"You betcha!" I smile and Louis chuckles kissing my lips once more.

"Bed time for my pregnant babe." Louis kisses me on my forehead and puts the books on his side.

"Louis." I groan.

"What? My prince can be spoiled by his boyfriend?" Louis asks.

"Mmf." I mumble into the pillow as my eyes droop.

"That's what I thought." Louis kisses the back of my neck as he spoons me and holds me close. "Night babe."

"Night Lou Lou." I pull my head from the pillow to say before dropping back into the comfortable abyss.

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