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I turned off my phone...

I'm in love with a criminal....

And the worst criminal out there...

Tords POV

Why was I acting so weird around y/n? I couldn't scare her, I didn't want to. I didn't want to be stern with her either, that would have just made my headaches worse if I was mad or annoyed. Ugh, just what the hell is wrong with me? Why can't I be the leader I'm so post to be around everyone? What makes her so special anyways? I don't like her...?

I just let all the thoughts run though my mind. I couldn't think straight. I was thinking in just rapid zig-zagged lines, nothing is helping.

I turn my chair around to face the large window behind my desk and chair. It was just a view of the border around the base, and the forest ahead of it. Nothing too special, but I get to watch my troops train down below there.

I just try to calm myself, just look out the window; and everything will be fine.

I starred out the window.

You know how some people get lost in thought while looking out a window? That doesn't happen to me. Yes I was lost in my thought facing away from the window, but I just like to focus on details on what is ahead of me. It's honestly important for me to pay attention to detail. If I find one flaw, I immediately fix it. No exceptions.

Now thinking of flaws and details. I have a flaw. But I don't know what it is, deep down I know I have one and I just can't think of it.

Is it that I lost my arm?

Is it that I'm not like others?

Is it-... it's y/n.... she is my flaw...

But how...?

Y/n POV

I was sitting in the living room with the others. After yesterday, learning and getting smacked with information that was a lot to take in. I don't even know if this guy- or Mr. Davis is a worker or spy for Tord. Who knows.

"Hey guys, what do you want to do?" Edd asked looking at all of us. "No clue Edd." Tom said bored. "Can we go to the beach? I need to take pictures for my Instagram" matt says looking into a mirror.

"That's not a bad idea matt" Edd says and got up. "Guys let's go to the beach! It's been a while!" Edd says. "But matt, I don't think people would be able to see you in your photos" Tom says smirking. I got toms joke and started to laugh, "good one tom" I said. "What do you mean Tom?" Matt asked Tom. "Am I a vampire again?!" He asked looking back into the mirror and sighed with relief.

"Oh hush guys, let's get ready now" Edd says going off. "Wait Edd!" I said and sighed as he already went to his room. "Isn't it too last minute to go now??" I asked but Matt shakes his head no and ran off to his room.

"They are such idiots" Tom sighed as I agreed with a nod. "But lets go anyways before Edd gets all pissed off at you and I for not getting ready" I said as I got up. I then went off to my room and went to look for my swimsuit.

I sighed as I just remembered everything of mine was destroyed in the "incident". Sweet. Now I can't get a better tan, not like I really cared though.

I decided to change into a tank-top and shorts. I put my (f/c) sandals on and grabbed my phone and book to keep my entertained. I looked at myself in the mirror and grabbed my sunglasses that were on my dresser.

I walked out of my room and made my way downstairs.

"Oh y/n! We were just about to call you down" Edd says with a chuckle. I rolled my eyes grinning, "I don't take too long to get ready"

"Why aren't you wearing a swimsuit?" Matt asked looking at me away from his hand held mirror. "Well all my stuff got destroyed, I don't know how'd I have one already. How do you guys have one anyways?"

"Well I snuck in when you guys weren't paying attention and got a few cloths" Tom shrugged. "I got these recently, I forgot what day though.." Edd says putting a finger on his chin. "Uhhhh...." Matt says looking back into his mirror.

"Never mind what I said, let's go" I said grinning and walking past them to the door. I opened it and stepped outside and made my way to the car. "Shotgun!!" Matt called out. I sighed, he always gets shotgun; but I can honestly care less if I sit up front.

Toms POV

I made my way to the car and waited for y/n to get in first. Edd hops up into the drivers seat and started the car as u made my way in and it next to y/n.

I still liked her... badly... yes I told her I respect her choices... but just the thought about her liking Tord still, it just bothers me and made me more eager to protect or be with her. I just want to show that dumb commie that y/n deserves a guy who'd respect her more and doesn't play you on. Ugh, I just want to try and change her thoughts about him....

Y/n POV

I looked out the window, watching as we approached the beach. Thoughts about what Tord could be or what he can do pestered though my head. I might have to see a therapist about my constant thoughts...

I sighed closing my eyes softly. I just tried to relax myself. But nothing helped.

Constant thoughts about him. Constant thoughts about what he could do. Constant thoughts about will he ever change.

There is just way to much on my mind... I'll probably just talk to a friend of mine who is a therapist. He could maybe help.

BUZZ BUZZ

I got a text and looked down at my phone.
'Be careful. He is where you are going.'

Ugh, that Mr. Davis guy... I don't care. I'm just going to use the beach to help calm myself. Clear my thoughts, clear my mind of everything.

Once we stopped I got out of the car and took a deep breath in. I don't know why but just the smell of the beach was nice and soothing for me. I looked out to the water, hearing the waives bush up against the shore. It was quite nice to listen to.

"Ok guys! Let's go pick a spot!" Edd says holding two large umbrellas along with Matt holding a few chairs for everyone. "I'll go pick one" Tom says going off.

Tom picked a perfect spot that's close to the water but not close enough to get wet or feel any splashes.

Edd and Matt set up everything and took off their shirts since they were wearing their swim trunks already. Tom did the same. I watched him from the corner of my eye, he has been acting a little bit off today. But that's Tom for ya.

"Hey guys, I'm going to go get some drinks" Tom says. "Oh I want to come!" Matt says. "I'm going to see if they have any cola" Edd says. They all went off. I didn't even have the chance to ask for anything. I wasn't thirsty at the moment so I'll be fine until then.

In sit in one of the beach chairs and closed my eyes. I tried to focus on the sound of the waives hitting and gliding across the sand. I took off my Sandals to fell the sand too.

This was definitely nice. The beach had no one there either so it was nice and quiet, just the ocean making the soothing sounds.

I don't get how Tord was here. Tord was that type to go to the beach often, but that was only if the others went too and that was so many years ago.

I opened my eyes again softly and sighed. I looked around and immediately froze seeing him. I hate jinxing myself, but I just did. Tord was here. And with the same two people.

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I have a short little funny poem;

Roses are red
Tomatoes are too
If you leave
Microwave
-LB5538

Lmao, I just came up with that on the spot. But hoped you liked this chapter. It's hard limiting my writing on chapters, I almost got carried away 😂 -LB

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