(WARNING: slight smut)
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Tom was just in his room playing Susan. He was mad and upset. Mad at Edd and Davis and upset about y/n. He was really worried and just wanted her back to see her face again. Tom quietly started to sing while playing the guitar, it was a song that he knew y/n loved hearing him play.

Y/n POV

I can't believe what I did that night with him. No we didn't get to the third base. Was just started at first base and went to second with kissing... nothing sexual thankfully. I don't completely trust him with that yet, or I don't know if I ever will.

I hate how I gave in so quickly, it's like I was just melted into his touch and kiss; it was too hard to pull away. Especially when he was a good kisser, which is surprising. I know I kissed him a few times at the house, but I didn't really go down and really, really, kiss him. He just got me by surprise.

I sat at the desk in my average sized room. I couldn't really decorate it the way I want it to since I can't go outside the base; I'd rather just not go outside of this room either. Men and women walking around with dangerous guns in their side pocket or on their back; it's pretty terrifying.

I was sketching a little, it gave me something to do as I let my phone charge. Sketching always reminds me of Edd, he always helped teach me how to sketch people, animals, plants, he showed me a lot.

I stretched slightly and quickly looked at the door as I heard a few gentle knocks on it. I sighed turning the paper over and walking over to the door, "who is it?" I asked looking down at the handle of the door.

"It's me, Tord.." I heard Tords voice say in a tone I've never heard from him before. I unlocked both the locks I had on the door and opened it. I looked up at him and he looked down at me, "Can I come in? I need to talk to you..." he says in the same tone I've never heard.

"What is it you need to tell me? You can tell me right here." I said watching his motion closely. "No one can hear what I have to say, it's either I come in there or you come to my office on the other side of the base from here." He says a bit more seriously. I sighed moving out of the way. I watched him go in at sit at my desk, I saw him look at the paper and turn it over.

I shut the door and went to sit on my bed "put that down please..." I mumbled loud enough for him to hear. "I'm just looking, you are really good," I blushed slightly to the complement. "Thanks, Edd taught me." As soon as I said Edds name he put the paper down and looked at me. "Alright, I so back to what I need to tell you. Do you know a man named 'Mr. Davis'?" I rose brow quickly. "Uh... yeah..." I said quietly.

I saw his eye widen and mutter something In Norwegian, "listen to me and trust me; don't ever talk to him again." He said seriously. "What? What do you mean by that?" I asked, "is it because he knew my dad? Or you just saying that so they don't know where I am?" I asked.

"No, none of that. He takes advantage of you. Damion is his real name, he used to work with my dad until he killed him due to my dad not giving him what he wanted." Tord says, "this was when I was 14, he goes and helps people. But in the end he hurts you." Tord sighed looking at me the whole time.

"How am I do post to trust you?" I asked, "what if you could be lying?"

"I wouldn't lie to you after what we did that night." Tord says seriously and quickly. I paused and sighed, "that doesn't mean anything..." I said quietly. "But you said I did," Tord says back. "Well then I never agreed." I simply said back.

"Are you serious..?! After all I've said, after all you said, I thought we would have built a trust! All I'm trying to do is protect you and get the person I used to love most back in my life! Yes I fucked up a lot and did shitty things, but we learn from our mistakes!" Tord says sounding a bit mad now. I flinched just slightly when he raised his voice, it scared me to be honest. But I blushed to the part when he said he loved me.., "loved me...?" I asked quietly. "Yes! For the love of god I fucking loved you so much, that's why I always tried to be there before I had to go!" Tord said again but not as loud as before. "Then why didn't you tell me?" I asked slightly wanting to push him into to telling me things. "I didn't tell you because I thought you liked Tom. I knew Tom liked you for so many years, but I did as well. I always tried hard to get you and just be there for you but you always went for him! I don't understand how unobvious I was for liking you, it was completely obvious!" I saw Tord soon stand up.

"I'll just leave if you are going to be this uninterested in me trying to protect you..." I saw him head to the door. I felt horrible honestly because.... I love him too...

"Tord... don't go.." I said quietly. I got up and went to him hugging him tightly from behind. "I'm sorry..." I said quietly. "I'm just.... I just...." I sighed letting go of him as he turned around and looked down at me. "I just have issues with trust right now...." I looked the other away slowly. "No I get it. But I'll just leave if you don't want me near you. Will that make you happy?" Tord asked. "No I don't want you to leave-" "but you are acting like you want me to go." I sighed once again. I didn't like when people interrupted me but I didn't want to argue with him. "Tord please...." I said softer, I gave him my puppy eye look.

I saw him stare at me for a couple of seconds and sighed. "Fine...." he says and goes to sit back down on the on my bed. "I've been doing some thinking... I might consider on being with you... like relationship together.... if you want.." I said telling the truth. I saw his eye widened a bit, "really?" He asked looking a bit happy. I nodded and that's when he gave me his old warm smile that always made me melt for him. He still up and walked to be and gave me a tight hug. I hugged back of course but made sure to be carful of his side since it was still wounded.

"Let's keep this a secret... I don't want anyone to find out yet because... the leader rules are once you find a lover I would have to start a family asap with you so the kids could take over my spot when I pass. I don't want to rush things that's why I want to do that" Tord explained you me. I nodded, "how long should we wait..?" I asked. "We should wait until Damion is gone. Like dead." He said seriously. "Oh.. ok" I said softly and still stayed in his arms.

Third person pov

The two soon slowly separated and looked into each other's eyes. "I always miss looking into your eyes... you are so beautiful, you know that?" Tord says softly cupping y/n's cheek. Y/n blushed, she was surprised that this was happening so quickly but she didn't really care due to her already really liking this, so this was like heaven for her and him; except in a hell like place for outsiders.

The two continued to stare at each other. It wasn't awkward, it was more like surprise and speechless. Tord was Shirley surprised that she is finally seeing the good in him again; that's what he wants her to see at least. Tord only really cared about family or people that have gotten into his heart like y/n did. That even took y/n a while to do without knowing it over the years.

Tord cups y/n's cheek as they continued to gaze into each other's eyes. Tord soon broke their speechless silence, "I love you.... I really do..." he says. Y/n smiles gently placing her hand over his hand that was on her cheek, "I do too..."

Right after y/n said that Tords lips met hers into a sweet and passionate kiss. Tord wraps his injured arm around her, it was robotic but it was still connecting to all his nerves and everything else.

Y/n gently wraps her arms around his neck and softly pulled him closer to her. Tord pulled her closer while deepening the kiss, he slowly leads her to the bed to lay her down to be on top. Y/n let's him lead her as she wanted this.

Tord soon lays her down and got between her legs to get as close as possible to her as the kiss became more heated. Tord parted away for air for a few moments. But he then asked, "is this what you want..?" He asked panting just slightly; short soft breaths. "Tell me when to slow down or continue" Tord says and y/n nodded.

Tord was about to go to her neck and start on that, but then his phone began to ring. Because being a leader of the biggest army, he had to immediately respond. Tord pulled away saying, "one second I have to take this..." he sounded a little annoyed that a stupid phone call interrupted his session with y/n. But y/n didn't mind as she was quite patient.

When Tord looked at his phone he sighed swung it was pat but it was never really a good sign when pat has to call him and not text. Pat usually texted Tord about other things but only calls when it's urgent.

Y/n sits up and watched Tord as he put his phone next to his ear, "yes soldier?" He asked using his thick accent. Y/n really enjoyed hearing the accent.

"Sir we've detected that some alarm systems are shutting down. The camera department is freaking out due to some of the security deployments that were never meant to be disabled just got disabled," pat explained to him. Tord sighed pinching his temple slightly, "give me about 20 minutes, I need to finish something. Until then send groups C, D, E, and F out to go check those areas up and down. If anything else that majorly needs me call me again" Tord ends the call from then still using his thick accent.

Tord looked back over at y/n. He goes back over, "we are going to have to do this quick if you want to go that far," Tord says as he was now back on top of her. "It's ok, I wasn't planning on going that far, far yet... if you don't mind..." y/n spoke. "Yes of course, just let me know when to stop ok?" Tord says going back down to her neck.

Tord began to kiss around her neck softly. He gently rubs her sides but also made sure she was comfortable too. All Tord was focused was making y/n more in love with him so he was able to get her trust back with him.

Y/n let out quiet noises that just made Tord more eager to get more out of her. He didn't rush it though he slowly got a bit more rough on her neck. Tord began to nip some sensitive spots he found to get her reaction. Y/n would let out very quiet moans to that that drove Tord absolutely insane to hear. But he kept that in his mind and not physically.

Y/n held onto Tord tightly as she leans her head back from the soft pleasure. Tord continues to be easy on y/n, making sure she was ok every now and then.

Tord soon took a bigger step and started to lift her shirt, "can I..?" Tord asked quietly. Y/n nodded and helped him take it off. Y/n began to unbutton Tords over coat time his uniform as they soon kissed again as they worked on undressing each other slowly. Tord played with y/ns bra a little just struggling to get it off but after a short moment he unclips it.

Tord pulled away slowly taking off her bra while doing so. Y/n looked up at him panting slightly, the way y/n looked at Tord made him blush. "God you are just as beautiful as I remembered..~" Tord says looking directly at her and not her chest region to be respectful.

Tord soon got his upper uniform off. Y/n was very impressed for how well toned and built Tord was. A lot more muscle and very visible abs and V line. Tord noticed y/n and smirked leaning down next to her ear, "like that you see?~" he asked in a low sexy whisper in his thick accent. Y/n felt a pleasing chill go down her spine. Y/n leans up closer to Tords ear and whispers back, "I wouldn't be looking if i didn't~" y/n spoke in a low sexy voice.

Tord hummed a low chuckle and made his body closer to hers to where they were chest to chest. "There is much more you can stare at, but unfortunately I can't go that far~" Tord says teasingly nipping her ear lobe.

Tord then went back to her neck and kissed every spot possible. Tord made one hickey at least every 5 kisses he gave and he made them small knowing she wouldn't want them there for that long.

"Make them more visible..~" y/n moans out slightly feeling how gentle he was being. She wanted him to be more rough on her, bite her neck if he could. But y/n soon said this, "please...~ please do more..~" y/n begged quietly. Tord blushed and smirked more to this. "What was that?~" Tord asked in a low sexy voice again. "Please do more to me~" y/n says more clearly.

Tord took a bold step and moved his hands down to her breasts. He gently caressed both of them and his kisses travels down her neck to her collar bone. Tord began to make marks on her, but not too many. He massaged her breasts slowly making sure she was ok with this. Y/n was absolutely loved what he was doing, she began to feel heat in her lower regions which made her much more needy for him.

Suddenly Tord heard his phone ring and he pulled away to answer it, but he kept massaging one breast so she continued to feel pleasure. "What is it now?" Tord asked in annoyance.

"The four groups came back and only one of them has found a bug-chip on some of the security systems. The security department needs you there right now due to other things that are going on." Pat says. Tord sighed pausing for a moment. "I'll be there in a few minutes...." he says in a low growl showing that he was definitely pissed off about this.

"What's going on?" Y/n asked sitting up looking at him. "Someone who isn't so post to be in the base is in the base" Tord says in annoyance. He was just annoyed that all this stuff is happening at this moment when he was in the middle of something. "But I also don't want to leave you and what I've started.." Tord says to her.

Y/n brought him down so she could kiss his cheek, "it's alright, we can do this later tonight or tomorrow if it makes you feel better?" Y/n suggests to him. "No you don't have to say it like that, it's really what you want" Tord says.

"I... just go do what you need to, I don't want to be in the way" Y/n says softly. Tord sighs softly but went to quickly get his upper uniform back on. Y/n gets up and pulled him into one more kiss. Tord was surprised but kissed back slowly. Tord held her waist close to his body holding the kiss there not wanting to break away.

Y/n wrapped her arms around his neck pulling him closer too. She had to go on her tip toes so Tord didn't have to hunch over too much. Tord slowly pulled away and looked into her eyes. "I love you..." he says gently. "I love you too...." y/n says slowly taking back her arms from them being around his neck.

Tord soon walked to her door, he looked at her with a soft smile before he opened the door and left shutting them door behind him.

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DAMN that was a long chapter. But I'm deciding that I won't give myself a limit to 1,000 and a little over words Bc it's way to hard to write a chapter without it having a awkward ending. But I hope you like this chapter Bc I loved writing it.

I'm so sorry that it took me a while to publish this chapter too. Things are still hard and my mom is being difficult with everything that is going on. The only good news I have about what's going on is that I will live with my dad when this is all over and not my mom. I'm still going to be publishing chapters really late due to me not being on wattpad not as often as I used to be Bc of school.

But thank all of you for understanding my situation and I promise that I will be publishing chapters on a normal schedule when this is all over. Thank you again for reading this book, I don't really think it's too good but I'm glad that most of you like it! -LB

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