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"I love you more," Tord said after kissing my head. I smiled kissing his cheek back. I closed my eyes to relax once more. "Cute-mess," I heard him say once more. I laughed softly and rolled my eyes, "whatever," I giggled softly.

Y/n POV

After we got out of the bath, Tord got redressed and gave me some of his clothing to wear.

We both sat down on his bed and he looked at me. I looked at him in the eye just preparing for the worst.

"Y/n.. do you want to go back to the others?" I heard him ask. I froze. This was something I didn't think he'd ask me. "I- well-... um.." I stuttered. I wanted to see them but i didn't know how to explain it without hurting his feeling.

"You dont want to be here do you?" He asked once more. His tone slowly began to change. "Yes I do.. I just.. I just want to be able to see our friends-" "they aren't my friends anymore y/n.." I stayed silent when he cut me off. He looked away and stared at the floor as I continued to look at him. "Tord I just wan to be able to see them but also stay with you..." I said. I sighed softly after he did. "Y/n... would you want to live with them again. Yes or no?" He asked me. "Well- yeah- but.. I want to be with you too.." I said. "You can't have both.. I'm sorry to break it to you but the others will never forgive me again for what I did..." he said.

Tords POV

"Well.. then what was the point In doing it in the first place?" Y/n asked me. I looked at her. "Reasons.. I can't say.." I said looking back down. "Well Tord.. if you are going to hide things from me that isn't going to be a good thing..." she said. "Well you are obviously hiding things from me too so I'm just thing to play fair." I said irritated. I looked at her and saw her giving me a annoyed but also upset look.

"Tord what is getting into you? You come back upset and now you are getting mad at me after I told you I'd like to visit the others? What else do you want from me Tord? I can't give you much because I don't have anything else," y/n spoke in a upset tone. I don't want her to get upset but I needed to know what she wanted. " did Mr. Davis day things to you?" She asked me. I sighed once more, "y/n. You don't need to worry about him. All I'm trying to figure out is if you are really happy here, or if you see just lying to me about everything you are saying..." I said upset. I heard no response from her after that. After a few moments I looked up at her to see her beginning to cry. I immediately felt guilty and lean to her to hug her but she quickly leaned away from me.

"Tord no... don't touch me.." she says as she continues to cry more. "Y/n.. I didn't mean to say it like that.. please.." I said in guilt.

"Sure you did Tord. What else would you mean?! If I wasn't happy here I would show it. I wouldn't be here, telling you that I fucking love you, hugging you, kissing you, and even having sex with you!!! I wouldn't be doing any of those fucking things if I wasn't happy with you!!!" I flinched when she yelled at me. "And if you don't think that what I'm doing is showing you that I'm happy to be with you, I don't know what the hell im doing wrong.." she said coving here face with her hands. I sighed going over to give her a hug. She didn't flinch back from me. I hated to see her cry.

"Y/n please listen... if you want the truth I'll give it to you... Mr. Davis was here to talk about you. He was just putting things into my head and I just had to come back and talk with you about it. I can't this to you if you aren't happy with me. What I said earlier came out the wrong way... and.... and I'm sorry..." I said. I held onto her a bit more tightly and rubbed her back. "If you want to see the others... I'll go take you there... you can stay there as long as you want and whenever you want to come back here you can call me..." I didn't want to let go of her. This felt like I was going to leave for a few years again.

Her in my arms crying her eyes out. I hated seeing her like this. "I love you so much y/n... you are all and the only person I want in this world..." I said trying to cheer her up while trying to keep myself from crying. This hurt a lot.. and I don't want to think about when I went crazy...

"I love you too...." I heard her say. At least she stoped crying. She wrapped her arms around me tightly and sniffled a bit. I rubbed her back keeping her close to me as he stayed in this hug a bit longer. It wasn't a awkward silence. It was a silence of peace between us.

We eventually pulled away from each other and looked at each other. I gently cupped her cheek and whipped away any of her extra tears with my thumb. "Do you still want to go?" I asked her softly. She gently nodded leaning into my hand. "When would you like to?" I asked her. I hid the fact that I was upset about it. "Well.. I don't have the stay the whole time but maybe today..? I dont want them to continue to be worried about me. But you can pick me up later tonight.." she says. I could tell she was nervous. "Y/n don't be nervous. Please you need to tell me what you want ok?" I asked softly and kissed her cheek.

Y/n POV

I nodded softly and sighed. I don't know what happened earlier. I couldn't tell if he was mad at me, but I don't know what came over me. I feel like he is still hiding things from me..

"Here, go get dressed and I'll get Pau or pat to drive you over," Tord said standing up. "Can you come with?" I asked him. He shook his head no, "I can't my dear... I can't... I mean- I just can't face the others right now, even if it means I can just stay in the car or something..." he said. I knew he was hiding something again. I didn't want to argue with him again. I could just tell something was up.

"Alright.." I said and went to put on some clothing. "Are you not comfortable with those two driving you?" He asked me when my back was to him. I turned around, "no I just want you to go with Because I want to spend more time with you..." I said. Tord came up to me and pulled me into a embrace. I hugged him back and buried my face into his chest. I didn't want to let go of him.

"Are you ok y/n?" He asked me. I hummed "Mhm" and clung onto him. I heard him sigh and I pulled away to look up at him. His face was close to mine and leans in a bit closer. I closed my eyes and leans in more to kiss him while still holding onto him. He kissed back and I felt him pull me closer.

After a few moments we both pulled away. "I love you y/n..." Tord said to me. "I love you too..." I said quietly. "Are you ready to go?" He asked and I nodded in response to him. Tord softly took my hand and lead me to the door out of the room. I held his hand back tightly.

Tord then opens the door for me and let's me go though first. I walked through and waited for him to come out to walk with me. I know he wasn't going to go with me but I don't know my way around this place yet. And I dont want to go without him.

Tord and I walked through the hallways. A small conversation came up, Tord talked about what he was thinking of doing for that day and I just talked about what I might do with the others. I didn't say too much knowing that he most likely doesn't want to talk about them too much.

We eventually made it out to the area where all of their vehicles are stored. "Let me know if those two do something or say something you don't like, ok?" Tord asked me. I saw pat and Pau roll their eyes. "Sir, we promise we will keep her safe," Pau said.

"You better keep that promise," Tord said and I saw him glare. I hugged him one last time and pecked his cheek. Tord did the same to me and pulled away. "I'll let you know when to come pick me up," I said softly. I might try to stay the night there..

Tord nodded and soon headed off. I got into the car along with the other two and the road trip began.

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Im going to end that there. More things with y/n and the others will happen in the next chapter. I'm sorry if slow updates start up again, I just wanted to get something out there and I'm sorry for a short chapter too.

Please stay inside and be safe, love you all -LB

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