"We're what ever you want us to be" she said standing and placing her glasses back on. "I-i can't do it" I said defeated "I can't have a relationship with you, that's not who I am, I mean I don't know who I am, I like to mess around and I know that I want to be with you it's just that I don't know..." I slurred my words together as I was speaking to fast for any human to comprehend. "K, it's alright, we don't have to rush in to anything if you're not ready" she smiled "I'll always be here" she said before standing up and walking out.
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I found myself walking into the house. Steven and amethyst looked up at me excited " K your back!" They said in unison. I gave a small smile and say on the couch. I let out a small sigh. Steven left to meet his friend at the boardwalk. Amethyst sat next to me. "Hey. I heard about what happened with you and Pearl and garnet" there was some sadness in her voice. "I don't know what happened, but I'm glad you came back" she said giving me a smile she laid her head on my shoulder. I smiled back at her. The bangs of my hair fell into my eyes casting a shadow. "Amethyst?" I reached for her hand and she let me "yeah" she said letting her bangs brush past her eyes. "Do you ever feel like you're not who your supposed to be" those words caught her attention in more ways then it should've "yeah, actually I do" she said sadly "can we go somewhere and talk" I said looking down at her. She grabbed my hand and led me outside. "We can go up there" she said grabbing me and jumping to the top of the light house. "Talk to me" I said once we got settled down.
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Amethyst pov
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" I was supposed to be just another quartz solider for the war but something didn't go right, I came out to late, I was defective." I said sadly. I couldn't believe that I was talking about this to her. But it just felt right "the others say that I'm a big part of the team but I don't feel very useful in suppose to be taller and more powerful then I am now, but I'll never get there on my own, and there always on my back its been like that ever since rose..." I stopped choking on my words "died" I said finally looking down. K didn't say anything at first she just looked at me with sincerity in her eyes, her eyes bore into my soul, she knew what I was feeling she understood me. "Rose said I was perfect, just the way I was. " I clasped my hands together and she placed her hand on my shoulder. "Amethyst, you can't let anyone make you feel like garbage" I smiled at her words but that soon faded " it wasn't a problem" I said looking down my bangs casting a shadow over my eyes. " I was always loud mouth and lazy and reckless and vulgar and irresponsible and it wasn't a problem. It wasn't a problem until rose died. Now they hate me" I couldn't stop the tears from coming down "I've always been like this I wasn't the one who changed Pearl and garnet they were the ones who changed!" I said tears now staining my face and clothes " it's NOT my FAULT that they HATE me now" I whipped what was left of my tears away and just in a flash I felt her arms wrap around me she hugged me so tight. My eyes widen in surprise as she took me off guard with her hug. She felt so warm, she smelled just like roses. "Amethyst you're perfect" she said crying onto my shoulder as she hugged me tighter. Her words her smell her hug it was all to much it all reminded me of rose and I cried at the memory.
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I never knew amethyst felt this way, she always looked so relaxed and carefree but to be walking around with this kinda weight with this burden no one should have to suffer this way. I couldn't believe how similar we were. My eyes widen with tears as she told me her story 'we-were just alike' I thought to myself, and before I knew it I had grabbed her into a deep hug and I never wanted to let her go, I had been looking at these gems all wrong they may not be human but they felt pain they had burdens, me and amethyst were so similar it hurt deep inside. I felt her agony and her frustration. That's why she needed me there in that moment to hug her, because in that moment she was.....just....like....me
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Call me a big softy but this chapter actually made me cry. The next two chapters will be like this as well as I show you what k has in common with the rest of the gems. And not just making her to be this sex freak that won't learn anything. So we already know that k feels like she's suppose to be someone entirely different same as amethyst (maybe we'll even get some character development on k I hope you guys get to know her as more then just a smutty character I thought of. Tbh k has been my ONE and ONLY oc I've ever used there's a lot of attachment) so next we'll see what makes Pearl and garnet so similar to k. (Of course these chapters will be spread out with one Normal chapter between them. As for k and garnet do you think that after what happened in chapter 13 that there going to start dating drop a comment and we'll see.