"H-hi" Magnus said shakily as he sat down next to a tree. "Alexander, I still love you, I loved you all this time. I-I can't get over you. You want me to move on a-and I tried. Good heavens you don't know how much I tried. Well at least you're happier now. At least you have Izzy and Jace with you now. I hate it all. Y-you were my life,my happiness, my love, my only true love, my everything. I'm just a shell of what I was. God, Fate is cruel. I-I miss you. I love you. I love you. I can only hope you still love me as much as-as I love you." As he said this Magnus felt himself burst into more tears. It’s been a hundred years since-since... he couldn't even make himself think it. " I-I miss you. I feel selfish wondering whether you miss me or not. You told me to move on. You probably moved on to. I-I can't move on. You are everything to me." Magnus was wearing the same type of clothes he'd been wearing for the last hundred years. A worn and torn black sweater that's fading and ripped black sweats. He doesn't have any makeup on except safire blue eyeshadow the same color of his angel's eyes. "You have no idea how much you meant to me do you, my dear sweet Alexander." He remembers the stabbing pain in his heart as he saw his beloved in that state. Alec had a demon spike impaled in his heart. His kind loving heart that was barely beating. Jace brought Alec to late. The poison was already killing him. Still, even knowing the unstoppable, Magnus tried everything. He felt a pain worse than anything he felt before, even worse than Edom. He could only watch as the love of his life's heart stopped beating.

     Don't worry I'll have a part two, I'm not a monster. Just a warning for the next chapter. It'll be bittersweet.