Sorry this took so long

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Mikey had gone down to the beach a little bit ago and mom had taken my grandma and grandpa to the store. I asked Gerard to take me to the beach but he wouldn't. He wouldn't even play with me. He just locked himself in our room.

"Daddy," I whimpered, sitting outside the door. "Can we please play dolls? Or go fish?"

"I'm busy, Button," Gerard said.

My lip quivered as I sniffled. Ten minutes later the door opened and Gerard scooped me up into his arms.

"Baby, I have a surprise for you," he said.

"R-really?" I asked.

Gerard smiled and nodded, carrying me into the bedroom as he shut the door behind him. The lights were dimmed and there were candles lit everywhere and even rose petals spread on the bed.

"What's this?" I asked.

Gerard sat on the edge of the bed and I sat across his lap.

"I know that you always wanted your first time to be special," Gerard said. "And I know this isn't your first time and it's not my first time either but it's our first time together and I thought that maybe i could make it special."

I smiled softly and kissed his cheek.

"But we don't have to do anything if you're not ready, Button," Gerard said. "We can just watch cartoons or go to the beach or cuddle or something if you want."

"I want to," I said.

Gerard smiled and I leaned forward, pressing my lips against his. He kissed me slowly, wrapping his arms around me. His one hand rested on my thigh gently and I blushed but wanted so much more. I moved to straddle his hips and he smiled when I leaned in for another kiss.

My hands tangled into his hair as he held my hips. I panted softly, pressing my body closer to his. Gerard laid back in the center of the bed and I leaned down to kiss him roughly. I rocked my hips down against his, whimpering quietly. Gerard turned us over, his body pressed heavily against mine.

"Can I?" Gerard asked, his fingers toying the the strap on my dress.

I nodded and sat up a bit to help him take off my dress.

"God, you're so beautiful," he whispered.

I blushed as he leaned down for another kiss. His kisses trailed down my neck and chest to my stomach. He sucked on the spot right below my 'and' tattoo. I whined as he held my hips down when I bucked them up. Gerard left all sorts of marks along my hips and I writhed, wanting more.

He pulled his shirt off, letting it fall on the ground. Gerard's hips rolled down against mine and I moaned. He went right back to sucking on the skin along my hips as I whimpered

"D-daddy, daddy please," I whined. "Need you."

His hands ran up and down my body, trailing along my inner thighs. I reached down, tugging off his belt quickly when he grabbed my wrists.

"Patience, Button," he said.

I pouted but pulled my hands away nonetheless. Gerard leaned down and kissed me slowly but deeply, unbuckling his belt as he did so. He took it off, pushing his jeans down and off. I blushed when I saw he wasn't wearing any underwear.

I've seen Gerard naked many times before but it was a whole nother thing when he was hard. I also noticed that he was bigger than Dallon and I whimpered. That just means it'll hurt more and I don't want it to hurt.

"Baby boy, do you wanna stop?" He asked.

I shook my head wrapping my legs around his waist to pull him closer. Gerard moaned softly, grinding against me slowly. I pushed my panties down, managing to get them around my thighs as I whined and Gerard helped me pull them off the rest of the way.

His hand wrapped around my erection, stroking me slowly as I whined, bucking my hips up. Gerard reached over to the nightstand, grabbing a bottle of lube. He sat up a bit on his knees between my legs, squirting some on his fingers.

"You okay, Button?" He asked.

I nodded and he pressed his fingers against my hole, pushing one in slowly. I whimpered quietly as he moved it in and out before pushing in a second. His fingertips brushed against my prostate and I gasped. I whimpered, rolling my hips down against his hand as he moved them in and out of me.

"Daddy, please," I whimpered. "Need you."

His fingers pulled away and he grabbed a condom. Gerard rolled it onto himself and spread lube over his erection as he groaned quietly. He lined up against me, giving me a soft kiss.

"You ready, baby boy?" He asked.

I nodded and he pushed in slowly. I whimpered, holding onto his hand. He stopped halfway and I whimpered from the sting of the stretching. When I was ready, he bottomed out. After a bit the pain went away and Gerard started rocking his hips slowly.

I whimpered softly from the pleasure, wrapping my arms around his neck. Gerard leaned down and kissed me heatedly. There was an aching that was building up in the pit of my stomach, making me whine and tilt my head back.

"D-daddy," I panted.

He gave soft kisses on my neck, none that would leave any sort of marks. Gerard hit that sweet spot inside me and I cried out softly, wrapping my legs around his waist to pull him closer. We were both breathing heavily as he rocked against me slowly.

"Daddy," I moaned softly.

Gerard moved faster and I whined as he kept hitting my prostate. My head fell back as I panted, the twisting hot pleasure building up inside me. His hand wrapped around my erection, stroking me quickly in time with his thrusts.

"I love you, Button," Gerard breathed, giving me a sloppy kiss to the side of my mouth.

I couldn't even form words to reply, my nails digging into his shoulders. The burning knot in the pit of my stomach unraveled. I came in his hand, moaning loudly as my toes curled. Oh god, I never thought I could feel this good.

"Fuck, baby," Gerard groaned.

He thrust in a few more times before pulling out. He tied up and tossed the condom away, laying down beside me. I snuggled up to his side and smiled.

"I love you, daddy," I said.

"I love you too, baby boy," Gerard replied, kissing my forehead.

His fingers ran through my hair gently and I smiled. The two of us laid together for a while until Gerard eventually said we had to get up. The two of us got dressed and I sat on the bed while I watched Gerard clean everything up.

"So, what do you wanna do today?" Gerard asked, sitting beside me.

"Cuddle!" I cheered, crawling into his lap.

He laughed and gave me a soft kiss.

"Let's do something else, we're only gonna be here for a few more days and we can cuddle at home," Gerard said.

"Let's go get ice cream," I said.

"For someone who eats so much ice cream you're so tiny," Gerard said, ticking my stomach as I giggled.

"Ice cream!" I exclaimed, standing up and grabbing his hand to pull him up too.

He sent a text to mom before holding my hand. We walked outside and started towards the ice cream shop that wasn't far. I swung our hands between us, smiling happily.

"What kind do you want?" He asked as we walked inside the cool building.

"I want chocolate," I said. "And I want it in a cone too."

Gerard smiled, going up to order for us. We got our ice cream and went outside to sit on a bench.

"Thank you," I said.

"Don't mention it, Button," Gerard replied.

I held my ice cream out to him with a smile.

"Wanna try mine?" I offered.

Gerard smiled and tried it.

"It's good, Button," he said. "Tomorrow it's supposed to rain so what do you wanna do then?"

"We can cuddle up and watch movies," I said. "I think that's a perfect plan. And I can wear my onesies and it'll be so comfortable. And then we can spend all day together cuddling and eating chips and snacks and stuff."

Gerard smiled, kissing my cheek.

"You're the cutest," he muttered.

I giggled, continuing to eat my ice cream. He held onto my hand, looking around. People around us were all just walking and talking, seemingly oblivious to us. Luckily this street wasn't very crowded.

"When we get Bela can she sleep in our bed with us?" I asked.

"Yes," Gerard agreed. "If we get Bela."

"But she's so cute, I love her so much," I said.

"Remember that she's still a puppy so she would still have to be trained," Gerard said.

"I know, I don't mind," I said. "I've always wanted a puppy and Bela is perfect. And she's gonna be the best dog ever when I'm done training her."

We finished our ice cream and Gerard cleaned my hands off with a napkin, which were covered in melted ice cream.

"Let's go on a walk now," I said.

He nodded and held onto my hand. We walked around town and looked at all the shops there were. I pointed to a little toy store and Gerard smiled and walked in with me. I looked at all the shelves with little toys on them. In the back, there was a whole row of stuffies.

I left Turtle back at my grandparents house because I didn't want him to get lost or anything. I'd be so upset if we had to leave him here. I love him so much, he's the only thing I have left from my real family.

"Come on, Button," Gerard said, squeezing my hand. "Mom told me they just finished making lunch, we should head back to the house."

I nodded, squeezing his hand back as we walked back home.