Nsfw, graphic, unedited !!

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Dan hums, his fingers dancing up and down Arin's spine. "Well," he finally says to change the subject, his voice low, "Why don't you let me help you get out of your clothes since you're still completely dressed? You must be dying from not getting any real attention, and fuck, I wanna see some of that skin of yours, babe."

Arin rolls his eyes but he's smiling, leaning in to kiss Dan's lips once more. Dan digs his fingertips into Arin's back, grabbing the bottom of the shirt when he reaches it to pull it over Arin's head, which breaks the kiss. The shirt is tossed to the floor and the pants are quickly pushed off until the younger man is left in his underwear.

"What the hell?" Dan nearly whines as he looks Arin over, brushing back his own hair. "Goddammit, Arin, look at yourself; you're so fucking gorgeous and it's unfair as shit. Like I thought you looked fantastic in your clothes, but out of them? Holy shit, baby."

Arin sort of feels like Dan is just saying that, but he can't help it when the words go straight to his dick, making it twitch. His face feels too hot and he feels a little embarrassed with Dan looking at him like this, but it's making him harder, if that's even possible.

"Fuck," he breathes out, wanting to say thanks or return the compliment or something, but before he can, Dan kisses him once more, lightly. So all Arin says when he pulls back is, "I love you, Dan. A whole fucking lot."

Dan smiles. "I love you too," he replies as he holds Arin close, letting his fingers trace over Arin's bare skin. They glide across Arin's chest and stomach, teasingly pulling on the elastic waistband of Arin's boxer briefs.

After a moment of just light touches, Dan steps back a little and hesitantly slides his hand down to cup Arin's cock and balls in the palm of his hand, feeling how hot they are and feeling them pulsate and throb against his hand, all through the fabric, relishing in the fact that it's because of him. He's aware that Arin's watching him carefully- he can probably tell how nervous Dan is about all this. The older man has never touched a dick that wasn't his own before now and it's a little strange, but he's feeling mostly okay with this so far, and this situation seems okay right now. So he doesn't have much to worry about, he supposes.

He presses into the fabric covered bulge with the palm of his hand, rubbing in small circles. Arin's breath catches and his head falls onto Dan's shoulder, his eyes shut tight. Dan presses harder, but then just decides to spin them both around so that he can gently push Arin down onto the bed instead. The younger man bounces a little when he falls onto the mattress and looks up at the older, cheeks still flushed and eyes half-lidded, nipples hardened and underwear tight and damp- and fuck, he's already got Dan feeling excited again.

Arin quickly slips off his underwear and tosses them over into the pile of their other clothes by the small dresser, leaving him fully nude and vulnerable, on display for Dan's eyes only right now. Dan takes a moment to look at Arin's cock, admiring the way it curves opposite of his own, the way it's also flushed a bright pink and the way it's slightly leaking from the top. He feels a small burst of confidence and reaches down to touch, his thumb stroking over the tip.

Arin's so sensitive right now that he lets out a low moan at the feeling, struggling to hold his own hips still as Dan touches him. His eyes meet Dan's before the older lets go and moves onto the bed with the younger. One of Dan's knees plants firmly on the mattress between Arin's thighs as he lowers himself over him to kiss him softly. Arin's fingers get lost in Dan's curls as Dan grinds down against him, and they both let out shaky exhales and swears when their cocks touch.

Arin rolls them over so that Dan's on his back and Arin is straddling his lap, the older's half-hard cock slightly brushing against the younger's taint. They both shiver at the feeling and their lips connect again as they kiss deeper and deeper. Arin's hands roam Dan's chest and he moves to plant kisses all over Dan's neck and collarbone, sucking a dark colored mark somewhere that can easily be hidden with a shirt.

Somehow Dan ends up back on top, one of Arin's legs hooked over his hip as he takes his turn and kisses down Arin's throat and chest, his thumbs moving to rub the younger's nipples. Arin sighs, his fingers running through the small curls that make up Dan's chest hair before his hand slowly moves up to the nape of Dan's neck. He pulls him down a little closer, his mouth at Dan's ear.

"Do you wanna fuck me?" he whispers, his heart pounding so fast that Dan can probably feel it. He lightly kisses the spot behind Dan's ear, which gives the older man goosebumps that spread out all across his body.

A moment passes, but Dan is nodding quickly. "Yeah, I do," he admits, feeling the tips of his ears get hot because it's Arin who's asking; his best friend, and one of the only people he'd never actually thought that he'd be with right now like this. Dan clears his throat before he continues with, "I wanna fuck you. Just... not tonight. I'm sorry."

Arin tries not to seem disappointed, because he knows that he's asking a bit too much of Dan right now, but he can't help it when his face falls a little. Though barely a second passes before Dan kisses away his frown until he's grinning, and he's just left hoping to himself that maybe it'll happen next time.

"If it's alright instead," Dan starts again, brushing Arin's hair out of his face, "I want to maybe, um- I wanna watch you fuck yourself."

"What, like with a dildo?" Arin asks, receiving a nod as a response. He swallows, biting down on his lip from the embarrassment he's already starting to feel. "Well, shit- I guess that's alright if you wanna watch. I just have to go get the stuff." Dan sits back to let Arin get up, and the younger slips out of bed, not bothering to put anything on. "Just keep yourself busy until I get back, alright? I won't be long, dude."

Before Dan responds, Arin is heading off into his room. Dan keeps himself worked up while Arin's gone with light, teasing touches to himself all over as he waits. After about five minutes or more pass and Dan's starting to wonder what happened, Arin's reopening the door with everything he needs in his hands.

"That took longer than I'd expected," Dan says with a chuckle as Arin settles down on the bed, back in the same spot where he was before.

"Yeah, I'm sorry," the younger tells him, running a hand through his hair. "I was getting myself ready, to be completely honest. This thing," he holds up the dildo, which is pink, and not super big, "obviously wasn't about to fit inside my asshole without some stretching first, so I went and fuckin' got that out of the way."

Dan giggles. "It's a shame you didn't let me watch. I bet it was hot."

Arin laughs a little, lying back against the pillows. "Well, like I'm still a bit embarrassed about it, dude, you get it. That's why I did it in the other room. Next time I'll consider letting you watch, though."

Dan nods, moving back so Arin has some room. "I understand. But now that you're ready, let's uh, let's do this, yeah?"

Arin pops open the bottle of lube, letting it drizzle out into his palm before he spreads it all over the pink toy. Dan watches him completely coat the dildo and then close up the bottle, setting it down wherever. When Arin spreads his legs, Dan can't help himself but to look, curious. He can see the younger's tiny, pink asshole fluttering and dripping wet with what he wonders is a different kind of lube. He finds it kind of hot and kind of fascinating and his cock is twitching at the sight weirdly enough, but he doesn't get to look for long because suddenly Arin's clearing his throat, and Dan's eyes are snapping up to look at his face instead.

"I uh- fuck, I hate to ask but can you help me get it in?" Arin's hands are kind of shaky and he looks nervous as he continues on. "If you don't want to or you're uncomfortable with doing it, that's fine, I just have a hard time doing it by myself- usually Suzy helps me when I'm fuckin' lying on my back like this."

Dan blinks, but he holds his hand out for the dildo with a slight nod of his head. Arin breathes a sigh of relief and hands it over. Some of the lube gets on the older man's hands, and it's weird because he's never used it very often so he always forgets that it's greasy but kind of dry at the same time, and definitely way too slippery; he drops the toy at least twice and Arin can't help but to laugh, so Dan finds himself joining in too instead of worrying. Laughing about things puts him at ease and helps him not feel weird or scared or anxious.

Dan finally gets the dildo positioned at Arin's asshole. "So I just gently push it in?" he asks, letting the toy brush against Arin's skin and making him jump a little from the contact. The younger of the two gives a nod of his own after. "Are you ready? And you'll tell me if it hurts you?"

"Yeah, man," Arin responds, holding up one of his legs with his arms to give Dan better access. "Go ahead and ease it right the fuck in- I'm past ready to come at this point."

Dan giggles, using both hands to steady the toy and gently push it against the younger's asshole until the tip slips in, but he stops pushing it in further when Arin grabs one of his wrists to stop him. Arin's taking deep and steady breaths, his eyebrows furrowing in slight discomfort, but it's not like it hurts enough to make him want Dan to pull it back out.

"Sorry," Arin manages to get out, "Fuck, I just- I need a moment."

Dan nods and holds the dildo in place. Once again, he's fascinated- by the way Arin's reddening hole flutters and clenches around it, by the way it's able to fit inside of him despite how big it is. Though it's not really that big, when Dan thinks about it; it's definitely on the smaller side for a dildo but it is a bit wide, and it makes Dan wonder if he'd fit inside of Arin this easily.

He swallows and decides not to linger on that thought for long.

Arin lets go of his wrist with a nod so Dan starts pushing it in again and doesn't stop until it's fully inside of him. Arin's arching his back a little, the slight extra stretch from it burning in his ass and taint, all the way up to his lower back, but not exactly burning in a bad way.

He lets out the breath he didn't realize he'd been holding. "Fuck," he swears, his arm thrown over his eyes as he tries to steady his breathing.

"Yeah, holy shit," Dan agrees, his fingers sliding up one of Arin's thighs to his hole to circle around the dildo, feeling how slick the area is. Arin flinches at the touch at first, not expecting it. Dan keeps circling with his finger, and he almost wants to try and slip a finger in alongside the toy, but decides against it. "This... this isn't like, fuckin' weird to you or anything, is it?"

"Is it weird for you?" Arin inquires instead of answering, lifting his arm to look at Dan's face. The older man only shrugs, removing his hand from Arin and reaching down to stroke himself once or twice. "I'm fuckin' okay if you are."

Dan lets out a contented, sleepy sigh. "I'm okay," he murmurs with a nod of his head to assure the younger of the two. "I promise. Though to me, this just doesn't feel quite normal? Like this feels like something we'd be doing later on in our sex life."

It's Arin's turn to shrug. "Yeah I get it, though it doesn't matter what order we try things in. It's all fine if this is what you're comfortable with at this time." He pauses to think, but then says, "This time it's touching and blowjobs and masturbation with sex toys, but next time it might be actual anal sex, or something else- all that matters is that we're both comfortable and okay with what we're trying and maybe actual sex isn't that for us right now. And like, it doesn't matter if it's 'normal' or not, dude, 'cause honestly we're not the most normal fuckin' people anyway. We can do things however we want."

Dan thinks about it. "You know what? Yeah, I think I have to agree with you on that. I mean, it could absolutely be even more weird, right?"

Arin nods. "Of course, man," he responds. "We could be doing some real kinky shit, like bondage or whatever. I'd say we're being pretty vanilla."

"Says the man with the pink dildo in his ass."

They share a laugh, but not wanting to ruin the mood fully, Dan leans forward to kiss Arin again. His knee accidentally pushes on the dildo, making Arin squirm a little.

Dan pulls back and looks at it. "Do you want me to..." he starts off, reaching down to grab it from the base and slide it out an inch before he slowly pushes it back in with just the smallest amount of force. Arin inhales sharply, shuddering at the feeling.

"I thought..." Arin begins breathlessly, "That you wanted to watch me do it myself."

Dan once again shrugs, a cheeky grin on his face. "I don't mind doing it if it's easier for you to get off," he tells the younger, his left hand staying on his own cock while the right gently eases the dildo out and thrusts it back in a little harder once more. "And to be completely honest with you, I fuckin' love the look on your face when I pull it out and then shove it right the fuck back inside you. It's something else, man."

Arin bites down on his lip, his hand in his hair as he watches the older man sitting by his ankles. "Yeah?" he hums quietly, his toes curling a little, "Shit, well if that's the case, then maybe you should keep doing it after all. Come on, fuck me with it."

Dan's eyes widen a little, but he's smiling. "I can do that," he says, pulling the toy out quickly only to immediately force it back in. Arin's breath hitches and Dan can see the younger's asshole clenching around the dildo, so he does it again. Though after he just holds in in place for a moment, growing a little serious. "Just let me know if I'm being too rough with it or if it starts to hurt, okay?"

"I'll let you know, Danny," Arin promises. Satisfied with that, Dan starts up and doesn't hold back, thrusting the toy in and out of Arin until he finds a rhythm with it. At the same time, he tries to jerk himself off the best that he can to the same rhythm, which is a bit difficult, but he guesses it's not too bad.

At one point, he stops touching himself to focus more on Arin. Dan holds onto the dildo a little steadier with his hand, grabbing onto one of Arin's legs with the other, pushing it up and holding it in place. He slides the toy out slowly until it's barely in and then angles it differently before he slams it back in. Arin cries out, surprising him.

He lifts his head to look at the younger's face. "Did I get your prostate?" he asks, and Arin nods wordlessly, teeth digging down into his lower lip from the lingering feeling. Dan eases the toy out and shoves it in again, just as hard as the first time, and Arin groans softly, his back arching and his hole fluttering, his stomach doing flips.

Dan asks Arin to hold his leg up for him and switches things up with gentle thrusts of the dildo to Arin's prostate to tease him, all the while working on jerking himself off now that his hand's free. Arin tenses up every time the toy brushes and grinds against the spot, his fingers of one hand digging into his own leg, and the fingers of the other grabbing ahold of anything within reach, unable to think or speak or do anything really except lie there and take it, but he honestly wouldn't have it any other way.

When Dan starts getting close, he lets his cock go and decides to stop teasing Arin, using the dildo to actually fuck his hole deeply and roughly, hitting the prostate almost every time now that he's found it. Arin lets out a colorful string of swears from it that actually has Dan giggling because they don't all quite make sense or aren't fully spoken. It gets Arin laughing too, but his giggles fade into soft, breathy moans and gasps with each thrust of the toy inside of him. He surprises himself- he's usually not this vocal at all, but with one look at Dan's face, Arin knows the older man loves hearing the sounds and so he decides not to worry about them.

Arin's hands move down to his ass, spreading his cheeks apart to make things a bit easier for Dan, although really it's all the same. Dan surprisingly finds himself enjoying the sight though and moves the toy a little faster and a little harder in and out of the younger's asshole.

It's not quite enough by itself to make him come, so Arin lets go of his ass with one hand and moves his hand around so that he can stroke himself, getting closer to his orgasm. He's already tired and aching and he's ready for it to happen despite wanting to drag it out as long as possible.

It doesn't take long until he's finally coming all over his hand and lower stomach with a swear and a quick inhale, thighs trembling and soft moans falling from his mouth. Dan fucks him through it with the dildo even after Arin finally relaxes against the bed, breathing heavily.

At this point his asshole feels so loose and slick and raw and just... used, all from a pink silicone dick, and of course he loves it, but now his prostate is starting to feel sensitive- his whole body jerks and tenses up each time Dan thrusts the dildo in and out of him, overstimulated. He would just take it, he would just allow Dan to keep fucking him with the thing even though it's too much for him until he'd get hard and until he'd come again, but he doesn't want to right now because it just is too much, and he's so tired tonight and he's had enough.

He reaches between his thighs and gently wraps his fingers around Dan's wrist to stop him, finally able to take a breather once Dan has stilled the toy.  The older man looks at him apologetically and so Arin lets go, keeping himself relaxed so that Dan can ease the toy out of him. It slips out easily, leaving Arin feeling a little empty once it's gone.

"Did it really feel that good?" Dan inquires after they've had a moment, amazed. Arin nods a little lazily, clearly feeling exhausted now. Dan sucks in a breath. "Fuck, it was crazy for me to watch it go in and out of you and to watch your asshole take the thing like that. And I- man, it's so- I don't mean to sound filthy, but-" he pauses, trying to figure out how to word it but giving up. "Well fuck, I can't even really get the words out."

Arin shrugs and grins sleepily, knowing that Dan's thinking about things as he leans in between Arin's legs and kisses him on the mouth. The younger sighs when their lips part, watching the older man put the dildo down and start touching himself again. Arin kisses him once more, letting his hand fall over the one Dan's using to jerk off, as if he's helping. His other hand tugs at Dan's curls, something he knows Dan likes. It doesn't take long until the older of the two is coming for a second time, but this time it gets all over himself as well as Arin.

He lets his head fall onto Arin's shoulder. "Goddamn," he swears, trying to catch his breath, trying to think clearly. Arin holds him close, his clean hand leaving Dan's head to brush the curls away from his face. "Dude-"

"I know, right?" Arin chuckles and Dan finally sits up on his calves. "I know you're probably fucking dead tired because so am I, but we really should take a shower before we go to sleep. I'm covered in jizz and sweat and lube and I feel super gross."

Dan nods reluctantly. "Alright, together then, right?" he asks with a yawn. It throws Arin off, but he shouldn't be surprised after everything that just happened between them. He nods as well, so Dan stands up and offers him a hand, which he takes. Both of their legs are wobbly, but Arin's are also kind of sore, though so is his asshole already; it's tender and throbbing, shooting mild pains into his lower back. He doesn't mind.

He's sticky too, uncomfortably so. His asshole still feels open and wet and his throat's starting to ache. All he can taste is semen also, and it's not exactly pleasant anymore, especially now that he isn't horny. He's fucking tired as hell now too, and he finds himself wondering what kind of state Dan's in.

The two slowly make their way from the bed to the door, and then from there literally to the bathroom door across from the guest bedroom. Dan starts the water once inside, getting it warmed up before turning the shower part on and helping Arin in.

The water feels so good cascading over them, cleaning them off. Arin lets his eyes slip shut and feels Dan press a kiss to the slight scar on his forehead from when he fell down the stairs. It's not super noticable, but Dan remembers exactly where it's at every time.

Once they start lathering themselves (and each other) with soap, Arin finally remembers to say what he'd wanted to earlier, now that he's finally gotten a second to think.

"By the way," is what he starts with, running a soapy hand down Dan's arm until it locks with one of the older's hands. "I wanted to maybe take you out on a date tomorrow, since we still haven't technically gone on one. What do you think?"

His eyes meet Dan's and the older man seems nervous, frowning a little. "A date?" he questions, chewing on his lip. "What uh... what were you thinking of exactly? I mean, what'd you have in mind?"

Arin shrugs, a little worried but deciding not to dwell on it too much in case he's reading too far into things. "I don't know," he answers truthfully, not getting much time to think it all over. "Maybe dinner and a movie or whatever- you know, the classic shit. And maybe we could like, go on a walk after or something like that? I don't know, dude, just... a date."

"Oh," Dan says like he isn't sure of what else to say. "So you mean... in public? Because like... I'm just worried about someone recognizing us or something, you know?"

There's something wrong, something more to it than just not wanting to be recognized and Arin knows it, but he isn't sure about what it really is, or if he should even question it, afraid of making Dan upset or making him feel forced to say.

"Don't worry, man, we can fuckin' head to the next city over," Arin tells Dan to reassure him, swooping in and kissing his cheek quickly. "Since we hardly ever go there we don't have to worry about being seen because we won't be back any time soon, and like... there's a small chance that we're gonna run into a fan, so it's not like anyone is gonna know us there. And besides, we can be careful, obviously."

Dan still seems reluctant, but he's nodding with a sigh. "Okay, fine. We can go as long as we're extra careful and shit."

Arin wonders what's up with him, but leaves it alone, moving under the shower spray to rinse the soap off of himself. The rest of the time spent in the shower is pretty quiet, but by the time they're getting out and drying off, Dan's mood seems to have gone back to normal and they're laughing and joking and flirting again like before.

Once back in the room, they quickly change the top sheets that they dirtied, and, not caring about getting dressed, they fall into bed together. They feel all nice, warm and clean after their shower, their skin feeling soft and smooth as their hands roam over each other. It's not sexual, just... sensual, perhaps.

They easily fall asleep once under the covers, the exhaustion finally taking over.

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