Nsfw warning!!!

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It's quiet again for a few moments, nothing but the sound of them breathing deeply until Arin speaks up, changing the subject.

"So Dan, I um... I didn't get to ask about what you're up to right now or how you've been feeling. Tell me. What's up?"

"Oh, I'm just thinking about whether I want to jerk it or not," Dan half jokes with an exhale and a quiet giggle, trying to lighten the mood a little so it's not so serious. "I'm just like- I'm getting kinda sleepy, but I'm also really horny still and now I'm just feeling all kinds of fuckin' conflicted."

"Ah, well if you decide you're going to," Arin starts casually, twirling a lock of his hair around his finger as his tone goes from joking to cautious, "I'd like to like... fuck, I dunno, maybe listen in or something. I mean, that is only if you don't mind and are comfortable enough."

"Wait, you wanna listen through the phone as I get myself off in some random hotel that is absolutely nowhere close to you?" Dan inquires, and Arin laughs a little at the way he asks, as if the younger man would come barging in if Dan was within a close enough distance from him.

"That's a weird way of putting it, but basically yes," he confirms, his heart pounding and toes curling as he waits for Dan to say something back. "But only if you're okay with it, is also what I'm saying. I just... I dunno, but I wanna know what you sound like when you're touching yourself, I guess."

"You wouldn't be like... bored or anything?" Dan then questions, sounding a little surprised.

"Fuck no, that... I would probably get excited or something, actually. Who the hell would get bored listening to the person they love making all kinds of fuckin' sinful sounds, even if it's through the phone?"

Arin can hear Dan chuckle at his wording, but he knows he's gotten the point across. "You should talk to my ex-girlfriend about that," the older man sighs a little, and somehow Arin can tell he's smiling even in spite of it all. "She hated phone sex with a passion- said it just weirded her out and it didn't do anything for her, which is fair and valid, and I guess I could see how she'd get bored of it quickly."

Phone sex. Now that Dan says it out loud, Arin suddenly becomes a little bit more aware of what exactly he's asking Dan, and what exactly they may or may not do. They've only kissed twice, but they might be doing this. Huh, somehow Arin didn't see it coming despite him being the one who technically brought it up.

"Well, would it be okay if... if we did it?" he asks anyway, deciding to just get over it and cross the line now. If Dan says no, then that's that, and it would be okay. Dan's quiet for a moment, so Arin decides to clarify, "I mean, having phone sex? Would you be okay with that, or like, is it too soon or...?"

There's a long pause that makes Arin uncomfortable and has him holding his breath as he waits for an answer. Just as he's about to back out, he hears Dan inhale deeply, then sigh out, and then eventually Arin hears the words, "You want to?"

The younger of the two blinks dumbly- he didn't expect Dan to actually consider it, let alone basically give in.

"Um, yeah, only if you want to," Arin answers after a moment, his heart pounding. It feels awkward talking about it before they do it, but he supposes that can't be helped and he just has to get over it. "Like only if you legitimately want to. Don't you dare fuckin' agree to it if your heart's not in it because you think it'll hurt my feelings. Dude, I promise, it's not gonna upset me if you don't really want to."

The weird quiet comes again and Arin wonders if Dan is thinking about it and really debating it or not.

"I want to," Dan finally says, seeming like his mind really is made up. "And before you ask if I'm sure- no, but yes. I mean, the worst that could really even happen is that it just gets awkward as fuck, but... I think that I'm okay with this, and I want to try. It might help me even more, because yes, as of lately I've been getting more comfortable with the idea of kissing you and being with you and having sex with you, but I know there's a chance I might hesitate when it comes down to actually doing it, so- anyway, whatever. Let me just shut my mouth and- yeah, okay, no more talk; let's just fuckin' do it, babe."

Arin knows that Dan is trying really hard for him- for them, and it's honestly better than anything. Arin loves him so much and he just hopes that Dan can be fully comfortable with loving him the same way, too. He knows that Dan does- otherwise they wouldn't be together, but... he just needs Dan to really feel that it's okay that he does and that it doesn't make him weird or gross or anything.

Some sort of noise coming from Dan immediately pulls Arin away from his thoughts, his face feeling warm. "Shit," he murmurs, running his fingers through his hair and leaving his hand there, gripping tightly onto the strands. "I didn't realize you'd fuckin' started already, dude, hold on."

Dan giggles as if he's trying to seem flirty and it somehow manages to lift the tension as Arin transfers his phone to his left hand, and with his right, runs his fingers over his cock through the fabric with a soft sigh.

"Ah, fuck," he hears Dan whisper, the wet sounding noises somehow picking up over the phone so that Arin hears those, too. It's a little gross, but Arin likes it and it doesn't bother him in any way. "Are you touching yourself yet?"

Hearing Dan's voice as his own fingers brush against his cock is not something Arin thought he'd get to experience, but here he is. It's so weird, but in the best way. Arin can't even concentrate properly.

"Yeah," he chuckles a little after a brief pause, the situation somehow seeming to be funny even though it's not really, but maybe it's because neither of them are really all that serious unless it's required of them. "I uh, I can definitely hear you goin' to town over there, bro. What, do you have the phone right by your dick or something?"

"Shut up," Dan laughs, but it fades into a quiet, breathy moan that has Arin getting goosebumps and feeling tingles and sparks on his spine, the tips of his ears burning. "I can't help it if it's loud and it picks up. And don't you dare fuckin' call me 'bro' right now, Arin. Damn, that's not sexy at all."

Arin laughs too. "It's kinda hot," he half jokes, shivering as he presses harder with his fingers. "The um- the noises, I mean, not the 'bro' thing. The noises are hot, especially paired with the sounds you're making with your mouth. Like... fuck, dude."

"Well, uh, okay, 'dude' is not sexy either, but it's better than fuckin' 'bro' I guess."

Arin rolls his eyes, but he's grinning. "Was that all you took from everything I just said?" he asks, amused again, trying not to get distracted and let his fingers stop. "What, like... would you rather me call you 'daddy' or something?"

"Yes and no," Dan admits semi-jokingly, giggling once more. "Is that a proper answer? I mean it's fun to joke about it and I might think it's sexy if I actually was called that in bed, but I don't know yet. How about- how about we'll save that for another time, okay?"

"Is that a promise, Avidan?" Arin murmurs, his voice low. He hopes it makes Dan bite his lip and tremble a little, and wishes that he could be there to see it if he does.

"Mm, it might be," Dan sighs out, and Arin can hear the wet sounds getting a little quieter, as if Dan's slowing down. "Are you even touching yourself, dude? You sound so... like... composed, and meanwhile I'm over here, my brain turning to mush, waiting to hear some kind of noise come from you and I'm getting nothing but full sentences."

"Oh, I don't really make noises that much if at all," Arin responds truthfully, inhaling a bit sharply. "Like sometimes one or two come out if something feels better than usual, but I'm just quiet normally. And I am touching myself, dude, it's just... light touches, I guess. Over my boxers. And the conversation is distracting."

"Wait a fuckin' second," Dan starts, and Arin almost laughs at the way he says it. "First of all, one day I'll get you to make some kind of noises so be ready for that. Second of all, you're still in your boxers? No, no, no, dude, take that shit off. That's so not fair."

Arin swallows, face feeling warmer again. "Alright," he says quietly, hooking his thumbs in the waistband of his boxers and pulling them down his thighs until they're completely off of him. "Now what? My shirt?"

"Yeah," Dan replies softly, "Go ahead and get it off, babe."

Arin forgets that Dan can't see him and nods quickly, setting the phone down for a moment to pull his shirt over his head. When he's completely naked, he picks his phone back up.

"Okay, I'm done," he breathes as his heart beats a little harder. Arin has been unaware that he likes being told what to do this much, and so he decides to voice it and ask Dan about it. "Is it weird that I really fuckin' like it when you tell me what to do? I mean, I dunno, I think I like being bossed around in bed because I like it when Suzy does it, too. I've... I guess I've only just realized. Sorry, I just was thinking and now I'm rambling."

"It's not weird," Dan reassures him casually. "Everybody's probably got their own thing, so don't like, be ashamed of it." There's a pause, and then Dan continues. "But anyway, before we ruin the moment somehow... I want you to touch yourself for me."

Arin bites down on his lip. "I can do that, definitely," he tells Dan with a quiet little laugh. And so he does, and he can tell that Dan's back at it again too from the way he's breathing and from those sounds Arin's hearing again. "Fuck, I wish I could kiss you right now."

"You're always wishing that you were kissing me though," Dan giggles, sounding breathless when he does.

"Well, I mean- of course," Arin agrees, finding it hard to think straight and masturbate properly at the same time, especially when he's got Dan's voice to listen to both distract him and arouse him further. "That's because I love you and... I don't know, I just wanna kiss you."

"You know, I wanna kiss you too right now," Dan admits, and then things get quiet. There's a grunt or a moan here or there from Dan, and a few sighs from Arin, but besides that, nothing- until eventually Dan whispers out, "I'm- I'm getting close."

"Yeah?" Arin mumbles back breathlessly. "I'm... I'm getting there. I kinda wanna get out the dildo and put it inside of me but I'm afraid it'll take too long to get myself ready for it- I might come before I'll be able to get my fingers out."

Just as Arin says that, he hears Dan coming with a drawn out groan, breathing heavily when the feeling dies down. Arin's blown away by the way it sounds and it sends tingles that go straight to his dick.

"Whoa," Arin chuckles, swallowing. "Are you good? Did I say something right?"

"Mhm," Dan mumbles back after a long moment, sounding a bit far away from the phone, but when he speaks again he sounds fine. "I'm okay. Better than." He exhales and then chuckles. "Oh fuck yeah, that was amazing. I can't even really think right now, holy shit, that was really intense for some reason. The images you gifted me were too much for me to handle, dude. Fuck, um... are you- are you close, or did you already come, or...?"

"I'm still getting there," Arin huffs in response, moving his hand quicker over himself, stroking harder. "I'm trying, sorry- fuck. Talk to me."

"You can do it, Arin," Dan encourages him then, sounding even sleepier than before, his tone very low. "Come on, baby, you're almost there, aren't you? Just a little more. Close your eyes and pretend that you've got my hands all over you, and come for me, Ar- come on. Do it for me, baby girl."

And that's what does it for Arin, what pushes him over the edge. He holds his breath, a soft moan managing to escape him as he screws his eyes shut and rides out the feeling until it's gone. His body goes limp, and he finally takes a deep breath, his heart pounding wildly against his ribcage and he can feel his pulse everywhere.

"Oh my god," Arin finally says after a long moment of quiet, running a hand through his hair as his eyebrows raise. He feels overheated and suddenly really tired. "That was something else, dude. Holy shit."

"Holy shit indeed," Dan replies with a quiet giggle. "I really enjoyed that. I just wish we could cuddle or something now, you know? Like it would feel weird if we just ended the call now, but I gotta admit that I'm really wiped out, man. The show took it out of me, and then the orgasm... fuck. I'm sorry."

"It's okay," Arin utters, biting down on his lip. "I honestly feel tired too, but I think that's just normal, so... yeah. I can't wait to see you, dude. I know we've both been saying it, but... yeah. Will I hear from you tomorrow?"

"Of course," Dan answers with a yawn. "Just call me at any point, okay? I won't be busy, that's for sure."

"Okay. Well, I guess that this is goodnight, right? I... I fuckin' love you."

Arin can tell that Dan is grinning. "I love you too, Ar. Goodnight." He almost hangs up after that, until he hears, "Oh, and happy three month anniversary, baby. I'll... I'll be there for month four, and I won't forget it either."

The younger man smiles. "Happy three month anniversary. And don't worry, I forgot the first two months." At that, Dan laughs.

Arin lies there for a while after Dan hangs up- he doesn't feel like getting up to clean up his mess or get dressed, but he knows he has to. Once it's all taken care of, he settles back into bed, turning on the TV instead of staying on his phone.

He dozes off, but Suzy is there waking him when she gets in. He smiles when he sees her and as she changes into her bed clothes, he confesses to her what he and Dan did with some detail, though he can't help but to somehow feel a little bit shy about it.

He told her what led up to it, too, and she asked to watch the video, a curious glint in her eyes. So he shows her, and she's immediately nodding. "That little tease!"

They eventually curl up together with the cats and watch TV until they fall asleep.

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