WHY DO I WRITE SO MANY RANDOM BOOK EXCERPTS

HALP

I AIN'T SAYING pov

I fly. I have held this back for too long. It's time to go where I should have gone years earlier.

My feet skim the water as I decend, slowly letting myself sink into the ocean. I feel like I'm melting into it. Maybe I am.

I disappear beneath the waves, diving down. I can no longer feel my body. It's as if I am part of the ocean. I realize that I can breathe. Breathing underwater, I think. Another dream fulfilled.

I swim through the coral, gazing at all the fish. I am no longer scared of the unknown here. I am like the sea. I am the sea.

I sence a presence by me. He must have come as well. I cannot see him. We truly are part of the water. We swim for a while, and I feel the calm sensation rush over me. But instead of the desire that usually comes with it, I feel peace.

Suddenly, I sense a third presence. I rise up, coming to the surface. And that's where it happens.

My body forms, complete with an elegant dress. But it is not my body-it is made entirely out of water. I look to my side, and see that he is at the surface as well, his body also made of water. I am the ocean.

Whatever the third presence was, it is gone. How do we get back?  I wonder. Are we stuck in these water forms forever?

I spread my wings, and as soon as I lose all contact with the water, my normal form re-appears.

"You will learn to control these forms" a voice says. Is this the presence I felt earlier?

Maybe. But for now, I had to answer my calling.